After a full night of sleep, my eyes open and adjust to the light to the sound of...singing? I focus fully on the singing and realised its Phil, singing the song familiar to be, 'Good Morning Sunshine' by Alex Day. I smile as the lyrics are sung perfectly to me, by the perfect person. I sit up rubbing my eyes and sweeping my hair out of my face and turn my head to the right to see Phil kind of 'bobbing' to his singing while spreading jam on toast. He hasn't realised I'm up yet so without him knowing, I get up slowly and carefully watching my every step carefully and I sneak up behind him on tip toes, i get behind him, holding my breath with anticipation and when the moment was right, at the start of the chorus I bellowed out the lyrics and Phil jumped out of his skin, jumping back with a look of pure horror on his face with the jammy knife in my direction, while im in stitches laughing from poor unexpecting Phil's reaction.
"Yeah, because if i was an axe murderer i would definitely join in and do a little karaoke with you" I say cheekily still laughing, Phil didn't take this comment to heart, instead he starting laughing with me before he pulled me into a hug without me knowing, i let out a squeal and he picked me up and spun me around.
"You scared me to death, although your smile made me forgive you" Phil said biting his lip making me swoon a little, he was so adorable, but knowing he just wanted to be good friend is making my heart ache, how long could I keep up the 'friends card' ? Some might say that last comment was flirty; I see it as just being cheeky and friendly.
Phil finished spreading the jam and put the knife in the now empty dish washer before taking his plate of toast and handing me a slice.
"No, it's yours, I can make my own breakfast, thanks though" I say but Phil doesn't take no for an answer and literally shakes the toast in my face making me giggle.
"Take it! We need to go shopping, there's nothing left, unless you fancy mostly black bananas or malt loaf thats been here since December untouched" Phil says dead seriously while im in stitches again, malt loaf?! That is possibly one of the most unlikely things to ever find in their kitchen.
"Malt loaf? Why do you have malt loaf" I say through my laughter, Phil goes all sassy on me with his hand on his hip with a poker face on, although it didn't last for long because his poker face got washed off with laughter.
"Dan thought that we should get ahead of Christmas and start being a little more healthier, preparation for the new year, but as you can tell that didn't go well, you can tell that from the untouched malt loaf and the empty Malteser packets stacked up in the bin" Phil explains laughing, I find out something new and hilarious about them every day, they are unlike anyone I've ever met, but im definitely glad I did meet them.
"Well it's good to make the effort. I'll just wait till after shopping, I need to head into town anyways; do you want to come with me? Im going to try and find a job so we can go shopping then" I ask him.
"Yeah, that sounds good; we usually get our shopping online, since we have no car or anything to get our shopping back, how did you get yours to your apartment without a car?" Phil asks me with a confused look on his face.
"I never waited until all my cupboards were empty, i get just little bits a need during the week and carry the bags home, one or two each time, it's easy" I reply back, he gives an understanding 'oohh' and nods, we then just stand there awkwardly, before Phil kind of jumps as if hes remembered something important and turns to me clicking his fingers.
"Oh! I forgot to tell you, Carrie is coming over in an hour with some clothes you can have, so let's go to town afterwards, ok?" Phil says smiling.
I agree, although im now slightly nervous with meeting Carrie, I had seen her on YouTube before and she's so beautiful and kind and she seems like such a cool person to hang around with, I could do with some girl company so I hope she likes me.
"What do you want to do till then? I need to record a new video but...hang on; do you want to do a video with me? We could do a question and answer or something; I haven't done one of them in a while. "Phil says with excitement in his eyes and a huge smile on his face, how can anyone say no to that adorable face?
"Yeah sure" I say smiling back he giggles and runs off im presuming to get his camera equipment. I walk to the sofa then sit on it, and as soon as I do I start to get really nervous about what I agreed to, what if his fans dont like me and it makes things weird between us, that's the last thing i want, what if I get loads of hate off people. All these thoughts and more rummage through my head, making me think of different scenarios and situations that could happen, all of them bad. My hands start getting slightly sweaty and butterflies kick in.
"Alex, are you okay?" Phil says, I turn in shock not knowing he was there.
"Yeah Im fine...Just nervous" I say honestly, lying wouldn't help anything, so whats the point?
"You will be fine, it's not as scary with the light in your face as you think-"
"No, about that fans, they might hate me, that's the last thing I'd want" I said and he looked at me, smiled and shook his head.
"Whats not to like?!" Phil said flailing his arms in the air making me laugh and blush at the same time.
Phil sets up the camera equipment neatly with precision, then sat down next to me, and then shuffling closer to make sure hes in the frame, he smells so nice.
"Ready?" Phil asks me smiling with his phone on the twitter questions in one hand and other his hand on the record button. I nodded and he pressed the button and with that there was a small beep and a red light appeared.
*AUTHORS NOTE* Hey! I hope you like this chapter, its kind of a filler chapter since ive had bad writers block lately and ive been really ill. Once again im sorry if theres any bad spelling mistakes or anything. I needed to upload a chapter since I hant in ages so this had to do because I werent well :/ anyways yeah I hope you like it, bye! :D
Anna x
