Sorry for the long wait . I'm not sure what direction i want to take this story now aha . I'd appreciate some reviews they let of sparks. i do not own Naruto . enjoy


"k-kiba" Naruto began , voice low and shaky. He held his upper arms with his hands , trying to comfort himself . Kiba watched his friend from beside the sofa , who was shivering with fear . The same kind of fear that gripped Sasuke . Kiba felt something rush over him , looking at Naruto made his heart ache but not in a clear sharp pain . More like a dull stinging , an annoying cramp in his chest. "Kiba" Naruto repeated accompanied with incoherent sobs . Kiba strode in hesitant steps and sat next to Naruto . His weight made the cushion sag beneath him , and as he extended an arm to scratch his head he turned , finally seeing Naruto's face. Kiba froze , an eerie smile was stretched across Naruto's face , although his eyes were bleeding tears . Naruto held on to the wrinkles of his blue sweater , the woolly tufts were strained by his grip . The delicate threads were on the verge of snapping . with his other hand Naruto covered his face , his fingers dug on to his cheeks , hard.
Kiba , lost for words was even more bewildered when Naruto began to tear at his hair and pound at his head. Kiba's hands clamped around tanned wrists , adding pressure till Naruto let go of his hair and quickly yanked the arm away , still holding it up. Naruto faced away from Kiba , his golden locks covering the side of his face so only his wet chin was visible to Kiba.
"Let me go kiba"
"no"
Although Naruto's voice sounded defiant his hand was limp under Kiba's grip . "I'm not letting go , I won't watch you self harm right in front of me!" . He brought down Naruto's arm from it's elevated state and placed it on the sofa cushion . Placing his own hand on top in a tight sandwich with the cushion . "I don't deserve to have hair kiba "came Naruto's voice , vacant of emotion .
Kiba sighed, he loosened his grip to a small pressure rather than a vice . In the most calm voice he could muster he says "look, this whole thing with Sasuke was bound to come out in the end . it's done now , just accept it " He took Naruto's silence as approval to continue "honestly , Nar..what you did was wrong .."
"I know " Naruto mumbled
"and you can't expect Sakura not to be upset "
"I know"
"Then if you know , stop acting like some bratty teenager and face up to your mistakes , hurting yourself like that is no different from that fucking coward who you love so much!"
Kiba snapped into a shout , though he wouldn't admit it, a rage had been bubbling inside him since he found out about Sasuke and Naruto 's little affair . He hated the fact that Naruto kept it a secret from him , he hated the fact that the Uchiha was only playing around with Naruto with no real intentions of any thing serious , He hated how naïve his friend was being about the whole thing , how easily he fell back into Sasuke's arms . But most of all he hated that his best friend was turning into what he considered to be the lowest form of human , a cheater . Kiba had been cheated on a lot in school , mostly girls who Sasuke ended up sleeping with, on nothing more than a whim . Sasuke was the Lady killer back at school , loved by girls , hated by most guys . He could have anyone he wanted and it seemed even girls in a steady relationship were prepared to give it all up for the Uchiha . Though Sasuke was only into one timers , at the most a week with the same girl before he had changed his mind and decided that they were "too different " and he "couldn't make you happy".
He was surprised to find out Sakura had begun to date him but not to the point of disbelief because she was just like him . A whore clad in a pretty face and long legs . Kiba was jealous much to his distaste . Jealous that people like Sasuke could have what ever he wanted , who ever he wanted and now he was here to take his best friend away . He'd even turned him into a lying cheating scumbag .

