Here's the latest finished one so far, I've others on the way and I'll keep writing more, but they haven't been finished yet so it might take some time before the next drabbles. (Hopefully I can post some other stories soon, too!)
Meanwhile, enjoy some top!Ash for a change~
Jealousy
Sex had never been at the top of Ash's interests, especially before entering a relationship with Gary – thus it was no wonder he lacked any previous partners. With either Pokémon or food filling his life on a daily basis, the boy had not once felt any attraction towards others, and even the idea of hopping into bed with someone instead of a match on a battlefield had completely been out of his league. That was, however, before he had realized his feelings towards the researcher and eventually learnt the ways of pleasure they'd explore together.
But not once had he actually stopped to think of Gary's previous adventures in turn. Ash had been aware of the brunet's past experiences in bedroom during the early years in the university, as the older boy had been honest about from the start, but truth to be told the trainer's mind hadn't fully grasped the actual idea of Gary with someone else. It was in the past, and Ash wasn't one of a jealous type, so why'd it even matter?
That's what the boy had thought – until one night it came crashing down on him.
It's said variety is the spice of life, and even though both of the boys were completely satisfied with their usual ways in the bedroom, there were few times when Ash found himself on top of Gary and sheathed inside him. And as much as Ash loved having Gary inside him, he couldn't deny the enticing pleasure of feeling the researcher's heat around his member and the alluring friction accompanying his movements.
Letting out a groan Ash leaned against the brunet as the bliss clouded his mind, his fingers gripping the other's thigh in a slightly too strong manner, as Gary soon reminded him.
"Ow, watch the nails."
"S-sorry", Ash panted, his hands sliding to rest against the brunet's waist instead. Gary merely smiled, his body gently rocked by the trainer's thrusts as Ash was slipping in and out of him in a calm and collected pace, restricted by his worry of hurting the older man.
"You can go faster, you know", Gary chuckled softly and snuggled against the raven-haired one's neck, his fingers massaging the shoulders in a soothing manner. Ash gave out a nod before swallowing rather nervously, a small part of his mind wondering how Gary'd appear so relaxed considering how rarely he was the one in the receiving end. Perhaps it was just Gary's amount of self-control, compared to Ash's way of always losing himself in the heat right from the start, or maybe Ash's inexperience in this might hadn't been as mind-blowing (like the nasty voice in the back of mind suggested) as the other way around.
Or because he might have, in fact, been already quite used to it.
The thought came to Ash all of sudden, creeping up his mind before the realization started to slowly take over. As he watched Gary beneath him, studying the closed eyes and the open mouth letting out pants of air, he realized someone else had seen the researcher this way too, had pleasured him like this and let themselves bath in the feel sliding inside him. Gary had mentioned being with couple of men before, along with bottoming few times and now that Ash thought about it, it made only sense for Gary to know the ways of pleasuring Ash from the start when he had learnt the secrets himself in practice.
Ash certainly had never been one of a jealous type, but now he couldn't help the feeling slowly creeping within. No one had ever seen him during sex besides Gary, but some others (few women included) had seen the researcher under the raw, passionate state and reached the highest pleasures together. It wasn't just the idea of others doing this to him, but the whole equation of Gary, pleasure and some unknown stranger.
His grip on the waist tightening, Ash's movements started growing faster as his mind progressed the thoughts invading his system. His pants grew thicker and louder, his eyes glued to Gary who was writhing under him, the brunet's hands sliding along his back as the heat around them started getting intense.
"Oh, yes, Ash – that feels good."
The raven-haired boy felt himself sinking deeper in feelings, letting it unconsciously take over his body as his thrusts grew harder, more frantic and reaching deeper. With a groan he leaned over Gary, resting his head against the other's neck as his restrictions from before were slowly diminishing away. It wasn't as if Ash felt actually mad about it, but with the childlike jealousy flooding his nerves he couldn't hand over a few seconds to gather himself either, instead thinking of the unfairness of it all – how unfair it felt others to have been witnessed Gary's pleasure before him.
With his voice growing louder he kept thrusting into Gary, frustration and pleasure mixing together into an intense wave that swallowed him whole. From his euphoria the boy couldn't notice the pitch of Gary's voice reaching higher and higher along with the increasing pace as he moaned against Ash's hair in sync with the thrusts. Gary's hands were grabbing the sheets next to his head, eyes screwed close as the pleasure kept rising within, the back of his mind taken aback by Ash's sudden boldness. Locking his legs around the trainer's waist he was robbed out of self-control, lost and blinded by the bliss within.
"Ah, fuck! Ash–!"
Together they moved faster, reaching higher and not before long Gary arched against the boy above him, hands grabbing the shoulders as he came hard in an spasming wave. Ash let out a keening sound before after a few thrusts later coming in turn inside the brunet, his body shaking violently before slumping into blissful relaxedness.
They laid there for a few moments, before Gary gently pushed Ash off himself and settled down on his side to look at the panting trainer beside him.
"Wow," he laughed softly with a breathless voice, "what got your hips on fire, I noticed you got kinda lost there?" Ash felt a flush creeping up his face in embarrassment now that his system had calmed down, and instead of meeting Gary's eyes he talked to the pillow. "Sorry, was it too rough? I... I didn't hurt you, did I?"
Gary let out a chuckle, granting his body a long relaxed stretch before wrapping his arms around the trainer. "Of course not, you dummy, it was goddamn amazing. Remember that one day when you could hardly sit afterwards? Now that was too rough."
Ash smiled at the memory, before snuggling his tired body closer against the brunet's. Exhaustion taking over the room, the boys lied there listening to each other's breaths for a moment, before Gary broke the silence again, with a kiss against the other's hair. "But seriously, Ashy, is something wrong?"
Slightly embarrassed over how easily the researcher could read him, Ash slightly pondered his answer, another memory of words Gary had said surfacing his mind and putting his earlier feelings in shame.
Because even if Gary had experienced sexual pleasure with others before, Ash was the first and only one he'd loved. And with the childlike happiness swelling in his heart, the raven-haired boy felt the last drops of jealousy fading away. With his mind finally at ease and a smile on his face he wrapped his arms around the brunet's waist and closed his eyes against the other's chest.
"No, everything's alright."
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