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Yui closed his suitcase. The things he brought with him were completely sealed inside the suitcase. He didn't bring much; most of the thing inside was memento of their mother and Fay.

"Are you done?"

"Yes, pa."

Ashura smiled awkwardly. "I am sorry. I didn't mean to send you out like this…"

"No, it's fine. I understand." Yui smiled back. They were awkward, but they have passed the point of no return. Nothing will return even if they yelled at each other or hating each other, so what's done is done, now is the time to forgive; a time to let go. Ashura received back his son and apologized for what he had done. Yui, being the child, never could hate his parent back and forgive everything in the past. Yui felt like he also have the blame because he was the actual reason why Emeraude get the accident. Yuuko assured both of them that if they just try to receive each other, they can start their broken relationship towards a new future. Yui did try; Ashura did try his best too; and they came to a mutual understanding that even thought they have forgiven everything between them, some things were meant to be lingering on the way and couldn't just be forgotten. They were awkward with each other most of the time and somehow… they do miss Fay. Oh, how they missed the bridge between them.

Yui looked at his brother's photo. They held a proper funeral for him last month. People were shocked to learn that actually they were talking bad about Yui to his face. They just realized that they had actually inappropriately rejoices for the survival of the wrong person; and have held grudge against an innocent corpse. Fay get the respect he deserved; people really cried in his funeral and most of the people who came and put a flower inside Fay's imaginary coffin (Fay body has been cremated before and luckily Ashura hadn't throw it away) were actually come to Yui to apologized. Yui couldn't take it, he felt like he has stolen the spotlight from Fay even in his funeral; but Kurogane assured him that Fay wouldn't mind, and actually Yui does deserve that apologize.

But awkward follows him everywhere. People were too scared to cross him and tried their best to be friendly with him; they treated like he was a guest even in his own class. The abnormal and uncomfortable feeling filled the atmosphere; eventually Yui couldn't take it and he made his first wish to Ashura. Looking back, Yui has never ever made any selfish wish since the day his mother died.

"Pa, could you send me to a faraway place?"

Ashura was shocked. Initially he thought Yui was still angry or hates him. But Yui explained the real reason that actually he felt unwelcomed in this city since many people know them. Ashura understood his son's feeling for the first time. He went to take care of the matter and in a week, it was decided that Yui will move to Hokkaido. A school with good reputation and boarding house has received Yui in. Yui actually is a bright student when he put his mind in his studies. It was easy for him to move.

He hadn't told anybody until the last day; which is today.

People were shocked, surprised when they hear the announcement. There were relieved sound; but mostly said they were shocked and sad because Yui left them. They sad they will miss Yui. They said that they should keep in contact.

Which was of course, just a polite gesture masking the real rush of relieve from people.

Yui didn't mind it. All he wants now is just to restart everything. And Kurogane was the last to know. As Yui put in his baggage into the car, Kurogane was there, out of breath, clearly was running from the school just to catch Yui's last hour.

"Yu..Yui…"

"Kuro- pii. You look so tired. You ran?"

"I did. Hh… why… didn't you tell me? Why the sudden move?"

"…I want to start anew."

"So… is that your answer?"

"Answer to what?"

"…my feelings."

"face it, Kuro-tan. We couldn't be happy. We wouldn't be happy. As long as I have Fay beside me, we wouldn't join together. And I will always have Fay with me, he is everywhere inside my body, my cell. And he is inside your heart too, somewhere, occupying a small place even I couldn't touch. We just couldn't be together, Kuro-tan. Not now, not tomorrow, never."

"What if… we try? We wouldn't know before we try."

"We have had the chance. But it was gone. The choice has been made. And this is the consequences. So… I think this is our good bye."

Yui smiled, embraced the bigger boy. Kuro slowly embraced the blonde guy back. Yui put his mouth closer, and they kiss.

A bittersweet kiss. The last and first. The end of their unfulfilled desire for each other.

"with this," Yui let go of Kurogane's warm hands, "we are finished."

"Do you… wish to not me again anymore?" Kurogane sounded so heartbroken when he said the question. Yui smiled.

"I will meet you again. But not as a potential lover, as your love object. We will meet again as a stranger… somewhere."

"…Yui, Kurogane, I know you guys need more time but the plane is due in 30 minutes." Ashura patted his son's shoulder. "I need to bring you now."

"bye bye, Kurochan." Yui smiled, tears started to drop from his cheek. "bye bye, Kuro…gane."

Yui didn't want to touch the bigger guy anymore; if he touch, he will just cling to that arm of Kurogane and never let go. So he ran into the car and locked the door, before crying to his dear life.

Tears went down like waterfall. No, he couldn't stop it. No, he wouldn't stop it. He needs it at the moment. He need an activity to peel off all this feeling from his heart. Sadness, anguish, loneliness, separation, desperate and love. He needs to forget all that and start as a new Yui. He needs to put away all those excess feeling off his chest. And his eyes had done it for him by producing rainfall.

Kurogane kneeled down to the harsh road. He watched as his love went away. It hurts. It hurts. And tears started to fall down.

He knows he need time to forget this feeling. He might never forget Yui and Fay, but in time, he will try to live by it and found his own happiness.

A future without Yui.

Or maybe with, who knows?

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10 years later.

They met on a bridge. They smiled to each other. They asked about each other's health formally.

They kissed.


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