"I don't want to talk about it." Kurt said to him with barely concealed upset, and Sebastian just watched him with narrowed eyes until Kurt looked back up at him.
"Why the hell would you do something like that?!" Sebastian was becoming more agitated by the second, close to erupting completely and Kurt felt a little angry himself about this situation so he opened his mouth to retaliate.
"I said I don't want to fucking talk about it!" He screeched at him as he pushed past Sebastian to head to the laundry room.
Sebastian rolled is eyes as he followed him, anger getting the best of him now.
"Fuck that, I want to!" Sebastian yelled as he followed him around, which pissed Kurt off even more, as he started up the washing machine and placed the drag clothes inside it, "That guy had your name on his finger, and you have his, it means something Kurt!"
"It means nothing!" Kurt screamed as he slammed the lid shut on the washing machine, abruptly spilling the washing powder everywhere, which caused them both to pause and look at it, before Kurt rolled his eyes and pushed past Sebastian and out of the room again.
"What the fuck does that even mean?!" Sebastian said as he followed Kurt yet again into the living room, he wasn't having any of this bullshit right now, and he felt justified in calling Kurt out on it, "Are you listening to yourself right now?"
"I don't want to be with Blaine!" Kurt yelled as he situated cushions on the couch and then went to retrieve a blanket from the box in the corner.
Sebastian could tell from Kurt's actions that he was making a bed on the couch for tonight, intent on not sleeping with Sebastian because of what they were arguing about.
"Why?! He's gorgeous, funny, smart...has a great ass." Sebastian listed almost sarcastically, and Kurt glowered at him.
"Then you go out with him!" He said as he walked around the couch to disappear in the bathroom, Sebastian still hot on his heels, not intending to leave Kurt alone until he got his point across.
"You don't get to walk away from this Kurt!"
"Fuck you!" Kurt yelled as he slammed the bathroom door shut, but Sebastian shoved it open again, nearly knocking Kurt over in the process, just barely reaching out to catch him, and Kurt righted himself and shrugged off Sebastian's hands before slamming the cabinet open for his toothbrush, "I told you, I want to be with you, now stop!"
"No, you stop!" Sebastian repeated at him as he took Kurt's toothbrush out of his hand and threw it in the sink, causing Kurt to glare at him in the mirror before Sebastian spun him around, "Don't just shut down an opportunity when it hits you between the eyes!"
"Oh and you would know!" Kurt yelled back, and Sebastian felt his anger bubble.
"Fuck yeah, coz you were mine!"
Kurt startled a little and Sebastian's eyes softened as they stared at each other, Kurt had no retort. Sebastian sighed with defeat as he shifted before brushing his hands along Kurt's arms to rest at his shoulders, before cupping his face.
"Back then, you were my opportunity, I never regretted it, not one bit, but you're going to regret this." Sebastian said almost in a whisper but Kurt had too much anger to be coddled right now, and pushed him off, glaring at him again.
"I don't care!" Kurt said as he moved back to the sink to get his toothbrush, "I'm in love with you, we're getting married!"
"No we're not!" Sebastian said and Kurt froze, hurt blue eyes now watching him from the mirror, and Sebastian shook his head as he stared back at him, "Not now! I'm not going to watch you do this to yourself!"
Kurt turned around and shoved past him, dropping his toothbrush to the floor, and choked on a sob before a "Fuck you, Sebastian!" was heard before the door slammed shut.
Sebastian sighed as he felt the stress of the situation bubble up, Kurt's stubborn nature was really difficult sometimes. He watched the bedroom door for a while before he sighed again and made his way to the kitchen, giving both of them time to calm down.
He made a coffee to sit and calm his nerves, coffee always helped. He never needed it until he and Kurt had a fight, especially one like this.
He had a point. He didn't want Kurt to regret anything, no matter how much it hurt, no matter if it turned out to be wrong. He never ever wanted Kurt to give up something that might be better than what they had.
This Blaine guy was great. He was sweet, kind, smart, and above all else, Kurt and Blaine had connected straight away.
It was rare for Kurt to open up to somebody new, that's why Kurt found it so hard to make friends, they found him to be a little closed off and cold. But Kurt protected himself from people, he always had since high school, and Sebastian knew the reason.
