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we need to talk:

I sighed as I looked at him through the mirror he was shirtless

what is it Jacob what do you want I asked

we need to talk he said about what I asked quil told me that you and claire talked ealier

yeah so I said as I walked out of the room picking up clothes that were laying on the floor why didn't you tell me how you felt he asked I froze as I dropped the clothes into the hamper

I turned around Jacob I shouldn't have to tell you your my husband you should no already you haven't touched me in months I said

nessie im a working man I work at the shop and on patrol all the time he said

oh Jacob that's bullshit and you no it I said

well nessie im sorry that your not getting everything you want seeing as that's all your used to in your life he said

I turned around are you serious Jacob I asked but it was more like a statement

nessie you no I work he said

Jacob all I asked of you was to spend a little more time with me but I see you can't do that I said walking away and out of the room I grabbed the twins and a there blankets I didn't bother to get there diaper bags cause they had everything they needed at the main house

where are you going where are you taking them he asked im going to my parents house seeing as you don't have anytime for us anymore I said walking down the stairs with the twins in my hands he followed me

you no that's not true I spend plenty of time with you guys he said

oh really when was the last time we were all together as a family when was the last time you actually spent the day with the twins I asked

he stayed silent yeah that's what I thought I said as I walked out of the door I put the twins in there car seat and strapped them in I got in the car and took off towards the main house

after only minutes of driving I pulled into the drive way of the main house my mom Dad alice and and rose came out alice and rose took the babies out of there carseats and into the house

they took them up to there room that they built for them

I sat down on the couch and put my head in my hands I can't believe I left Jacob I thought to myself tears flowed down my face as I thought about it

what happened nessie my mom asked as her and my Dad walked into the living room where I was sitting Jacob and me got into a huge fight and I just couldn't stay there anymore so I got the twins and we left I can't believe I left him I said sobbing

honey its gonna be okay you two just need to talk to each other she said I tried im tired of doing everything by myself the twins ask where their daddy was the other day and I called the shop they said he left an hour

ago and then I called seth and he was no where to be found I didn't even no where he was he didn't even call I said

oh nessie im so sorry would you like for your Dad to talk to him she asked me no I don't want anyone to talk to him I just want my husband back I said

nessie its gonna be okay just give him a little time to think im sure he'll come around she said

I couldn't even say anything I just sat there and cried I felt my Dad wrap his arms around me

then I heard someone say mommy my Dad took his arms from around me i got up and wipped my eyes I didn't want them to see me like this

I walked up the stairs to their room on the front of the door it said mason & maria I opened the door alice was holding maria and rosalie was holding mason

they reached for me when they saw me walk into the room I took each of them from alice and rose could you guys give us a minute I said to them they nodded and left the room

I sat down in the rocking chair then maria projected into my head mommy where is daddy he's at home sweetie I told her why didn't he come with us she asked

tears filled my eyes as I had to explain to my baby why her Dad didn't come with us

cause honey mommy and daddy are taking a break I said so when is daddy coming to visit us she asked I don't no sweetie I said to her

but mommy I want daddy and so does mason she said I no I do to sweetie but daddy needs some time to think I said

okay can we go back with aunty Alice and aunty rose she asked I laughed sure I said Alice rose I called quietly knowing they could hear me they appeared in the room I handed the babies to them and walked out of the room.

as i walked down the stairs I saw my mom standing at the bottom of the staircase when I reached the bottom of the stairs she said sweetie you should get some rest you can go back to the cottage me and your Dad are gonna stay here tonight and don't worry we'll watch the twins

thanks mom I really just need a little time to myself call me if they start fussing and i'll be back tomorrow I said

don't worry about it we can handle it you just go get some rest she said I hugged her and then I hugged my Dad be safe he said

Dad im a half vampire I eat animals I think I can handle myself I told him he laughed and I walked out of the door I walked through the woods the moon glowed in the darkness

I reached the cottage within 3 minutes I could have arrived faster but I walked at a human pace as I walked through the door everything was still the same nothing had changed

I went to my old room and looked around I missed this room so much but something trigured my eyes as I looked down at the floor there were red rose petals on the floor leading to my bathroom I followed the trail into my bathroom.

when I entered the bathroom the lights were out candles were lit the bathtub was filled with bubbles and warm water rose petals and candles were all around the bathroom .

