Mercedes's Prov:

To say the people at Subway where not happy would be an understatement. They were beyond pissed about having to make so many sandwiches in such a short amount of time. It was kind of funny to watch because the people making the sandwiches were both girls. So even though they were pissed they tried not to show it because they wanted to impress Sam. Who to my surprise didn't flirt back with them at all, only gave them a polite smile.

When we got back to the beach house everyone was more then excited to have their food. I grabbed my sandwich and chips and went to sit down on my blanket.

"So Mercy." Kurt said to me as he walked over to where I was, and sat down. "The girls and I were talking while you were gone. And we all agree it is time for a much needed girls night." I couldn't help but smile at his words. We use to have the best sleepovers. The thing about all of us and our relationship was we never ran out of things to say. We could talk for forever and never run out of things to talk about. And since we haven't seen one another for a long time then we would definitely have a lot to discuss.

"That sounds like an amazing idea Kurty. But what about Blaine and Artie. What will they be doing tonight." I asked him as I took a bite of my sandwich.

"Oh Blaine and Artie are coming over as well. The guys are going to be doing a night of gaming, they've been bonding ever since you and Sam left. Talking about cars, action movies, and sports, typical boys." Kurt said as he rolled his eyes and looked over at the boys who were all trying to see who could eat their sandwiches quicker.

I looked back over at Kurt who had a look of admiration on his face as he looked at Blaine. I couldn't help but feel happy for him. Kurt had always dreamed about finding someone who made him happy, and loved him for him. I could already tell Blaine was that person.

"I'm really happy you found happiness Kurt." I said to him with a bright smile. He smiled back at me.

"I am really happy Cedes. He makes me feel like nothing else matters, as long as where together, that we can do anything. I love him more then I can express in words." He said to me.

"Awe our Kurt is in love." Santana said as she sat down on her blanket with Tina next to her.

"I can't believe you have a boyfriend in the first place Kurt. I'm really happy for you." Quinn said as she sat down on her blanket with Brittany next to her.

"Yeah I never thought I would find a guy like him either Quinn. But I am beyond happy. I use to remember wanting to have a relationship like yours and Finn's." The minute the words left his mouth Kurt put his hand up to his mouth. "Shit Quinn I'm sorry, I wasn't thinking. It just slipped.

"Who is Finn?" Brittany asked.

"He's an overweight, pig hearted, ugly, pathetic, cheating piece of shit, is who he is." Santana said with a growl.

"He was Quinn's boyfriend who cheated on her." Tina said explaining it better to Brittany.

Santana scoffed some. "The worst part is he down graded. I mean no one is as great as our girl Quinn, but he really down graded. The girl is the most self centered, heartless, cruel, and fake person I have ever met." I could tell Santana was getting really pissed. So I rubbed her arm to calm her down.

"It doesn't matter who he cheated on her with. He should have never done it. Not that it matters, because Quinny here is a lot better without that piece of shit." I said to her as I gave her a quick hug. She nodded her head at my words.

"Amen! You deserve better. Just like my dad did. Finn's mom was only going to marry my dad for his money. That double crossing bitch. I'm glade my dad didn't marry her, otherwise I would have had to be a step brother to Finn."He said with a shudder. "That boy has no fashion sense at all." We all laughed at his words.

"Of course that would be what you were worried about. Not about the fact that he was an asshole, just his fashion sense." I said to him with a laugh. He just shrugged his shoulders.

"If he dressed half way decent then I could deal with his asshole ways. But that's all in the past. I'm not interested in the fact that Quinn has a new admirer." Kurt said as he looked over at the guys. Sure enough Puck was looking at her with a smirk. He winked at her, then started to talk to the guys again.

"He doesn't like me, he likes Mercy." She said with a sad expression.

I scoffed at her words. "Please he does not. He just finds me easier to talk to. You have to let your walls down some girl, because trust me he wants you." I said to her with a laugh.

"He couldn't keep his eyes off of you when we were playing volleyball Quinn." Tina said with a laugh. He always made sure you were in front of him. Brittany nodded her head.

"I have to agree, he was definitely checking you out." Brittany said to her with a smirk. Quinn started to blush. I couldn't help but laugh some.

"Oh no missy, you have no right to laugh, because your in the same boat." Kurt said to me, causing me to stop laughing.

"What are you talking about?" I asked him.

