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I felt anger boil inside me and pump through my veins, I felt all my blood rush to my brain and I could hear the fluid whooshing in my ears. Caitlyn stood in front of me shaking, rubbing vigorously at her eyes and biting her bottom lip trying to control the sobs that were erupting from her, but not succeeding.

I set my guitar down on the stand, getting up and walking slowly so I was standing in front of her. We were in the studio, the band was working on the next album and Caitlyn was helping to produce Mitchie's next single which we were under no circumstances allowed to hear. It was merely two months before camp rock, two months we had to spend together, just us, no paparazzi, no record labels, just me, Caity and the music.

"Why?" I asked calmly, still refusing to let my anger get the better of me "Why did you do it Caity?"

"I was sick of it!" she screamed through her tears "I was sick of being perfect!"

I sighed shaking my head going to take Caitlyn's hand in mine before she snapped it away.

"Nate, you've had me up on this stupid pedestal ever since we met last summer and I was sick of it! I was sick of you and your assumptions that I was superhuman or something, I was indestructible! Because I'm not Nate!" she cried out, stopping when her sobbing made it hard for me to understand her, seeing her there that way, all I wanted to do was reach out and wrap her up in my arms protectively.

"You look at me as if I can do no wrong, and I hate to see that stupid, stupid disappointed look appear on your face when I show the fact that yes, I am human, with human weaknesses, it's as if every time you look at me you see a freaking Halo or something, and I can't stand it because Nate, I'm far from an Angel!" she finally broke down completely, lifting her right hand up to muffle her strangled sobs.

"So, you go and have sex with some random dude?" I said my temper no longer under control "I thought you thought more of yourself than that...I mean we haven't even..."

"No," she said obviously wounded by my outburst "I...I..." she stuttered over her words trying to control her trembling bottom lip, she pinched the bridge of her nose glaring down at the ground, before taking a deep breath and looking me in the eye again, "I was mad already that you saw me the way you do, but I met Tess and she let me into a little secret about you two" she whispered coldly at me.

"Caitlyn," I growled, any sort of self control completely leaving my body " you can't compare me and Tess Kissing, to you having sex with some drunk, Me and Tess Kissed before I even new you existed! We were playing spin the bottle; did she mention that little fact?"

"Yeah, because that makes it all better!" She through back at me, flinging her hands in the air. "I asked you before you fake dated her if anything had ever happened and you told me, you looked me in the eye and lied, telling me nothing happened or ever would!"

"We were fourteen Caity; it was before connect 3 even formed!" I tried to defined myself but it clearly wasn't working.

"That's not the point Nate!" she stated running her hands through her tangled curls "The point is that you lied! How do you expect me to be perfect Caity, if you're not my trustworthy Nate, huh?" she demanded turning to leave.

"Caitlyn" I called out managing to pin her against the wall "I'm not letting you go, I don't care what you did or didn't do, I love you too much!" I whispered caressing her cheek.

"That's the thing Nate!" she whispered back rubbing her lips together trying to stop the tears, "I don't love you any more" she sobbed out. My grip on her slackened and I backed away giving her gate way to leave.

"Thanks for loving me, because you did it perfectly" she whispered kissing my lips softly before leaving.

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It had been two months from then, it was the first time I'd seen her since then, even if it was from the other side of the Mess hall at Camp. She stood with her hair tide up and straightened in a high ponytail; wearing a natural coloured outfit...minus my hoody. She stood smiling weakly as Mitchie, Tess and Ella talked animatedly about what they had done since they last talked.

I felt my heart ache at the site of her standing there looking so...weak. And I knew that some how, even though she was the one who cheated, that the lifeless Caitlyn across the hall was my doing.

I glanced down at her feet to see them clad in a pair of black, plain, flat pumps, no checked, rainbow coloured Fans...just boring old pumps. Her hair expressed how she felt, boring, limp and normal. I hated it when she straightened her hair, her curls represented her in ways that my words couldn't.

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And that's how it continued for the next week, me looking longingly across mess hall while she sat working continuously on her laptop, in silence, pretending she was unaware of my obsessive, creepy stare. Did I really mean that little to her?

It was at the end of the first week and the first camp fire that it happened. I had went into the mess hall to see if Connie needed any help with preparing the food as; Caitlyn had been so out of sorts that she hadn't missed any classes (apart from mine but I didn't report it) therefore not been giving Kitchen duty, leading Connie to be rather grateful for any help offered.

As I entered the mess hall heading towards the Kitchen, I heard a voice floating through the other side of the hall, I glanced around to see Caitlyn and Mitchie sitting on of the benches, near the window, with a laptop on the table, smiling and nodding there heads slightly. But it wasn't Mitchie's voice drifting out of the speakers...it was Caity's

"I never promised you a ray of light

I never promised there'd be sunshine every day

I gave you every thing I have, the good the bad,"

"I'm not sure; I think it would sound better just piano, I think the words would have more of an affect that way, you know?" Caitlyn questioned smiling, the first time I'd seen her smiling all week.

"Why do you put me on a pedestal?

I'm so up high that I can't see the ground below!"

Why do those words sound so familiar, was this song meant to be about me and Caitlyn's relationship? At that moment Caitlyn and Mitchie looked up at me, Caitlyn's smile immediately flattered and Mitchie's eyes were the first to display any sort of sympathy for me and not Caitlyn in the past week.