"fuck!" Kiba swore "Just get over him already!" his hands flew to Naruto's shoulders , flinging him around to face Kiba . He shook Naruto violently repeating "Just get over him!" . Naruto looked at him with wide blue eyes drenched in water . After a moment of examining Kiba's face Naruto looked away ."Kiba you're hurting me " Kiba quickly letting go , draws back apologetically. Before he makes to say anything , Naruto shakes his head stopping him short . Naruto makes to get up , shifting his body weight to his more confident leg and pushing himself up with his arms . He staggers and Kiba reaches out to aid him but his help is declined . Naruto waddles in to the hallway , to which Kiba follows . "I think I'm going to nap , thanks for coming" Naruto says with out turning back . "Naruto " Kiba says his voice almost ringing with uncertainty. "don't worry about me Kiba "
"how can I not ? you're …this mess "
"I know" Naruto says "I know". He begins , although hesitantly at first and with a lot of grunting. ascending up the stairs. Kiba watches on , feeling rather powerless . Naruto stopping at about the third step from the landing . "you know Kiba , I don't think I can "
"you need help ?" Kiba asked his voice oozing with worry , his foot already on the step
Naruto shakes his head "not with the stairs…I don't think I an get over him , I never will, "
"Naruto , his just a tool , a freaking coward . He ran away . He outs you and then he takes off and leaves you to face this on your own ! you need to get-"
"I bloody can't alright!" Naruto screams , cutting Kiba off. "I can't . I've tried , I'm not stupid even though I appear to be . I know what he's like . selfish , ignorant , self important ,conceited , possessive , arrogant , a fucking asshole . But even though ..Kiba I love him!." With that breath Naruto falls sideways , much to Kiba's alarm . He leans on the hard cold wall , sobbing "I love him and there's nothing I can do about it . It's so painful , its such a sad kind of love . I can feel it tearing away at me , infesting my insides making me go insane !"
" Naruto.." Kiba started to walk up the starts
"i..i would never hurt sakura . I care for her , even if she doesn't deserve it , I think she needs a friend . I know its in my nature . I'm a people pleaser " he says chuckling ." but it's really not like that , I just wanted a bit of her light . I just wanted some sort of attraction . The type she has, the type that got her Sasuke . And you know what the most fucked up thing is Kiba.. " he voices quivering as the words came out "I was so relived that she knew , In this dark part of me I was happy I was able to take something away from her, that in someone else's eye I was as desirable as she is ." Kiba ran up beside him , Naruto slumped down almost falling if not for Kiba supporting him with his arm ." I'm a horrible human being Kiba! , I betrayed my best friend and I'm not even sorry ! I just want him , I just want him so much " his voice trailing off into a quiet scream .
Kiba was speechless and could only be a physical pillar for Naruto .
"what's going on?" Minato's voice called .
before Kiba could make an excuse , Naruto says "nothing , i just need help getting up the stairs " all the emotion from earlier vanished . it was as though Naruto had slipped a thin layered mask back in place. Turning to Kiba with a small smile he thanks him and says he and continue on his own . His voice was monotone and cold to Kiba's ears that it sounded much like what Sasuke would say not the bright Naruto. He clearly was struggling to walk but Kiba made no advances to help him . He watched as Naruto went into his room and shut the door behind him .


_flashback_
"It's useless you can't catch up" Kiba called , running full pedal down the hallway . "shut up !" Naruto called after him , his short legs struggling to keep up the fast pace Kiba set . Kiba swerved on his heel quickly turning in the hall . Hiding by the side , waiting for Naruto to come running past . Just then a pink haired , green eyed girl who Kiba knew all to well came around the corner with her hands wrapped loosely but seductively around a dark haired boy Kiba had never seen before . And as quickly as the passed him , Naruto ran into them . Bumping into the couple , breaking the bond they made with linked arms . "ah fuck!" Naruto swore sharply , not fully understanding the blurred event that just happened. He opened his eyes he froze. He and the dark haired boy stared at each other for a long time . "watch where you're going you freak!"
Naruto's head snapped "s-sakura chan" he began .
"come one Sasuke " Sakura says as she dusts her itty bitty skirts, which was spotless and neat if not worn incorrectly . Sasuke, extending an arm towards Naruto who had fallen on his backside , but at the last second his hand is dragged away by Sakura as she pulls him across the hall . "we'll be late Sasuke ". Kiba watched as Naruto stared hard on the ground. Dejected


