Disclaimer; I do not own anything, Stephenie Meyers does.
A/N ok so thank you for still reading, the story is going to start taking a major twist soon. Keep reading to find out what happens.
The events of the following weeks were unexpected; I haven't been feeling any better since the morning I got horribly sick at the hospital. Carlisle had offered to give me a check up but I politely refused, brushing it off as stress due to work. The truth was I already had a feeling of what I thought the outcome would be, I was two weeks late and I had early symptoms. Lower abdominal cramps, nipple tenderness, I was always fatigued lately, vomiting.
Not to say I wasn't having any food cravings, because I was. I was craving anything that came in my line of sight, Chinese, Italian, Mexican, burgers and fries, chicken, mashed potatoes, and how can I forget dessert. I had one major sweet tooth. No matter how much I worked off everything I consumed my clothes just seemed to get tighter and tighter.
"Ugh! You have got to be fucking kidding me" I threw my hands in the air out of frustration.
"Mommy you said a bad word. I'm gonna tell daddy." His eyes got wide, placing his tiny hand over his mouth
"Mommy's sorry" so it seems my son was spying on me, lately I've had a mouth like a sailor and my son has been quite eager to run to Edward every time I slipped up. "There's no need to tell daddy buh-buh"
"No need to tell daddy what?" I hadn't noticed that Edward was perched in the doorway watching me and Lennon intently.
"That mommy said a bad word" he turned his attention back on me and giggled into his hands.
I narrowed my eyes at him "Traitor", I made a move as if to go grab him but he screamed and ran to hide behind Edward, his shield.
"Oh she did, did she." He cocked his head to the side and raised an eyebrow letting me know he wasn't very amused. It looked as though he was holing back a grin by the way his lips twitched.
I swallowed and bit my lip nervously, "I couldn't help it Edward, nothing fits, and I'm just… I'm just…" I couldn't find the right words to describe how I was feeling "frustrated"
He whirled around and leaned in front of Lennon "Buddy I put on cartoons for you and made you a snack, go on downstairs"
I couldn't see Lennon but I knew he was happy because I heard a small ok coming from behind Edward. He waited a beat more before standing up and turned back towards me. But before he did he shut the door quietly "I thought we weren't going to inappropriate language in front of him?"
I lowered my head and sighed, I knew he was right I didn't want Lennon to think it was ok to use these kinds of words; he was like a sponge that retained everything, and repeated everything. "Oh I'm sorry Edward, I don't know why I have been so moody lately." I had an idea as to why but I didn't want to inform him until I was absolutely positive.
His face loosened up a smidge but he was still firm "Are you still stressed over work?"
I ran my hand through my hair several times "yes" I hesitated and hoped he didn't catch it. "And on top of that I can't find anything to wear for tonight."
We were going out to dinner with family for Lennon's birthday, we still had a week but he wanted to celebrate it early, so I didn't argue with him. He had decided on the Rainforest Café.
"What do you mean you have nothing to wear?" he looked confused "You practically have a whole closet full of brand new clothes" he came to run his hand along the items
"Like I said nothing fits, did I stutter Edward? No I didn't." I shocked myself; I had no idea where that came from and he was expecting that either by the look on his face.
His hand stopped in mid air, he sucked in a breath "temper, temper Bella love" he tried to play it off but I knew I had hurt him.
I went to go wrap my arms around him and lay my head on his chest "Oh I'm sorry, I didn't mean it"
He faltered a moment before returning the embrace, "I know and I know it's just due to stress that is why I forgive you." He leaned down and kissed the top of my head "now do you need any help finding something to wear?"
"No I think I can manage" I raised my head and kissed him softly on the lips; he returned it and started to pull back as if to leave. Suddenly this overwhelming feeling came over me to jump him right then and there. I grabbed his t-shirt and pulled him close to me and started to ravage him, he wound his hands around my wrists and gently pushed me back.
"What's the matter?"
"As much as I would love to take you up on your offer, we're going to be late if you don't get a move on." He gave me his crooked smile I loved so much
I blushed and looked down, he tilted my head back up with his finger "you're right" I did my best impression of a forced smile, I didn't want to let him know that I was irritated again, these constant mood swings were starting to get to me.
And that's when I decided to take a test when I had the house to myself, could it be possible that I was pregnant? I mean yeah it could I wasn't using any type of birth control, and Edward and I were having unprotected sex so the probability was high.
"Bella? Hey earth to Bella." He pulled me out of reverie and I shook my head coming back to reality.
"Huh?"
"Are you ok?" he curiously asked
"Yes, I'm fine. Now scoot so I can get ready" I pushed him out of the door and locked it behind him, I wasn't sure why I had locked it but I did. After my shower, I rummaged twice through my closet, selecting a sleek black pencil skirt, and a white slim fitting shirt that made me look twice as big, but it would have to do for now. I had also picked my shiny red pumps. I decided to wear my hair super straight and go light on the makeup by just wearing black eyeliner and red lips.
As for jewelry I decided to stick with a black and white chunky bracelet and a black oversized ring, before leaving my room I sprits myself with my favorite perfume. I walked downstairs to find Edward pacing back and forth on his cell; it looked like he was arguing with someone. Lennon was still on the couch watching the TV and looked up when he heard me enter the room.
"You look pretty mommy"
"Thank you baby, and don't you look handsome. Are you ready to go?" I asked grabbing my cell off of the table and placing it in my purse.
"Yes can we go now mommy?"
"Yes buh-buh we are just waiting in your daddy" I looked over my shoulder and Edward was snapping his cell shut and cursing under his breath "Lennon do you have your jacket?"
"I don't know where it is, I looked alllll over" he cried
"Hey listen to me, it's on your chair in your room, go get it for mommy please." He turned and ran up the stairs; I heard his little feet patter on the floor.
"Well don't you look beautiful" I hadn't heard Edward sneak up behind me, I whirled around and saw that he look pretty amazing himself, he was in dark jeans and a white buttoned up shirt with the sleeves rolled up so his tattoo of Lennon's name was showing, he had a black vest over the shirt. He had on his black chucks.
"You don't look too bad yourself" he chuckled and meant to move towards me but stumbled I put out my arm to catch him just in time "whoa are you alright?"
"Yeah I'm fine, just a little dizzy that's all." I tried to help him over to the couch but he resisted "nothing to worry about"
I didn't believe him but I didn't want to make him upset so I dropped it "Ok whatever you say, are you ready to go?"
"Yes, where's Lennon?" he asked looking around
