There's something about Sai.

Entry Seven:

Uchiha Sasuke, a re-occurring problem within the group that is Team Kakashi. One of the original members of the team who left to play with the butt-pirate Orochimaru. My first assignment as a member of this team was a 'retrieval' of the defected Sharingan user, which was unsuccessful might I add.

He is the one all of my team wants back so desperately, the bonds they shared were very strong, so strong in fact that his betrayal and attempts to kill them still haven't severed them. He is the one I fear above all others, my place in the team is only as a temporary placement till he can be fully converted back into a loyal Konoha nin. The very thought leaves a bad taste in my mouth.

I have seen Sakura-san cry till her eyes were red over him, I have seen Naruto agonize over him, knocking down his sunny personality till it was only a dull grey, I have seen Kakashi-san waste hours staring in front of the memorial stone, then wandering around aimlessly obviously thinking deeply about something. This male -this traitor- they all want back… I think I hate him. He is such a part of their hearts while I am nothing. A replacement who is only now starting to matter.

Now I hear that he has killed the sennin Orochimaru, and is now on the loose once again. We are to retrieve him once again –is it bad that I almost wish we will fail again?- this time we are to seek him out using the bait of his brother Itachi and Itachi's desire to retrieve the kyuubi from inside Naruto-san as bait… Naruto-san is putting himself into extreme danger to retrieve this Uchiha. Gee what a wonderful legacy that clan has, one brother the one who instigated a mass genocide of the clan, the other who betrays his village hurting his friends, putting them in danger… all for his own selfish plans.

Yet as I stand here, with my team waiting for the mission to start, I know I will do everything I can to help get him back, not only is it my duty as a shinobi, but I wish to end the hurt from my friends, see them happy, truly happy for once, to restore Naruto-san's sunny personality, and to finally see a pure joyful smile from Sakura. I will fight; die if I have to, to see that.

Here we go, Uchiha, I will get you back, only for them, no matter the hurt you will cause me.


A/n: Um... Hi. Sorry for the ubber long wait... I hope this is satisfactory. Grr, I haven't had any ideas for this... Anyway thanks for reading and please feel free to tell me what you think.