Blaine seemed to make Kurt spill everything today. And Sebastian had sat in awe most of the afternoon as he listened to them share stories and joke around. Like they had been friends for years.
But Kurt wouldn't accept it. And it would be very difficult for Sebastian to make him see the truth of the situation. This guy, Blaine, seemed like a great fit for him, and seemed to be into all of the things that Kurt was.
Music, sure Sebastian had sung in show choir, but he wasn't interested in Karaoke nights in the city or anything.
Fashion, Sebastian loved a good Armani suit for a night out, but he wasn't into it like Kurt was.
Broadway, he liked the shows but he would never be able to name you a Broadway Star.
Maybe he could get Kurt to understand. He had to.
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Kurt heard Sebastian leave the bathroom and head towards the kitchen, footfalls fading away and he breathed a little sigh of relief. Kurt knew that he was being stubborn, and Sebastian sometimes hated that about him, Kurt could fight and hold his own in an argument, but he never accepted anyone's elses opinion easily.
He could hear Sebastian probably making a coffee, knowing he had stressed his boyfriend, could he even call him that anymore, out with this situation, it's not like he could help it.
Kurt had always been set in his ways, even from a very young age. His dad had said that it was part of being a Hummel, they were both like it. Kurt was always reserved and sometimes his attitude sucked but that was the way he was, Sebastian knew that, had always known that.
Sebastian had been the only one for the last six years to call him out when he was being an ass, and this was one of those moments. Kurt didn't want to admit that he might have been a little intrigued by Blaine. He was so easy to talk to, Kurt had enjoyed talking to him today, but he wouldn't let himself get carried away. He couldn't.
He was still laying in bed thinking later that same night, having been yelled at by Sebastian for being an idiot.
He didn't want to talk about why he couldn't help but give Blaine a false name, he didn't want to accept what fate had decided for him, even seeing the sadness and desperation of the situation on Blaine's face, and in his eyes...he couldn't.
He watched with careful eyes as Sebastian pushed the bedroom door open fully and stood, now with a more tired and worn down expression on his face, staring at Kurt with his arms crossed and a disappointed look on his face.
"I don't want to-"
"You're an idiot." Sebastian interrupted and Kurt clamped his mouth and eyes shut, even though the tone of Sebastian's voice was warm, it still cut a little, "I just want to know why on earth, you would give up something like that? That Blaine guy-"
"Because it's not true and it's not right!" Kurt screeched over Sebastian voice, and then buried his face under the covers.
Sebastian sighed, rubbing his forehead a little before approaching the bed, kneeling on the floor beside it and patting the space where Kurt's head was before lifting the covers away.
Sebastian didn't want to argue anymore tonight, he had had enough screeching to last him a lifetime, but he still had to find a way to get through to Kurt how much he would be giving up. He needed to let his stubborn side slide for now.
Kurt wasn't looking at him, stubbornly refusing to, and Sebastian gave a small sad smile.
"Kurt-"
"No." Came the instant stubborn reply and Sebastian hardened his gaze a little.
"Sweetheart, look at me." He said a lot more sternly as he brought a hand up to cup Kurt's chin.
Kurt furrowed his brows and looked up at him, his blue eyes a little icy but swimming between emotions and Sebastian smiled but Kurt frowned back.
"Look, you love me...and I love you, you know that...but no matter how long we put this off, seems like fate...or maybe the universe, wants this to happen," he explained as he took one of Kurt's hands, as Kurt's eyes filled with unshed tears, "there is a certain point where you just have to...give up the fight, just let go. And I know how hard that is for you...letting go and giving in..." he added sadly as Kurt's expression changed from sad to totally devastated, "but I don't think you should fight anymore, and I'm not going to let you."
As he placed his other hand onto Kurt's face, it crumpled.
Kurt burst into tears, and Sebastian quickly gathered him into his arms, shushing and comforting him as he gave up the fight. He held him until he had gone still, he held him as he lost control of his own emotions. He held onto him until he was worn out and fell asleep cuddling Kurt against him on the bed.
