Sorry for the long update! Major writers block. But, i pushed through and did it! Sasuke and Itachi are forming a stronger bond. ahhaha! Might need to bump up the ratings soon. This will have a future lemon. :
Shisui did not love Yuki. Yuki was simply someone to keep him from thinking of Itachi. The day Itachi saw Shisui and Yuki completely ruined Shisui's life. He happen to glance up to see a teary eyed Itachi with a look of pure hate on his face. Shisui broke. He didn't mean to break his little love. Shisui tried to move away from Yuki, but Itachi had began to run away. Itachi was gone.
Itachi's life seemed totally pointless. The man he loved had replaced him. He was alone. No one cared. No one. Itachi ran with blurred vision till he reached his home. He burst through the doors sobbing quite hysterically. Mikoto and Sasuke happen to be on the other side of the door. They were baking what looked to be poorly shaped cookies. Sasuke saw his aniki's tears. Something horrible had happen.
Mikoto had not seen Itachi cry since he was a baby. But now he eleven. Her heart broke at the pathetic sight of the clans prodigy weeping in front of her. Like clock work Mikoto and Sasuke tried to comfort the shaking genius. Itachi didn't want it. He pushed them away and dashed to his room. Sasuke followed, but Mikoto stayed back.
Itachi didn't bother to close his door. Sasuke was right behind him and would surely open it. Itachi had no idea what to do. He frantically trying to find something to get his mind off of what he had just seen. Sasuke watched as his usually calm brother was throwing things around the room, finally finding what he was apparently searching for. A simple kunai. Itachi didn't stop crying as he sat still on his bed. Sasuke bit his lip and closed the door. He watched his aniki intensely as Itachi adjusted himself.
Finally Itachi noticed that Sasuke was there. He smiled darkly at him.
"Sasuke…" he whispered as a sob escaped his lips.
"Hai, Niisan?" Sasuke replied as he stepped closer to Itachi.
Itachi smile grew. He patted the bed next to him. Sasuke quickly dashed over to the spot and sat next to Itachi. Itachi played with the kunai, not paying Sasuke much attention. He was still smiling Sasuke noted.
Sasuke knew that Itachi like weapons. Who could blame him? Sasuke adored them as well. Possibly because his Niisan was so crazy about them. But never once had Sasuke seen Itachi care sop much about something as simple as a kunai. Not even himself. Sasuke tried to ignore the jealous feeling he felt.
"You know this kunai here?" Itachi said as he continued to play with it.
Sasuke nodded.
"This thing is the most important thing, I have ever received…" Itachi stated. His smile was gone and his voice was monotone. Sasuke snuggled closer to Itachi. Itachi watched Sasuke for a moment.
"Sasuke."
"Yes Niisan?"
"You are also very important to me."
Sasuke blushed as his aniki lowered his head and rested his forehead against Sasuke's. Sasuke closed his eyes in a moment of bliss. Itachi's lips hover only millimeters away from his.
"I love you, Sasuke."
"I… I love you too aniki."
Itachi pressed his lips against Sasuke's and kissed him gently. Sasuke refused to move. If he did something wrong this moment would never last. The kiss lasted only an moment before Itachi pulled back. Sasuke was smiling his eyes were half open as well. Itachi leaned closer again and kissed him again but this time with more passion.
Itachi finally pulled back and lay down on his bed. Sasuke sat very still. It was not everyday Itachi decided to kiss him. Hell, he was lucky to get a goodnight kiss.
"Shisui gave me this." Itachi said. His voice was empty and broken. Sasuke glanced at Itachi. Itachi was dangling the kunai over his chest. He fiddled with it before he lowered it to his wrist.
"And I don't need you. Not anymore." Itachi whispered more to himself than anyone. And with that he slowly dragged the kunai along his wrist. Slicing it open and letting the crimson blood fall in small tears on to his ivory skin.
Sasuke was in awe. He didn't know what to do. He grabbed Itachi's wrist which was now bleeding freely. He stared at it, then at his aniki. He began to panic as Itachi stared blindly at Sasuke.
Sasuke put his mouth over Itachi's wrist and began to lick up the salty blood. Sasuke knew how to handle some cuts. He had seen his mother bandage Itachi and himself many times. He glanced up to see some ninja tape. It would have to do. Sasuke grabbed it and began to wrap his wrist. When he was done he grabbed Itachi's other wrist and held them close to him,
"Itachi?"
"…"
"Why, aniki?"
"…"
Sasuke caressed Itachi's cheek lightly as Itachi began to cry again. Sasuke had no idea what to do so he laid next to Itachi.
"Sasuke?"
"Aniki."
"I love you. Don't ever forget that."
Sasuke snuggled closer to Itachi.
"Hai, aniki, hai. I love you too."
Itachi and Sasuke appeared for dinner and Itachi was back to his stoic face. Mikoto questioned her son as to what had happen. Itachi's simple reply was that he had been free.
Shisui felt as though he could just die. The following days he didn't even see Itachi. Itachi had been assigned some extremely important missions and he did not have a chance to explain. It didn't help when Yuki finally became a chunin and Shisui was ordered to watch over Yuki's training. He really was starting to miss Itachi. His fake smile and of course his soft lips.
Itachi returned home after a week long mission. He grimaced when he heard Yuki was now chunin. Itachi guesses Shisui couldn't stand to be away from his little doll. Disgusting.
Itachi was eager to get home. For some odd reason, he really missed Sasuke. He was returning home when he heard Shisui.
"Yuki…"
"Oh Shisui-kun, please, call me Yuki-kun I really love - "
"Don't tell me this again. I hear it everyday."
"Then you understand my feelings?"
"Understand them? I have them too!"
Itachi frowned as tears began to form in his eyes. It is true… he thought as he ran the rest of the way home.
Later that night Sasuke discover that his aniki had came home. Apparently he had just gone to his room, taken a nap perhaps? Either way Sasuke anxiously knocked on Itachi's door to inform him that dinner was ready.
Itachi smiled down at Sasuke as he open the door.
"Thank you, Sasuke."
Itachi closed his door and began to walk to the kitchen. That's when Sasuke noticed that Itachi's other wrist was wrapped. And there was a red stain growing through the white bandage. Blood.
