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-Izzy
6 months later
Natsume's P.O.V
Well what can I say. Mikan is closer to me then any girlfriend ever could be. She is completely oblivious to my feeling for her. No longer am I rebellious and disobedient, im just a total and complete playboy. Hey, I had to have some way to release all my frustrations, and having the girl that never leaves my mind completely oblivious to my undying love for her is very frustrating. So the longest girlfriend I've had in the whole time I've know my cute little kitty cat is approximately one week.
"Natsu! Your such a playboy!" she whined as she dragged me away after catching me making out with a sophomore.
"You still didn't need to drag me away," I mutter.
"Well Hotaru-Chan said to go get you and tell you this, " 'Get your sorry moping ass over here and stop your vain attempts to deny your feeling and man up and tell her for gods sake. Plus, your coming to central town with Ruka, Youichi, Mikan and I. Meet us at 2 and if your late I will reveal ALL of your secrets.
-Hotaru'" Mikan read.
I pouted a little at the fact that she had read it without softening it a bit.
"Natsu, Im sorry Hotaru-Chan is so mean to you," she cried throwing her arms around my neck hugging me.
And that is why I pout in front of her.
Mikan had made friends with Ruka and Hotaru. In fact, they warmed up to her immediately, with her bubbly attitude and bright smile. Hotaru, in fact, is extremely protective of her and seems to want to 'protect' Mika from me. The irritating thing is. She. Wont. Leave. Mika. Alone. With. Me. Ridiculous right? The only time I get to be alone with her is at night.
She grabbed my hand and dragged me back to my dorm. I flopped down on my bed and buried my face in my pillow.
"Hmm what should I wear Natsu?" she asked, digging through her clothes, which were in MY closet.
"Red. You should wear red," I said.
"Red? Why red?" she asked me with a giggle as she poked her head out of the closet.
"Because you look prettiest in red. It suits you," I said looking her straight in the eye.
She smiled sweetly at me and went back in to change.
When she came out she was in a red tank top that had ribbon laced into the neckline and lace at the bottom and a dark mini skirt. Her hair was loose and curtained her shoulders, framing her delicate face. She was wearing the red pendant I had got her for her birthday a couple months before. Her angelic face looked at me softly, a small smile on her cherry lips. She was an angel. And whether she knew it or not. Whether she was right next to me or clear across the world. She would always be my angel.
"You look beautiful," I said to her.
She giggled and blushed slightly.
"Thank you my kind knight," she said, curtseying.
I got up knowing I would have to change and immediately took of my shirt.
She turned ruby red and swiftly walked out to the hall, leaving me smirking.
I changed and we walked hand in hand to pick up Youichi.
Its really odd that Youichi had warmed up to Mika, the kid practically hated everyone (like myself -_-)
"Onee-chan," he cried when he saw her.
"Hey You-Chan!" she said cheerfully, picking him up.
'She will make such a wonderful mother,' I thought to myself.
"Natsu, lets go!" Mikan said happily as she put Youichi down and took his and my hand.
We all walked to the rendezvous and met up with Ruka and Hotaru. All of us loaded on the bus, Mika next to me and Hotaru and Ruka across from us. We all sat in a comfortable silence until Youichi, who was sitting on my lap, asked a question.
"Onee-chan, have you ever kissed anyone?" he innocently asked.
Her face turned bright red. I snickered, Ruka blushed and Hotaru remained expressionless.
"I-I, well I didn't, I haven't really had a chance…well, no I haven't.." she admitted.
Then he looked up at me.
"I think you should kiss her," he simply said. I chuckled and ruffled his hair.
"I would but she wont let me," I said raising my eyebrows at her.
For the rest of the trip we laughed and poked fun at Mika.
Mikan's P.O.V
That was so HUMILIATING. I cant believe we had that conversation with a kid! I don't think I could get any more red! When the bus came to a stop, I huffed and stomped off. Before I could get far I felt a hand wrap around my waist. Natsu hugged me from behind.
"Sorry," he mumbled. I turned around and smiled, hugging him.
"Ill think about forgiving you in a couple of years," I teased as I took his hand and skipped toward Youichi, Ruka and Hotaru. We shopped all day, going from store to store. Every thing was just so wonderful.
"Hey, Mika, pick out something, ill buy you whatever you want," Natsu whispered in my ear.
"I want this," I said as I showed it to him. They were a set of promise rings. He gave me a curious look, but none the less got out his wallet and paid for them. I put the small one with the heart on my finger and took his hand and put one on his finger. I swear I could see a slight blush in his cheeks.
"Now you have to be my big brother forever," I said with a smile. He looked at me with this look, and I cant explain it. It was almost like he was in pain but he was happy at the same time. I put my hand on his cheek, worried that something was wrong.
"Natsu? Are you alright?" I asked.
