A/N:Guess what, you're being mentioned again Kindles Suck! And thanks for the constructive criticism, I do realize I could be more descriptive, which I can actually do but sometimes my brains like 'DON'T BOTHER' but I will bother, thanks again KS. :P

Also, this is where it gets little into Severus's actual feelings about the whole scenario with the three boys. Within the next chapters or even this one, something's going to happen! :D

Also, I have a bit of a request for you. After I complete this story, before I start writing the sequels for anything, I really want to give another Fandom a shot with my stories. If you can think of a fandom you like, that I may also be in, I would appreciate it as I feel without some sort of push; I will be stuck in the HP fanfiction fandom forever.

Warnings in General: Sexual scene, Homosexual relationships, multiple pairings (SSxJP, SSxSB & SSxLM), Crack moments, slight OOC? And MAYBE DESCRIPTIVE SEX LATER IN STORY, YOU'VE BEEN WARNED.

Warnings this Chapter: DEFINITELY SOME SIRIUS THIS CHAPTER (I do apologise for my promise yesterday; I mind likes to deter my stories and plans a little, you can blame my creative fingers for that.) Graphic sexual scenes (not in the way you think.) and some language probably…

Chapter Seven – Unsettling Feelings

Somehow, I manage to get to the Great Hall for lunch, though the smell of freshly baked bread, meat and vegetables aren't doing anything for my empty appetite. I ignore Lily's questioning stares from across the hall as I sit down at the Slytherin table. I even ignore Lucius' greedy one as he notices the clothes I'm wearing. I'm so fed up that I bury my head in my arms, as if people could sense my shame and embarrassment if they were to look at me closely.

Gasps and loud whispers break out in the Hall at some point, I ignore it, not really caring what the gossiping students of Hogwarts find so fascinating. I don't ignore it however, as someone calls my name and a strum of a melodious guitar follows.

"What…?" I grumble, but my words die down as I see Sirius Black standing on the Slytherin table, strumming a guitar.

"Hey, Sev," Black winks, strumming his guitar a bit before pausing. "I wrote a song for you, I call it 'Severus'."

"How original…" I manage to snidely grumble, noticing that everyone in the hall is looking at us. "Can't you save this for later, this is so embarrassing…"

"Embarrassing? Later?" Black snorts. "Let them here, babe, they should know that I got dibs on you anyway…"

"Babe…?" I cringe, but Black ignores it in favour of strumming a melody on his Guitar. The incredulous stares from everyone make me want to run away but I find myself in still shock, especially as Black begins to sing.

He has a good voice, at least.

(AN: THIS IS ADAPTED LYRICS OF 'WIZARD LOVE' BY MEEKKITTY… IT HAS BEEN CHANGED DRASTICALLY BUT IT VIRTUALLY THE SAME)

"Who would have known that I could like a boy like you
Tall, dark and Slytherin, what's a guy to do?
You used your Nimbus to sweep me off my feet.
But now without you by my side I feel incomplete."

More whispers begin to break out in the hall, the sounds of people's surprise and shock makes me want to cringe and die. I'm even more surprised as a group of girls begin to giggle and croon. It doesn't help that Black's lyrics are utterly cheesy.

Slytherin and Gryffindor, parted by the sorting hat
From rival houses boy but we don't have to be like that
Cause you've confundesed me, and now I'm feeling well
Like this is magical, I'm under your spell.

I never thought you'd be in my life
two different worlds that we let collide
and it will never be the way it was before
Cause baby I'm a Gryffindor and boy you are a Slytherin.

Yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
Cause baby I'm a Gryffindor and boy you are a Slytherin:

Walking down a corridor with tricks right up my sleeve
bump into this guy that's on my floor, he just wants to see
what would it be like to hold hands with someone light
who would have known you don't need a wand to start a spark

I'll pounce up to you, you can be my snake cub
Let's share a butter beer down at Rosemerta's pub
I'll chase right after you, you are my golden snitch
I'll be your love, you are my only Wizard

I never thought you'd be in my life
Two different worlds that we let collide
and it will never be the way it was before
Cause baby I'm a Gryffindor and boy you are a Slytherin.

Yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
Cause baby I'm a Gryffindor and boy you are a Slytherin

Oh boy, this isn't like me.
Two hearts quickly beating.
Ooooh its taking hold.
Now our world is shining red and gold.

I never thought you'd be in my life
Two different worlds that we let collide
and it will never be the way it was before
Cause baby I'm a Gryffindor and boy you are a Slytherin.

I never thought you'd be in my life
Two different worlds that we let collide
and it will never be the way it was before
Cause baby I'm a Gryffindor and boy you are a Slytherin

Yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah

Cause baby I'm a Gryffindor and boy you are a Slytherin…"

The strums of the guitar finally stop, Black finishing the damn song. I can feel the gazes of everyone in the hall on me, I try my best to fight down the blush but I know full well my face is a colourful shade of red. Black's looking to be expectantly, like I should be throwing myself to him or something, like that's going to happen, even if he didn't mean to, he just humiliated me in front of every student in Hogwarts… everyone.