"Fine Caity, fine!" I said in irritation, raising my hands up in surrender "I'll leave as usual, But please stop acting the victim, Caity you cheated on me, you dumped me, not the other way around" I stated coldly, before turning on my heel and swinging the door to the mess hall open heading quickly towards the Music cabin.

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I decided against going to the Camp fire, and sat playing my guitar in the music Cabin, but the only song that seemed to come out was Caitlyn's...oh sweet bejesus...I'm turning into Shane.

My eyes kept wondering to the four desks that were still pushed together from last summer, and couldn't help but think about me and Caitlyn's first kiss.

"Hey there stud" I heard a sickingly sweet voice come from behind me along with the sound of clicking heels. She perched herself up on the four desks opposite me.

"Tess," I growled coldly "I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone especially not you"

"Someone's Pmsing" she giggled "Meow" she purred making a claw with her hand. I rolled my eyes glaring at her the special glare I had learnt a long time to reserve for her.

"Look Nate," she sighed tucking a strand of her blonde curls behind her ear " I didn't tell that to Cait out of spite, I'm not like that...any more it just came up in conversation" I raised my eyebrow at her in disbelieve.

"I'm telling the truth Nate, I swear, it girl promise!" she stated seriously, making the sign of the cross on her heart.

"Okay, Tess, it's too late now anyway, Caitlyn made it quite clear what she thinks of me!" I said shrugging and turning back to playing the chords of Caity's song on my guitar.

"Hey," Tess stated confused "I thought you weren't at the Camp fire" she questioned, pointing to my guitar.

"I wasn't" I replied not looking up from my guitar, continuing to play the notes.

"Well that sounded exactly like the song Mitchie sang, it's her new single," she smiled.

"I heard it earlier by mistake" I grumbled "Wait...Mitchie sang it?" I questioned

"Yeah, although I heard Cait's original version when I was...you know snooping on her Laptop when she wasn't paying attention, hers was so much better!"She concluded "She wrote it." She smiled at me again.

"Oh right" I said trying to sound disinterested

"Nate, you love her, she loves you, make up, please!" she heaved a sigh before getting up " Caitlyn lied, she didn't sleep with that guy, she just kissed him, well he kissed her, but that's not the point, she knew it would be easier to break up with you that way." She shrugged.

My mouth opened and closed a couple of times trying to piece this piece of information in my head together.

"Close your mouth dear you look like a Cod fish!" Tess said seriously

"Its gold fish Tess" I corrected her.

"Yeah, yeah, you say gucki, and I say Gucci" she giggled walking away and stopping at the door. "Nate, she loves you go get your girl!" she winked walking away.

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I lay in my bed wide awake, Jason was out with Ella and Shane with Mitchie, I was thinking about Caitlyn and what Tess had said when there was a thump on the Cabin door and a very wet figure stormed through it, standing in the door way!

"is it raining?" I questioned causing the figure to roll there eyes.

She stood there in my hoody, Bright purple PJ shorts, Mitchie's ugg boots (Which were wet, oh she was dead!) and had curls tumbling over her shoulders in all their curly glory.

She walked towards my bed silently, after slamming the door shut, climbing on top of me on the bed, which I was now seating up straight in.

"I'm sorry," she stated kissing me again and again, repeating the same words.

"Wow, Wow, Caity, explain please" I said backing away until I was sitting up on my elbows.

"I didn't sleep with that dude I just said it to hurt you, I thought if I wasn't perfect anymore then..." She started only to be interrupted by my lips crashing hungrily onto hers, moving roughly against hers, hers moving just as aggressively, my hand slid up the back of her hoody, running my fingers along her spine, I felt her shiver against my body encouraging me to slide my tongue along her bottom lip meeting hers in the middle and massaging against each others. Her hands slid up my chest and wound around my neck pulling me closer, I twisted her around so she was below me and her legs were wrapped around my waist, her hands started to travel down my stomach, making patterns across my abdomen, causing to blush and pull away abruptly, causing her eyes to flutter open, bite down on her lip anxiously, and scrunch her features up in confusion.

"Why don't we wait a wee bit longer, huh?" I asked rolling of her turning to face her as she did the same for me, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear "and just talk the rest of the night?!" I suggested, she bit on her bottom lip, nodding her head slightly looking at me shyly, It was when we got really intimate like this when I truly seen Caity at her most vulnerable.

"I'd like that" she whispered, I chuckled kissing the tip of her nose.

"Keep your hair curly" I murmured as she climbed into my arms and under the covers.

"Why?" she asked confused

"They represent you" I muttered an explanation.

"How?" she asked looking at me strangely, I rolled my eyes, lifting up a strand of her curly hair.

"It's wild yet gentle, it stands out but tends to be pushed out of the way for convenience, it's rough but likes to be tamed, its angelic, but can pull of that "I'm not bothered" ambiance, it's beautiful, caity, just like you" I smiled placing a small peck on her lips. Her eyes watered and she nuzzled her head into my neck trying to disguise it.

"Caitlyn, that song you wrote, it's so ..." I trailed of not being able to come up with words to describe how I felt. "And I'm sorry I made you feel that way" I mumbled to her "and I think you should sing it!"

"First things first, not going to happen" She sighed sleepily "and second, don't beat yourself up Nate I'm over it, and in the end I hurt you more...okay?"

"No Caity, it's not okay" I argued as she fell into a deep sleep. Tonight I'd leave it alone but tomorrow I would argue my case!

I had a full nights sleep for the first time in two months...and Caitlyn? she stil wears a halo because she'll always be perfect to me!...

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