He shock his head at my words. "God your still the same Cedes. I am talking about the fact that Artie hasn't been able to stop looking at you either. I mean damn, he looks like he wants to get up in all the chocolate goodness." I couldn't really disagree with his words. Artie was definitely flirtatious and I liked it. "But him starring isn't even half as bad as Sam's. When are you going to jump that sexy mans bones?" Kurt asked as he raised his eyebrows.

"Oh please Sam doesn't look at me like that. So what are we going to do tonight." I said to everyone as I took another bite of my sandwich.

"Mercedes Jones I know what your trying to do, and it's not going to work. We will be talking about this tonight. Wither you like it or not." Kurt said to me, causing me to groan. I heard Santana start laughing.

"Damn Kurt I have missed my sidekick. Never leave me alone again. Maybe between me and you, we can get Mercy to see the truth." Kurt nodded his head at Santana's words. I rolled my eyes at their words. I kinda felt bad for Brittany. I mean Sam invited her here, and they obviously have something going on. I can't imagine how awkward it is for her to here these things.

"Anyway we have some shopping to do later." I said changing the subject. Everyone nodded their heads except Brittany.

"Hey Brit you should definitely join us tonight." Quinn said to her with a smile. I rolled my eyes some. Great just another way for her and Sam to be closer. Wait did I just think that? Why should I even care?

"Yeah you should Brittany." Tina said as well. She smiled and nodded her head.

"I would love to join you lovey ladies tonight. It's been a long time since I have had a girls night." Probably because you sleep with all your friends boyfriends, I thought. Damn it, stop it Mercedes you are being mean.

"This is going to be so much fun!" Kurt said excitedly. I couldn't help smile at him. It was going to be fun.

We spent the rest of the day on the beach. After we finished at the beach we went home, showered, then shopped. And let me tell you having elven immature teens in a Walmart, is not a good idea. I thought we were going to get kicked out the way we acted. But we had fun and ended up getting more then enough food.

The girls, Kurt and I were all in the movie room. We decided it would be a lot better to sleep in there considering it was really big, and there was enough room for us to all be comfortable. We had all changed into Pj's and we were currently talking about our first crushes.

"Mine was definitely Sam." Kurt said without any shame.

"What, really?" I asked, generally shocked. He nodded his head at my words.

"Oh yeah I use to wish that Sam would be secretly gay, and be secretly in love with me." He said with a laugh. "Obviously I'm glade Sam wasn't secretly gay, because otherwise I would have never met the love of my life, Blaine." Kurt said with a smile. "What about you San, who was your first crush?" Kurt asked her.

"Well my first crush was Mercy." Santana said without shame.

"WHAT?! Why am I now only hearing this?" I asked her. She shrugged her shoulders.

"Idk, it doesn't matter now. Your one of my best friends and I love our friendship. But I use to wish that something would happen with us. I mean come on Mercy have you seen your ass, it is magnificent. And if I'm being truly honest you helped me come out." I was beyond shocked at Santana's words. I mean she had always been flirtatious but I didn't take it in any way.

"Wow San I never knew." I said to her.

"Please don't tell me your going to be weird now?" I laughed at her words.

"Shut up San. Nothing you could do or say would weird me out at this point. Plus I think it's really flattering. Being your first crush and all. That is definitely story to tell your future kids, aka, my nieces and nephews." Everyone laughed at my words.

"Ok, who was your first crush Brittany?" Quinn asked.

"My first crush was Melody Walker. She was beyond hot, and every guy wanted her. And so did I. Sadly she wasn't into girls. " Brittany said causing me to spit out my drink all over Santana.

"The fuck are your serious? Estas fucking bromeando. Para que hiciste eso." Santana said as she started to wipe herself off. She gave me a I'm gonna kill you look. "What did you do that."

"I just, I mean, I..." I couldn't even speak. I waited a moment so my brain could caught up with my head. "Are you gay?" I asked Brittany. She smiled at me and nodded.

"You bet your sweet hot ass I am." She said with a laugh. I suddenly felt like a major bitch. I was hating on Brittany for wanting Sam, when she didn't want him, and he didn't want her. They were actually just friends. "Why do you want to switch teams?" She asked me as she winked at me.

"No, it's just, I just..."

"You thought I wanted Sam. I know. But Mercedes your the only one who wants him, trust me." Brittany said with a smirk.