I was so wrapped up in how beautiful it was I didn't realise when someone had entered the room.

all of a sudden I felt a familar pair of warm arms wrap around me it was Jacob.

im sorry he said kissing down my neck to my shoulder blade I promise I will make it up to you if you let me I didn't no that you were feeling that way it was never my intention to make you feel that way he said

I shivered as he kissed my neck I melted in his arms im sorry for over reacting like that I should have talked to you but you were never around I said

well I promise im gonna make it up to you were gonna spend more time together and I will try my best to be around more often he said I turned around in his arms looking into his deep brown eyes he stared back into mine.

I hugged him close to me you gonna take a bath you still have clothes here he said I backed him up back into the room and we layed on the bed.

I just wanted to hold him and I wanted him to hold me like he did before I missed that

I missed you I said I missed you to he told me

come on we don't want the water to get cold I said as I stood pulling him up with me we walked into the bathroom I closed the door though I didn't no why.

we undressed Jacob got in first and I got in after him. we talk for a while and after that I was tired of just talking even though I loved talking to him I decided to take this to another level

I stood up and got out of the tub I walked into the room still fully naked but over the years I've learned never to be ashamed in front of Jacob after all he is my husband I layed down on my red silk sheets

Jacob walked into the room I think he got the idea I was going for he climbed on top

of me he kissed every vissible part of my body making me feel like I could have lost control right then and there.

and well you can guess what happened next.

the next morning:

I woke up to the sound of birds chirping I opened my eyes and look over at Jacob he was still sound asleep I looked at my alarm clock

it said 1:45pm

wow I can't believe I slept that long I unwrapped Jacobs arms from around me I slipped out of bed I quietly opened my drawer where I still had clothes I pulled out a pair of white jeans and a red shirt and a black through over.

I got in the shower brushed my teeth and did my hair when i walked out of the bathroom Jacob was up putting on

a shirt witch was pretty unusual

you ready to go I asked

yeah sure there is just one more thing ii need to take care of he said

and what is that I asked he came over to and kissed me deeply with so much passion and love when he pulled away I was out of breath

I don't want you to ever think that I don't love you, you are my wife the mother of my two beautiful children you are my life he said

I love you to I said

we left the cottage and we walked to the main house when we arrived we walked through the door and I heard the sound of a babies laughter we walked into the living room I looked around

my mom and Dad had mason and maria they looked up when we walked into the room ma ma Da Da I heard mason say aloud

everybody stared at them in shock my mouth dropped the maria laughed the most beautiful laugh ever

oh my god he said ma ma and Da Da I said I ran over t them and picked them up

I planted kisses all over their faces they giggled and everybody laughed

how would you guys like to go to La push and visit grandpa billy I said

they smiled and clapped their hands I take that as a yes then I said

before you go I would like to check out the twins first I turned around and carlise was standing there sure I said and handed them too him

we sat and waited for him to come back downstairs.

emmett and jasper walked into the house oh hey where are the two puppies emmett asked then all of a sudden two vases smacked the back of his head

what the hell rose he said

they are not puppies and don't ever call them that again they are babies she said

I laughed that's what you get you always got something to say I said

okay fine but where Is my neice and my nephew he asked carlise is running tests on them I said

for what we already no that they are gonna be he stopped when rosalie glared at him

I chuckled he was actually scared of her

I got up walked to the kitchen I suddenly felt hungry considering I hadn't eaten anything today

Jacob walked in behind me as I looked in the refrigerator I didn't see anything I wanted nor anything I had a taste for

I sighed and turned to Jacob are you hungry?

no he said looking lovingly at me.. what! the big bad powerful alpha wolf that can eat 30 steaks within 20 minutes isn't hungry wow I said laughing

he laughed with me ha ha very funny and as a matter of fact I am hungry he said I walked around to him and wrapped my arms around his neck I sat on his lap

and what would you like to eat I asked he put his face in the crook of my neck he breathed down my neck making me shiver

you he said bitting down on my sweet spot I gasped...

Authors note:

haha cliffy so what did you guys think and for everybody who watches charmed and who likes charmed there will be some of the charmed charcters coming soon...