For 3 days he hasn't seen her, since that night. He was depressed, he hated this part, the part that hurts, the prequel to the red. Slowly, he dragged the dagger across his pale arm. He decided to skip school today, maybe he would see her around. He took a paper towel from the holder, and he wiped the blood from his upper arm. He went upstairs on his laptop and searched through his emails. None. He looked at his missed texts and calls. None. So he laid back closed his eyes and fell asleep. He dreamed about the morning after they did it.

"Good morning!" Leigh had woken him from his sleep with a surprise. "Breakfast in bed?" He asked surprised. "Uh huh." She nodded. She sang as she disappeared off to the kitchen. Alex ate his pizza and applesauce. Then he slugged down his flat off brand grape cola. He loved the thought of his meal, it's purpose was beautiful. Then he saw she went into the bathroom right across the hallway. He shrugged "I guess she really had to pee." When she came out, she looked terrible, paler than usual and her hair was tied back. "Are you okay?" He asked getting out of the bed. He went into the living room and put on his shirt. "Yeah, yes, I am." She was moving around a lot. She Smiled. 'Hey I hate to rush you but I have to go to the gynecologist today." She lied. He asked when she had to go and she said in 15 minutes. He cleaned up his breakfast as she got dressed. She tucked all of her tangled hair into a pony tail and left when he left. That was the last time he saw her.

He woke up. It was 12:35. "Great!," he said angrily. "It's midnight." His phone rang. It was Raini and she wanted to come by. He texted her back with a, sure, why the hell not. She was at his house in 20 minutes.