I don't have a chance to say something as a pissed off looking Lucius Malfoy stalks towards Black, I notice the blonde's clenched fists and honest to Merlin 'killing' expression.

"What do you want, Malfoy?" Black sneers to the blonde, just noticing him and his killing intent aura. "Can't you see I'm busy, tch…"

"Oh how smart," Lucius harshly retorts, standing up high as Black clambers off the oak table to stare angrily at him. "You have no right trying to serenading Severus, he is mine."

"Who made up that stupid rule?" Black huffs, crossing him arms and daring to step closer to the almost growling blonde but as Lucius points to my expensive clothes and Black understands I've never felt more mortified than now.

"So what, you got him some clothes…" Black scoffs, although I notice his surprised and even dejected look he sends my way. "Doesn't mean he likes you, unlike you, I'm actually trying."

"Who said he had to like me?" Malfoy snaps, barreling into Black, pushing him away to grab me. Pulling me up with incredible strength, I can only gape at his bold move of possessively holding me in front of everyone. "And I don't need to try, unlike you, I haven't bullied him for six consecutive years."

That seems to be the breaking point for Black, as he almost roars with anger, picking up a ceramic plate and chucking it at Lucius, I vaguely realize Lucius throws me to the floor, catches the plate and sends it back with lighting speed. The two begin a waltz of throwing things to eachother, including glass, but get interrupted by a shriek from a welcomed teacher.

"Mr. Malfoy and Mr. Black, stop it this instant!" Professor McGonagall nearly yells, waving her wand to stop the flying ceramics. "Detention, both of you, this behavior is atrocious!"

McGonagall thankfully carts the two crazed boys away from the Great Hall, everyone who witnessed the crazy fight begin to whisper to eachother, giggling and some even staring at me. I slowly get up, neatly dodging the broken plates, goblets and cutlery around me to walk out of the almost stifling Hall. I end up walking outside, towards the same spot I usually go to. The cold, crisp air biting my skin, nearly forcing me to go back the castle but at this moment of time, I need some fresh air desperately. Sitting beside the big tree beside the lake, I try to force my mind off things like tomorrow night, this morning and whatever you can call two spiked boys fighting over me.

"Uhm…" A quiet voice behind startles me, I nearly jump out of my skin as Lupin sheepishly steps out from behind the tree that blocked him from my view. "Sorry for scaring you, I brought you this, you forgot it inside."

Lupin sheepishly hands out my small bag to me, which I brought with me for some absurd reason. I gratefully take it from the brunette's hands, turning away, ready to ignore the mutt.

"I saw what happened…" Lupin quietly mutters, I almost want to ask him to repeat it but he continues on. "It's strange, how that potion made them go really crazy over you. Even James is acting the same."

"Don't you think I know, wolf," I harshly hiss, reveling in Lupin's flinch at my 'wolf' comment. "No need to point out the obvious, I think I can tell. Why are you even talking to me anyway?"

Lupin sighs, looking to the mossy grass beneath his shoes before answering.

"I just thought… since my friends are acting weird about you," Lupin explains. "And that you might know something…"

"Why would I know something?" I sneer, crossing my arms, wishing to disappear altogether. I'm so used to being blamed that I don't even feel anger. "And for your information, I wasn't the one to spike them… just go away Lupin, I won't be held responsible for my actions if you press anymore."

Lupin finally walks away, leaving me to myself, which was the second time the brunette seeks me out to question me about the damn potion incident. Now I'm finally alone, I curl into a ball, letting unshed tears fall. I am so damn fed up with everything.

Why do those three make me feel so… different than usual? Lucius, despite nearly raping me, makes me feel thrills I never experienced before… Sirius and James…

When did I start thinking their first names!?

But, those two pranksters somehow make me forget our awful and horrible past. Despite the fact those two sometimes made their way into my frequent nightmares, my view of the two is beginning to change. They are becoming more endearing… more attractive.

And that's terrifying me.

It isn't long before the day turns to evening, the air becoming colder than usual, the sky turning from a pale blue to an orange hue, I can honestly stay here all night if there wasn't a chance of catching hypothermia if I did. But the biting chills and goose-bumps finally force me to trudge back to the castle, ignoring the students that stop in their tracks to look at me. It might sound nasty, but I'm honestly glad I don't bump into Lily on my way to the Slytherin common room, I don't think I can handle the pretty girl that I honestly thought I loved at this moment in time, not as I'm having a mid-life crisis with my internal feelings and sanity.

I finally reach the familiar and comforting Slytherin common room, the cold black marble tiles and green silk chairs next to the green fire that is our fireplace is a comforting scene for my changing mind. I'm almost tempted by the comfy looking chairs to sit down but the stares I'm getting from my Slytherin peers force me to go up the dark staircase, towards the boys' Dormitory.

As I open the dark wood door, I'm glad to see no other student in the Dorm. I prefer the quiet, calmness of an empty room to a full one. I'm about to lie down on my silk bed but I notice a note on top of another pile of clothes. I full well know whose it is but I pick up the note anyway.

My Severus,

I bought some more things for you; I notice I didn't buy you anything for sleeping as well.

