I hid under Black's bed, biting my arm. The floor was covered in blood and so were my clothes. The bite marks showed clearly even in the dark. A nice yet deadly black and blue, a little purple mixed in. I kept on biting my arm until I heard Black's door open.

I kept on biting just more quieter. My whimpers became little muffled cries. "Spade?" White's voice called. I stopped. If Black caught me like this, he would kill me. If White caught me like this…

White Joker's Point of View

I was able to hear a little cry coming from under the bed. It sounded like…Spade. Like she was in pain. I began to walk around my dear counterparts room, pretending not to know where she is. Once I came upon the bed, I sighed a fake sigh and climbed on. There it was again… A whimper. I rolled to the edge of the bed and brought up the covers that covered the end. There she was… My dear kitten, all crumbled and… broken. Even from behind, I could tell she was holding her arm. I noticed the blood on the floor. "Spade," I called. "Please come out here." I offered. Spade twitched a bit and then she came out here. Her face was staring at the floor, hair covering her eyes. One of her sleeves was rolled up, her arm stained in her own blood. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled and tugged. She hesitated but soon sat down in my lap. Her legs wrapped around my waist and her arms clutching her chest. "What happened this time?" I asked. My voice full of curiosity and a bit of sadness. The feline began to cry softly. I unwrapped her legs from around my waist. I laid down with Spade crying into my chest. Her ears were flat against her head. Her two tails were wrapped around my leg.

Finally, Spade was ready to talk. It was muffled by my chest but I was close enough to understand. "Jesker was going to change my bandages again… H-he told me to stay put but I didn't… My bandages were off and I forget about that alot but I went outside the mansion. I feel so stupid… I ran back home and put on my old bandages because Blood was looking for me." She explained. I nearly snapped when she said that Blood was looking for her. "Why was Blood looking for you?" I growled softly. Spade squeaked when she felt my hand brush the base of her tails. Besides her useless human ears, her tail was a weak spot because others tried to cut one of them off because they claimed she wasn't "sharing". "H-he was looking for me b-because Alice asked for me. But when I saw him he looked…depressed." "Good." I said calmly, my hand caressing her shoulders. She didn't purr. The pain. I began to wrap my arms around the feline's waist and I sat up. I looked down at Spade's arm. The wounds were still fresh. Spade reached for her sleeve but I gently grabbed her wrist to stop her. I grabbed her other wrist, Spade whimpering in pain. I lifted the arm to my level and began to lick one of the wounds.

I made my way all the way down to her elbow, the place where the biting stopped. Wrists still in hand, I began to pull her towards my chest. She blushed a little, her spade markings turning purple. I had both her wrists in one hand while my other was tracing little marks on her back. "When do your bandages need to be changed?" I asked. "Sometime today." She murmured. I nodded my head.

I made a bold move. I let my face lean into hers, lips brushing lips. Slowly, I kissed her. As expected, she didn't kiss back.

Spade's Point of View

This was all so sudden. White kissing me, his tongue running along my lip. He knows this is my first! Shouldn't he be more…patient with it? I would expect Black to run me over like a horse being chased by something but he was the one to be patient.

I parted my lips a little, scared. White's tongue slowly made its way through. His tongue brushed against mine, telling me I was his and his alone. White separated us. "You'll learn…" He purred.

No, no I won't Joker