_flashback_
Sasuke laid his bushy black hair on Naruto's lap . He looked into the blonde's boundless blue eyes and got lost within the shine. The dull lighting seemed to illuminate Naruto's sun kissed glow and his yellow strands , stuck to his full cheeks and big pink lips . Sasuke thought of him as incredibly beautiful in the one minute . Naruto stared back, at the god of a man in his lap , he began to play with Sasuke's black locks with his fingers . Interlacing dark locks in his wide fingers and pulling back . enjoying the smooth feel of Sasuke's hair . Each time he let his fingers slide through , was like dipping them into a cool pool of cascading black velvet

Naruto couldn't stop smiling , he was truly happy , to be with Sasuke . He could fool himself into believing even if it was for a few hours , that he and Sasuke where meant to be .

"What?" Sasuke asked after a long time of silence and caressing

"mm nothing " Naruto breathe in a sigh and bent down to place a kiss on Sasuke's cheek .

"I think if we meet each other earlier we would've gotten together" he said in a low thoughtful voice.

Sasuke gave him a raised brow and a small laugh "we meet at school , same time I met Sakura , how much earlier did you want to meet ?."

Naruto frowned" you know what I mean ! , I mean talk and got to know each other . you were always on your own and didn't talk to any one , I honestly thought you were a an-"

"Asshole" Sasuke finished, not offended.

"yeah!" Naruto exclaimed "I was right about that that least " to which Sasuke gave him a playful slap on the inner thigh , it was an awkward slap because he had to reach with his forearm backwards. Naruto grabbed onto Sasuke's bent arm by his elbow , exposing his armpit . Naruto attacked the exposed underarm with his hands . Sasuke fidgeted trying to muffle his laughter and hold back but he couldn't , under Naruto's persistant tickling. " a very ticklish asshole , if you pardon the pun" Naruto says in between laughing . Sasuke finally shoots up , pushing Naruto down and mounting him . Sasuke looked terribly annoyed , but Naruto couldn't take him seriously after seeing him lose himself in laughter just a minute ago . Sasuke sighed , his scowl was in effective , he lay his head on Naruto's chest , oddly submissive.

"I don't think we would've Naruto" Sasuke finally said .

"Why?" sounding upset

Sasuke rose up on his elbows , serious tone now .

"I really don't think we would've ."

"and I asked why"
Sasuke heaved a sigh " I was different back then , even though I knew I was gay I'd die before I came out i-"
"oh" was all Naruto could say
"yeah oh "
Naruto felt like a cold bucket of water was poured over him , he should've remember that Sasuke didn't have such a liberal family .
"there was a guy though , I was sure I'd come out for "
"really ?" Naruto's interest was certainly piqued and his guilt seemed to quickly dissolve .
"yes , his name is Neji "
"you still talk to him then huh , since his an "is"" Naruto could feel the jealous coming from his words but he honestly had no right to be jealous , Sasuke wasn't exactly his to get jealous about.
Sasuke smirked , " Yeah we still talk, he made me feel confident . The way he spoke about life even with how stern his parents were and how restricted his life was , he said he meet some boy who ..well that's his back story " Sasuke talked with his eyes closed , as though remembering the events , opening a part of his memories he seemed to have stored far away . He needed to close his eyes to search.
Naruto hmm'd in approval "tell me more".
"I admired him , he made feel comfortable .. I could be myself , like I am with you . " he opened his eyes looking at Naruto , who smiled brightly. "we played around too.." Naruto punched Sasuke's arm like a petulant child. He quickly reprimanded himself mentally .Sasuke smirked again "jealous?"
Naruto scowled at him deeply . " so , is that it ?"

Sasuke moved away from Naruto , looking up " He got beat up , bad ."
"what?"
"He came out and he got beat up ."
Naruto growled in anger "some assholes did that to him?!"
"yeah , some assholes , his father.." and to that Naruto grew silent and promised himself not to pry so much into Sasuke's life . Sasuke kissed him lightly on the cheek and lay on him.


so part 7 . hope you enjoyed . reviews are much appreciated .