IM SORRY! i wont even begin to explain so...here read !
disclaimer. yadda yadda me no own degrassi cool beans. comprende ?
I lay on my bed, thinking. 7:30 in the morning, what the hell was I doing awake? I looked over at Eli, only to see that he was still asleep. I groaned and turned back over, away from his goddamn smiling face.
Clare Edwards…I wonder what's up with her and Eli. They seemed awfully friendly when they met. Eli said they went to school together and that they were English partners.
I snorted.
Hah, it sure seemed like much more than that. Maybe she's the girl Eli's always talking about. Now that I think about it, he did seem a little jealous when I was teaching Clare how to surf.
I was teaching Clare and I caught a glimpse of Eli sitting on the towel. He was looking at me with a bit of an angry glare and his fists were clenched, knuckles white. He was staring off into space, not looking at anything in particular. I assumed he was thinking about Clare and I because…well, what else could he have been thinking about? He probably asked me if he could come here because he wanted to get his mind off of her. Or whoever his mystery lover is. Hah, knowing Eli, he probably didn't even do any of that on purpose; he's always had a bit of a hard time controlling his anger. He then seemed as if he was in thought and when I looked back at him, he looked like he had convinced himself that I wasn't much of a threat to him and Clare's relationship.
Well, that's what I got from it, I don't know if that's really the situation.
I thought about it for a second and then realized that it probably was what I thought. Eli and I have known each other since as long as I can remember and by now I can basically read him like a book. I smirked and looked back at Eli. He was still dead asleep so I reached over and grabbed my iPod on the table. I unlocked it and put it on shuffle.
"Oh Dakota, I know our love is new I barely know ya. I'm falling over you. It's the way you do the things you do that make me fall in love with you. Dakota, are you in love with me too?"
I groaned and stuffed my face into my pillow.
Might as well change Dakota to Clare and tell her I wrote the song for her. But her answer would definitely be no.
I sat up and saw Eli smiling in his sleep.
.god…
I was so beyond disgusted so I quickly went to the bathroom to take a shower. I took extra long because I knew Eli would have to come in here eventually and I really didn't want to see him. I took a while to wash my hair. It was really long and I wanted it to look nicer lately.
Uh duh, maybe cause Clare's next door and she's possibly the prettiest girl I've ever met.
An evil plan started forming in my mind…
Oh Elijah James, what shall I do with you. He won't like this…but I really don't wanna give up on Clare that easily. If I can get her to at least give me a chance then I know she won't forget about me at least. Plus, I'm in need of a little drama.
I got out of the shower quickly and got dressed. I made sure I didn't look like a bum and dressed a little nicer, making sure to unbutton my shirt slightly.
Hah, I bet little Saint Clare will enjoy this. This is gunna be awesome.
I brushed my hair, but then decided that it looked too…perfect. So I shook out my hair and flipped it to the side. I ran outside and texted Clare.
'Hey Clare, come outside when you're ready. I wanna show you something (:'
'Coming!'
I rested on the fence and waited for Clare to come outside. The breeze felt cool against my hair, most likely because it was wet, but it was refreshing. I gazed off at the lifeguard stand ahead and could barely see the sand and the ocean. But, it was still a fantastic view.
So…Eli and Clare definitely knew each other prior to today. By the way they both reacted, I would guess they were at least good friends. Eli looked like he had just seen a ghost and Clare looked shocked out of her mind.
I smirked, recalling what had happened.
Hah, I bet I looked like a total idiot. I sat there looking confused as hell, Eli looked like he saw a ghost, and Clare looked shocked. I wonder what someone would have said if they had witnessed that moment… Wow, how I get sidetracked. So, Eli and Clare are friends, at least. I'll have to get more out of Eli about that later. At the beach, he also seemed pretty jealous when I was helping Clare, so maybe he likes her. I would guess it goes both ways cause I saw Clare glancing at him a lot. It's probably her who Eli talks about all the time; he was definitely flustered when he saw her and Clare looked pretty surprised herself. Well, who's to blame Eli for liking her? She's totally hot and she has such a great personality. I can't believe Eli got to her first. It doesn't matter much though, as long as I get to be at least the same rank as Eli, I'll have a shot. I wonder if they're actually official or anything. I hope not, that would be bad cause then I…
My cell phone vibrating interrupted me from my thoughts. It was a text from Clare.
'Sorry, I can't come now. My sister is coming up here for a little while, she's been in Kenya for a year and I haven't seen her since then and my mom wants me to help get ready. Maybe after she settles in a little? I'm sorry ): '
I read the text and got a little disappointed but then realized that I should be happy her sisters coming…I could always have dibs on her sister right?
I almost laughed out loud at that. I once again resumed my disappointment. I trudged back to the house and was too lazy to open the door all the way. It came back too quickly and caught the heel of my foot. It only skimmed it but it still hurt like a mother….
"Ow!" I almost yelped but the rest of the sound didn't come out. I didn't want to fix my cur so I plopped myself down on the couch. I began watching some cooking show and soon enough my eyes began to droop closed as I went off into dreamland.
here it is ! sorry sorry sorry its short. continuation of this tomorrow possibly ? i just wanted to get something up. also, im kinda losing my inspiration, any ideas ? or storylines? im not really sure where to head next with this. thanks for the feedback, yo :D
review? my loveliess :D munro says just do it
JAMIE'S POV
