Spending time and Sorting Feelings -Chapter 7

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Maggie knew she should not have gone to Hal after he told not to but she could not stop herself from doing so. Now she had to face something she never expected to happen. Hal of all people to say that she was an orphan. He didn't exactly say that. But was not that he meant?

It was like hours she came here to get some peace. But it did not help her to forget what happened a little while ago. However she knew Hal loved her and she did too more than anything. So why to say anything like that. Does he regret what he said he loved me? She could not stop herself from getting silly thoughts. She just wanted to help Hal. Ben was part of her life too that was what Maggie thought. Was I wrong to think that I found a family? She should stop these stupid thoughts or else she will end up getting crazy.

It cut her heart to million pieces but Maggie was not the one to cry. There was a time she cried for things but now she was strong to handle things but when it comes to Hal she wasn't sure. She took a walk to clear her head it was almost dark and almost her shift time.

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Since the shift was over Maggie did her best to avoid Hal couple of times he tried to talk but she avoided. When he tried to come to her when she was alone she quickly went and joined either Crazy Lee or Dai so that Hal will not be able to talk.

Hal was annoyed that Maggie kept avoiding him. He wanted to talk to her make her understand he didn't mean what he said. He never ever thought Maggie as outside. He was part of his family she is his family. He wanted to apologize to her and to end their stupid quarrel. Wanting to give her comfort since he knew she must be hurt so bad. He could see it from her eyes. Then an evil smile appeared in his face. He knew what he has to do.

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After her shift was over she didn't see Hal this made Maggie somewhat revealed but at the same time she missed him a lot. She thought he must have gotten her message. Well Maggie congrats you successfully chased the only guy who loved you truly. Her mind was screaming.

She was sad in a way that he was not around her. The past few weeks they were like pasted to each other. Whenever where ever they went both were together until they go to sleep in their tents. She missed it. All because of her stubbornness. She came to her tent. Unlike usually she could see something bright light from her tent. She wondered and took out her gun just in case.

She slowly entered her tent to see so many candles. She knew the instant it was Hal's work. Turned to see he was standing right next to her table. She gave him a blank face.

He smiled slowly.

"Hey. I found this from Louder's collection. Sometimes it is very weird that girl has so many stuff…"

He turned to see Maggie's hurt face so he stopped.

"Maggie I just … I want to apologize first." Again he got nothing. "I know saying I am sorry doesn't make your hurt go away but I really want you to know that you are my life Maggie. I never thought you as an outsider. You are my family, my future, my light in the darkness and my everything. It has been just I was so pissed and you were trying to tell me something I really didn't want to and I know you were right too. Please Maggie talk to me because I can't spend another day like this without you beside me. I know you are hurting please hit me scold me or even shoot me if you feel better but please don't shut me out don't ignore me Maggie I really can't bear it. I want you by my side everyday every second. Please."

While talking he closed the distance between them. Maggie shook her head unable to think what to say. He was right. Partially it was her fault but that hurt her true. Hal, her Hal she knew him so why she is being so stubborn?

"Hal I can't.." She stopped unable to explain what she feels.

Finally he closed the gap between them stepping right in front of her taking her hands. He slowly and very gently pulled Maggie close to him putting her hand on his chest so that she will his heart. He put his hands over her waist very slowly afraid that she will pull away. When Maggie didn't he pulled her even close to him.

"Please Maggie please don't say it. Do anything but please don't say that you can't be with me, don't say that it is over. I know I had no right to say those…"

"HAL. Listen to me. I am sorry too. If I listened to you, none of this would have happened. So partially I should apologize too. I can't bear when you think about me like that. Finally I found something and someone to call my own. Please Hal don't take that away from me. Because I have accepted everything what yours as mine. Finally, I felt that I belong to somewhere to a true family. Don't take it from me."

She explained.

"Never Maggie never I am sorry. This was the last time I promise nothing like this will ever happen again. I promise." He said.

"You sure?" She asked again wanted to make herself sure that nothing ever will happen again like this.

"I promise Maggie cross my heart." He said making her smile.

"Thank you Hal. I promise you that hereafter I will listen to you when you order me." She smiled. He pulled her close and kissed her. Taking away all the hurt he caused. She gladly returned.

"I love you Hal."

"God I missed this holding you in my arms. Hugging and kissing you. Even it was like for hours, god I don't want this to happen again Maggie you have no ideas what I went through. I love you too Maggie more than you can imagine. Never ever have a doubt about us. I love you." He kissed her again.

"I know believe me I know Hal. I went through the same. I missed your smile, kiss and your love for hours and it was like an eternity. Please don't ask how I spent my past few hours. I never want to go through the same. I love you, I love you so much."

Then heading back to enjoy small dinner he made for her. Promising each other never to be separated.


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