Ok chapter 6

Ok chapter 6. I expect reviews this time!!

Edwards POV

Ask I pulled up to the driveway, you could clearly see that this was not the house it used to be. The paint was redone so it was pure white. The door was a bright yellow. As well as the shutters. Actually all the trim was yellow. A bright stand out happy yellow. It did not look like those Bella's house. There had to be other people living there. But no it was Bella's. Because I saw the car. And so I knocked on the door.

When the door opened, it was not Bella. It was Renny. She opened the door smiling but as soon she saw me the smile turned to a scowl. "What do you want, I thought I told you to stay away from her." As I tried to control my temper, I asked myself what was this girl's problem. She had no idea what Bella and I had been through, even if Bella had told her. "I just want to talk to her. I want her to hear my side of the story. Just let me have 15 minutes to talk to her." I pleaded. I was ready to get on my knees on grovel. My face must have held something because her thoughts automatically turned nicer. Maybe this girl wasn't as bad as we all originally thought. "Fine. I'll see if she will talk to you for 15 minutes." And with that 1 nice sentence out of her mouth she walked up the stairs.

I walked into the familiar house. It was definitely changed since Charlie lived here. Back then it was all beige and white. It was boring. Now the hallway was a bright red. Looking into the living room I could see that it was a bright blue-green. Kind of like the ocean. In the past the living room held a ratty old couch and armchair. Now it had 2 sleek white couches, and a fainting sofa. Back then there was a old, brown TV. Now there was a sleek plasma screen hung over the fireplace, with all sorts of gaming consoles beneath it. There used to be pictures of Bella and Charlie, now the was abstract paintings. If Bella had changed as much as this room, I'm not going to know who she is.

"Edward." The soft, musical voice brought me back to the present. "What do you want?" I turned and there she was. The reason for my existence

Vampirism made her look more beautiful. She had long brown hair. It was longer and thicker then when she was human. She had round, full lips, but like when she was human the top one was slightly fuller then the bottom. Her skin was whiter then when she was human but not by much. She still was the most beautiful creature I ever saw.

"Bella, I owe you an apology. I actually owe you way more than an apology but you must understand I had no idea Victoria was watching us. If I had I wouldn't have left I would have protected her. I would have killed her. I actually had no idea she had a connection to James like that. I left to protect you from vampires, but all I ended up doing was changing you into one. The exact thing I left so that would never happen. Now your one of the eternal damned and I'm so, so, so sorry. This was never supposed to have happened. Can you please forgive me?"

Bella just sat there. Again I wished I could read her mind. I could see in her face there. She was struggling to comprehend what I was saying. Then realization hit her face.

"How did you know how I was changed?" Was the first question. Knowing Bella there would be tons more.

"I'm actually trying to figure that out myself. Alice had a vision of it. But it was a vision of the past." That confused me. We sat there in silence for a while before the next question.

"Where have you been all these years?" I really didn't want to answer that question, it was too embarrassing. It looked like she had moved on but I pretty much rolled up into a ball.

But I answered her truthfully. "Leaving you was the hardest thing I ever did. I was determined not to go back to you. So I went to South America. And to tell you the truth, when I wasn't with my family I basically curled into a ball and let the sadness have me."

"Why. I mean why would it be the hardest thing for you. You don't love me anymore." Oh the inevitable question. I just wondered if she still loved me.

"Bella, don't you remember what I told you?" She smiled sadly. "I remember everything you told me. They are my only human memories left."

I smiled in the exact same way. "Bella I told you. You are my life now. You were my life back then. And I plan to wait until you let me have you in my life in the future. I can wait Bella. One way or another I will get your trust back, even if it takes eons. I still love you, Isabella Marie Swan. I never stopped."

Bella's POV (haha this is a first)

As he said that I knew he was telling the truth. There was no other way, sincerity rang in his voice. And I knew he would fight for me. Because Edward is stubborn. But Renny's words when she came to tell me that Edward was here rang in my mind. "Don't let him in too quickly, Bells. You know that if he leaves again you might not be able to pick up the pieces again." And I knew she was right. It took me a decade to put my life back together. If he left it would collapse. Renny was the smartest person I ever knew. She was the kindest as well.

I just sat there thinking. And Edward was there sitting waiting for me to answer him. And I knew I had to but I couldn't find my voice. There was my Greek god and I needed him. I needed him bad. But he hurt me bad. Which did I need more? My love or my life?

Now I will be the evil author and leave it there. And you people will just have to wait until I get back from my grandma's. HAHAH! REVIEW!