From, Lucius Malfoy,

Grumbling to myself, I sigh defeatedly at the clothes and pick up a simple two piece silk Pajamas (obviously green in colour) and I slip the rich clothing on, enjoying the feel of the light material against my skin. Opening the only chest I owned, I quickly stuff the rest of the clothes inside, not even having the energy to glare at my 'presents'. Even though the time is still early, hardly even eight o' clock,

Slipping under the silk, rich duvet, I feel drained from today and tomorrow night is making me a little bit anxious. It should be an easy answer, to not go… but…

I want to.

Burying my face in the pillows, I feel full of shame just thinking that! I shouldn't want to go yet I do… but why?

I don't even know the answer myself. I want to see what James will do, and I'm secretly hoping in the depth of my mind that he will do something…

I'm so messed up, and mental.

Trying to forget everything, I close my eyes, trying to get some resemblance of sleep. Even as I fall into sleep, my mind is still plagued with thoughts of Lucius, James and Sirius.

Opening my eyes, I notice with alarm that I'm lying in a forest, the clearing around me full of life, the trees large and plant life lush and green. I'm so confused that I don't notice the shadow in front of me until I turn around and face a hardly dressed James Potter, leering down at me with a sexual expression?

"Severus," James says, pushing me back to the forest floor as I tried to sit up. I'm about to say something but James's firm hand covers my mouth. I find that I'm helpless under his smothering gaze. "Just enjoy…"

James leans down, taking my lips in his and practically eating my mouth with his tongue. His administrations on my mouth excite me and I can't stop the blood rushing towards my groin. I realize this is a dream so I reach up and hold James against me, not feeling shame in doing so.

We continue to kiss and practically snog until James creeps a hand down towards my crotch, undoing my silk pajama bottoms, reaching down to grab my dribbling boner. I nearly cum at the feeling of someone's hand on me, I'm still not used to the sensations a hand-job could cause.

"Mmm…" I moan, not finding the strength to say anything other than incoherent mumblings. My moan excited James as he begins to pump with vigor, mouthing and biting my neck gently but sensually. I feel like I could come at any second. The grasp leaves my aching hard-on, I don't have much time to complain as James rids us both of our clothing, leaving us stark naked. I notice with hidden glee James's 'excitement', the self-conscious part of me pushed away while whatever this is happens. Then, a freaky thing happens. Where James's face should be, changes into Sirius's, I don't have much time to be shocked before Sirius (who was just James a few seconds ago) throws himself at me, enthusiastically kissing and groping me.

"Ah!" I yelp, as an intruding finger enters my backside. It's thankfully wet and lubed (for some reason) but it still stings a bit as Sirius scissors my entrance, preparing me for something. I realize what he is preparing me for as a large, thick probing penis sinks into my surprisingly gaping hole. Sirius plunging in and out speedily, his groans and moans causing my flaccid boner to harden again. Soon enough, the slight pain turned to immeasurable pleasure, each time Sirius hit me in a specific spot, I saw stars, I don't even care that whimpers and submissive moans escape me each time.

I'm about to come, so I open my eyes (which closed during the pleasurable sex) and I find myself face to face with Lucius, at the same time, I come hard, my seed covering both mine and Lucius' stomachs…

Bolting upright, I nearly yell out. What the fuck!? I just dreamt all three of the boys fucked me, how messed up am I!?

Trying my best to calm my breathing, I gladly notice that it is pitch black in the dorm and me moaning in my sleep didn't wake up anybody. I'm about to lie back down but the wetness covering my whole crotch makes me cringe. I've never came that hard before… or ever really.

Sneaking quietly into the large dark marble en suite with a change of clothes, I undress and stand under the shower head, the warm water cascading down onto my soiled body. I grab a bar of soap and rub my body vigorously, trying to fight off the images in my head from my almost lucid dream.

I can't deny I enjoyed it, enjoyed the fact that the three boys who are currently pining over me fucked me hard. Banging my head hard against the shower wall, I don't really care about the loud sound nor if it makes me bleed. I deserve it for being so disgusting…

For liking something so sinful, so horrid but so pleasurable…

I stand under the warm water for what seems like hours but in reality was only a few minutes, drying myself with a quick spell (I'm too tired to manually dry myself, that is what magic is for, right?) I dress in another pair of silk pajamas, this time a deep blue colour. I push away the nagging thoughts of 'who' gave me these.

Quietly walking back into the Dormitory, a quick tempus charm shows me I only have a few more hours before breakfast starts, I slip back into the warm, comfortable duvet and try my best to sleep again, hoping I won't be dreaming things again…

A/N: Longer than before but still shorter than planned… oh well, I needed to update because you all drove me to with your awesome reviews!

By the way, if you didn't realize, I write these Author Notes AFTER I written the story and the first ones before so sometime I write down stuff I might not add until later because my brain likes to be unpredictable. OH YEAH, THAT SEX SCENE WAS A REWARD FOR YOU GUYS… sorry it was a dream though, we need to take it nice and slow ;D

Next chapter, ASTRONOMY TOWER DUN DUN DAHHH! It's probably going to be up tomorrow or the next day, knowing me and my addition to updating frequently…