"I can't believe you didn't caught on." Kurt said to me. "I knew it the minute I saw her starring at your ass." I looked over at Brittany and she had a smirk on her face.

"What you have an amazing ass. I would love to get my hands on it." She said causing Santana to laugh.

"That's what I'm talking about." She said to Brittany as they high fived and laughed. Santana suddenly stopped laughing to look at me.

"No wonder why you were so pissed today. I thought you knew she was gay and was just mad that her and Sam were close. But in reality you truly believed she wanted him. That right there proves that you want Sam." She shouted at me.

"What I don't want Sam." I said to her, as I tried to avoid her eyes. Everyone in the room scoffed.

"Sam was right about you, your in denial big time about your feelings." Brittany said causing everyone else in the room to nod their heads. I felt like I was being ganged up on, and I hated it.

"Maybe I do okay. Maybe I like Sam. " I couldn't believe I had just said that out loud. Please tell me I didn't just admit that I liked Sam in front of everyone. I looked around the room and everyone was looking at me with wide eyes. I think they were in the same boat of me, not believing I had just said what I did. I stood up and walked to the door. "I'm going to get something to drink." I said avoiding the subject yet again. I quickly walked out of the room before anyone could object to me leaving. I walked down the stairs and went into the kitchen.

I stopped once I reached the counter and tried to control my breathing. I couldn't believe I had just said that. I mean I knew I liked Sam. There was no doubt in my mind that I did. But I had never admitted it out loud. I couldn't believe I had just admitted it to all of them. Now one of them was definitely going to tell Sam. I couldn't help but groan out loud.

I didn't want Sam to know how I felt. Sam wasn't the kind of guy to just date one girl. Actually now that I am thinking about it, he never dated at all. He had fuck buddies, that was about it. But nothing more, ever. And I would never just be someone's sex buddy, I deserved better then that. But then again I didn't want to be with anyone else. I might complain about wanting guys to be all over me, but I didn't want another guy. If I was being honest with myself I only wanted Sam.

I guess that's why I wasn't really upset that he warned all those guys to stay away from me. Yeah it would have been nice to have some attention from guys, but I would have never been with them. I couldn't have because my mind would have been on Sam. That's all my mind is ever on, and I hate it. I hate that I had to like Sam, I hated that he was the only one who made my heart beat so damn fast. Why couldn't I have fallen for a guy like Artie?

I was so deep in thought that I didn't hear someone enter the room. "Your deep in thought there Cupcake." I heard Sam say as he touched my shoulder causing me to jump. I quickly spun around and gave Sam a I'm gonna kill you look.

"Your scared the shit out of me Sam." I said to him as I tried to stop my overly beating heart.

"I'm sorry Cupcake, I called you name like twice but I got no response." He said as he put his hands up in surrender.

"Stop calling me that!" I shouted at him. He looked at me with wide eyes and backed up some.

"I have always called you Cupcake, Mercedes."

"Well I don't like it, so stop. You use it as a way to torment me." I said to him as I crossed my arms over my chest.

"I don't use it as a way to torment you Mercedes. Not everything I do, I do to make your life hell okay." He said to me.

"Well you call me that to torment me. You call me that because you shoved a Cupcake in my face when I was eight. I remember Sam." I watched as Sam shock his head, when he looked up he had a sad expression on his face.

"You always think the worst of me Mercedes, do you know that? I didn't purposely shove the cupcake in your face. I know exactly what happened that day. I wanted us to be friends I didn't want to fight anymore. So when your mom asked who wanted to bring you your cupcake I volunteered to do so. I wanted to give it to you and say sorry for being so mean. But as I got closer to you I didn't even notice the hose that was on the ground and I tripped on it, causing the cupcake to smash into your face. You never even gave me the chance to explain, you just yelled at me and called me a jerk, then ran inside crying." He started off just talking but by the end of his story he was yelling some.

I honestly didn't know what to say at the moment. I was beyond shocked at the moment. I couldn't believe Sam had just said what he has said. And by how pissed of he looked I knew he was telling the truth. But that still doesn't explain why he called me cupcake all the time.

"So why do you call me Cupcake?" I asked him.

He sighed at me. "I called you Cupcake because that's my favorite food, and you remind me of them. Your sweet, soft, and colorful like they are. And if you think about it I started to call you it when you were seven. So there would be no way that I called you it because of the cupcake incident. But don't worry I will never call you that again, okay. Happy now?" He said to me as he walked over to the cupboard behind me and grabbed a glass. He acted like I wasn't even there as he continued to get something to drink. And honestly I didn't like it. He had never acted like this towards me, which only pissed me off. He was about to walk out of the room when I walked in front of him.