He leaned into my hand, and put his hand over mine.
"Im just perfect, and I will be unless you start to hate me," he said.
"Oh Natsu! I could never hate you," I cried. He smiled and took my hand and we just stayed like that.
We then went to the a café with Youichi, since Hotaru had dragged Ruka to go look at supplies for her latest invention.
A pretty waitress with brunette hair came over to take our orders. She looked Natsu up and down with a seductive look. Natsu looked at her and gave her his signature smirk, I could see her heart swoon.
What was this feeling? I had a sudden hate for that girl. Was I….jealous? No, I couldn't be…could I? Natsu was my brother….. Right.
"Umm, can you take my order?" I asked, my irritation growing by the second.
The lady sent me a glare, I had interrupted her flirting with that hot guy. She huffed as she got her notepad out.
"What can I get for all of you?" she asked with a sneer.
"I will have they strawberry sundae. What do you want, You-Chan?" I asked
"Chocolate," he said simply.
"Natsu?" I asked.
"I don't need anything," Natsu said as he looked at me, barely holding back laughter.
The waitress huffed off and Natsu couldn't take it anymore and burst out laughing.
"Why are you laughing! Its not funny!" I grumbled.
"Your jealous aren't you?" he asked as he wiped tears out of his eyes.
"Im not jealous!" I pout, crossing my arms.
"Polka, there is one thing iv learned after dating just about every girl in the high school division, and that is what a jealous girl looks like," he said. I huffed, refusing to talk or even look at him. How dare he accuse me of being jealous of some slutty waitress!
We finished our sundaes in silence and I picked up Youichi and cooed him and kissed his cheeks and made sure that ever ounce of my attention was You chi's. Hotaru and Ruka were waiting on the bench we promised to meet at and we headed home. Once again I sat by Natsu and he had a scowl etched onto his face.
The bus stopped and Natsu grabbed Youichi and got out of the bus still frowning. I ignored him heading up to his…never mind I guess for the first time in ill go to…my room. Every night since the first night I was here I have always slept in the same bed as him to avoid the whole nightmares and screaming thing. It was just troublesome to have to go to my room every morning and evening to change my clothes, so to save me the hassle I practically moved into Natsu's room.
But I guess I was a big girl. I could sleep on my own for one night.
I fell onto my bed, and it felt so off. But none the less I fell into a nightmare filled sleep.
Darkness
Falling
Nothingness
Pain
Loneliness
I woke up screaming and sweat drenching my face. I curled up in a ball. Where was Natsu to comfort me? He was gone. I looked down at my finger. My…brother? Was I starting to want to be more than siblings. I whimpered and curled up in my blanket, trying to organize my thoughts. that's when my door flew open.
A pissed looking Natsume marched in. I looked up sniffling.
"Stupid Polka! Why the hell did you sleep alone? Are you stupid?" he asked, obviously flustered. He held me in his arms until I calmed down and carried me back to his room. We where lying on his bed, my head on his abs. his fingers were playing with my hair. I was absent-mindedly reading a book.
"Hey Mika,"
"Yeah?"
"Lets kiss,"
I sat up and looked at him.
"What?"
"Well, you haven't kissed anyone and if you kiss just any guy your first kiss could completely suck. So just let me kiss you so it will be good for sure," he said.
I had to admit it, there was logic behind it. Before I could say no, my mind said what my hearts secret desire was.
"Okay,"
He sat up and cupped the side of my face.
He got closer
And closer
I stopped breathing and my eyes started to close.
Our noses where touching
And then the distance between us was nonexistent.
His lips softly pressed against mine.
Was every kiss like this? If so I swear I would be just like Natsume except have a new boyfriend everyday.
Our lips separated for only a second to breath before they were back on mine. His fingers laced through my hair.
This felt….right. Like we were two puzzle pieces that were made to be put together.
Once again our lips parted and Natsu backed away. He blinked like he was trying to focus. I smiled at him, blushing like crazy. Then I nestled myself under the covers and turned my back on him. He went to go turn the lights off and crawled into the bed putting his hand on my waist.
"Thank you. At least I can say my first kiss was wonderful," I shyly said.
Natsume's P.O.V
I had kissed countless girl and I NEVER knew it could feel like that.
It was perfect, her lips were soft and warm and tasted like strawberries. Her hair was like soft silk running through my fingers. I wondered if she enjoyed it like I did. She just turned away from me and got ready for bed. I sighed and turned the lights off. I got into bed and nestled myself down, draping my hand over her tiny waist.
"Thank you. At least I can say my first kiss was wonderful," she said to me.
that's when I lost it. I turned her back to me and kissed her greedily.
"Mika, not every kiss is like this. Im sure you could kiss every other man in the world and im the only one it will feel like this with. We were made to be together," I said.
She just nestled down against me.
