Lily sat by his bedside hardly moving except for toilet breaks Mother Firefly brought her up cups of tea she was so appreciative of what she was doing for her baby boy. She held tightly onto Otis's hand as he slept, he slept for hours.

When she finally did leave him to get some lunch she wished she hadn't. Her lunch was suddenly brought to a halt by an ear peircing terrified shout. Rufus and Lily ran upstairs thinking someone had come back for him. Bursting threw the door she saw Otis thrashing around panicked and shouting in bed trying to fight off invisible foes. They rushed to his side.

"No no please ah don't it hurts please"He cried begging to invisible attackers.

"Otis otis its ok its just lily it's just your girl" She soothed.

"No please I I don't want to see her no dont make me see lily while you're fucking me please" He begged, Lily's eyes went wide as she learnt what had happened to her sweet man Otis. She bit her lip stifling a sob she knew he'd have withdrawals but she didn't think it'd be anything like this.

"please not in my mouth please Lily help!" Lily quickly scrambled onto the bed and pulled him into her arms.

"Shhhh shhh shhh it's ok im here it's your girl Lily you're ok" She soothed she could feel Otis tremble in her arms.

The hallusinstions continued for a while the withdrawal made him too spaced to even notice or recognise her. Most of the time he thought he was still there experiencing those terrible things. Lily lay next to him nursing his head with a cool flannel being dabbed around his face when an hallusinstion past he looked at her with big wide begging eyes she wasn't intially sure if he recognised her.

"Drugs, please give me drugs" He moaned sitting up in bed.

"No otis no" she said sternly

"Please I'll I'll do anything" He begged her, it broke her heart to know he was that depending on them he would do anything to get them. He grabbed her top and started undoing her top buttons revealing her bra.

"Please mistress I'll make you feel real good yeah" Looking up at her pleading to let him fuck her for the drugs he so desperately wanted.

"Otis no" She said swatting his hand away

"Please I I can't do this anymore" Otis sobbed she knew the hallusinstions were causing him alot of suffering but she needed to get him off the drugs.

One night while he was asleep Lily just sat and cried. She hated what had been done to her Otis and she hated the withdrawals just as much. She hated seeing her man suffer so much. Slowly Otis's eyes flickered open and he groaned he looked around at the strange surrounding and began to panic where the hell was he? He bolted up right quickly in bed the sudden movement made him feel nauseous and dizzy, he heard a woman crying next to him he turned and saw Lily face in the duvet crying.

"Mama?" He croaked his throat was dry. Lily bolted up and looked at him stunned with tear stained eyes .

"O, Otis" She whispered.

"Mama it's you it's really you?" He stuttered with utter shock, Lily smiled wide and then burst into tears.

Otis's heart leapt to his mouth at her tears.

"Mama what's wrong mama what happened?" He said sternly taking her hand. "Mama are you ok? they didn't hurt you did they?" Lily said nothing just carried on crying.

"Mama fucking till me your Ok!!" He yelled sternly terrified the uncles had gone back on their promise.

"I'm I'm ok otis noones hurt me" She snivelled.

"Thank fuck you scared me there mama, I thought they'd hurt you" Lily wrapped her arms around him he went still and tense under her touch she could feel the nervousness of physical contact.

"Otis why are you worried about me why do you think I'd be hurt?" Lily asked.

"Nothin just making sure" He grumbled.

"Otis tell me!" She growled sternly otis flinched at her tone and looked up at her with those big round blue eyes begging her not to make him tell her.

"Come on Otis you can tell me" She said in a softer voice.

"I, the uncles said if I kept fighting if I didn't obey they would send people to hurt you" He said bluntly "I couldn't let them hurt you mama I would suffer all the abuse in the world to keep you safe" Her heart broke into a thousand peices he had submitted to the uncles sexual abuse for her, to keep her safe.

"you silly silly man" She snivelled kissing his forehead "I love you so much Otis"

"Love you too mama" Lily let him go and fetched him a glass of water his face looked at her in disbelief.

"I never thought I'd see you again" He mumbled sipping the water greedily it felt so good.

"How you feeling? She asked.

"I'm alright mama" He lied trying to ignore the sickening feeling in his stomach. She knew he was lying but didn't push it. In reality he felt like crap his heart hurt and he felt dizzy and sick the drugs were wearing off and he was feeling awful because of it.

Lily didn't tell him about his hallusinstions and the events that had happened because of them she knew it would only make him feel embarrassed and ashamed but things were about to get a hell of alot worse.

The following morning was when the sickness came he leapt out of bed and scrambled to the toilet. Lily felt so worried as she heard hin heaving and retching into the toilet from withdrawals she really wished there was something she could do to help him.

The sickness was constant it made Otis groggy it made Lily's heart break to see him suffering so much she wished there was something she could do to help him.