"Why didn't you tell me Brittany was gay?" I asked him.

He put down his drink and smirked at me. "Took you long enough to figure it out."

"You could have told me Sam. I made a fool of myself because of you." I said as I poked his chest some. He laughed at my words.

"Nothing I do is right, is it Mercedes. And your the one who made a foul out of yourself. I never said I was interested in her or that she was in me. You just assumed I wanted to get with her. Then you treated her like shit, and we all knew you did it because you like me, and didn't like the idea of me being with her." I was going to interrupt him but he put his hand up to stop me. "I know what your going to say, you don't like me. And honestly I'm not in the mood for this right now. Don't like me Mercedes, fine, or better yet act like you don't like me. And since me flirting with you, touching you, kissing you, or calling your Cupcake isn't something you don't like then I wont do it anymore, okay? I will act like your just another person and barely give you a second look, since everything I do towards you is wrong and you don't like it." He grabbed his glass and started to walk out of the kitchen.

"Sam." I said causing him to turn around and look at me. "Kiss me." I couldn't believe I had just said that. I don't know if it is because I was pissed that he was going to ignore me, or that I didn't want him to. Maybe it was simply because I was sick of acting like I didn't want him, either way I had said it and there was no taking it back.

I looked at him and watched as he shock his head. "No Mercedes. Your pissed right now and not thinking straight." He said to me. He tried to walk back out again.

"You said that if I asked you to kiss me that you would. Well here I am Sam, and I am asking you to kiss me." I said to him. He turned back around and looked at me. His eyes were indifferent, like he was battling with his emotions. He shock his head no again. "I bet if I was Brittany or looked like her you would kiss me." I said to him causing him to give me a hard glare.

He walked closer to me. I stepped back some. He put his drink down on the counter and continued to walk toward me, making me walk back more until my back hit the counter behind me. At this point Sam was right in front of me. He put his hands on each side of me, enclosing me in. "Don't you ever, and I do mean ever, say something like that again. Your the only girl I want Mercedes, and I love the way you look." He said to me as he crashed his lips down onto mine.

I immediately responded to the kiss. I couldn't help but wrap my arms around his neck and pull him closer. His arms left the counters and he rested them onto my hips. He picked me up and put me onto the counter. He walked in between my legs, causing me to wrapped my legs around him and kissed him hard. I pulled his hair some, causing him to groan. He left my lips to kiss my neck making me to moan. I could feel him smile as he did so. He kissed and sucked on my neck before he made his way up to my lips again.

I couldn't help but think, his kisses are my kryptonite.

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So yet another chapter is finished. I was really happy with the reviews I got from the last one. You guys are amazing and I truly enjoy each and everyone of them. So please continue to leave me reviews to let me know what you think. Unfortunately I won't be posting again till next Friday or Saturday. Don't hate me, I just have a really busy life and Friday's and Saturdays are more like free time for me most of the time. :)

Just how I feel about this chapter or what some people have said.

1. Some of you are never going to like Sam. And I mean like never. Which is okay because it is a free country and you don't have to . But know that I have a reason for everything he does, and you shouldn't be so quick to judge him.

2. Some of you say that since Sam made all those other guys back off, that he should have stepped up and asked her out. Well you have to realize they both acted like they hated one another back them. Not only that but it is the twenty first century guys, girls ask men to marry them now a days. If Mercedes liked him then she should have spoke up as well. They are both at fault for that.

3. I made Mercedes Santana's first crush because I truly believe that Santana had a thing for Mercedes in Glee. Maybe it's just my mind making it seem that way, but they really bonded over the years and I think Santana could have liked her.

4. I wanted Mercedes to be the one to want the kiss this time. That way you guys wouldn't think Sam was forcing himself onto her again. Even thought we all know she likes it.

5. I like animalistic guys. I want a guy to take charge, so I made Mercedes the same way. No I'm not talking about fifty shade of grey type of stuff. Just a guy who is somewhat possessive.

6. This chapter is over 4,000 words again, which I hope made you guys happy. I will try to write long chapters, but sometimes I have to end them at certain points to keep the mystery alive and to make you guys want more!