Disclaimer: I do not own the series.
Ciel's pov
It was crazy how often he seemed to haunt my thoughts. My every move. Even after years of being separated. But it's not like I haven't made a huge improvement. I have learned so much. I would almost like to say that we would be equals but I know that probably isn't true.
I wonder if he still looks the same. Or if he changed to suit the needs of a new contract holder. Either way I like to think I would recognize him. I doubt his trademark smirk will disappear, no matter what form he may take.
It is hard though. Even with improving and becoming a better demon. I still miss him. As crazy as it may sound, seeing that he hated me towards the end. I may have taken him for granted but I always felt better when he was there.
Because even though he was a demon, or is it because he is one, it seemed as he would always say the right thing. He would never belittle me for the dark side of myself, only the human. Which I guess means that he would make fun of me now.
But he is all I could ever want. It seems next to impossible to find someone to replace him in my life. He was all I ever knew for years. The one who held my life together. As much as he may hate the fact now.
It's funny now that I think about it. The day I realized that I loved him was the day after he left. And there is no one else for me.
A/N: well I hope not as long of a wait. You should listen to "Only One" by Matthew Perryman Jones. Please review.
