"Justin how come ur telling all this to me?" i asked him..i really wanted to know the answer.
"Well idk..i just..at the concert..when i was talking to u..i just saw smth in u..and i just couldn't let u go"he replyed...i was shocked..Justin Bieber just told me he didn't wanna let me go..ohmygash!
"U don't think I'm a crazy fan?"
"well even if u were,ur not being crazy fan right now..and yesterday at the beach u were normal..u were i guess being u"
"U know i have ur posters all over the room,don't u?"
"i guess i know" i didn't wanna say anything else...he's just waiting for me to explode..and to ask him for his autograph..and that and this ...
We arrived at the McDonald's..took our orders and sat down..ppl were looking at us..some two hot chicks came to us and asked Justin "Hey handsome can we have ur autograph?"
"Sure babe..there u go"he signed and they left
He does that to everyone..flirts with everyone..i'm just a game to him
"_ i don't do that with everyone..ur the first girl i took out after meet and greets"
what? did i just say that out loud?
"u heard me saying that?"
"yes"he giggled "Justin..."
"Yes?"
"I am a crazy fan..but i know u now..and i see u as a normal person...and since we're going on dates..i have to tell u that i would never want to be with u because of ur fame...even when i didn't know u..when u were just a celebrity for me..i never ever thought 'goosh i wanna be with him because he's famous'..everyone knows ur a great person...and that's why millions of girls are in love with u..."
He was just looking at me...smiling..
"I really needed to say that to u..i don't want u to think 'she's gonna explode every second and she'll kill me or smth' ...when i'm with u i'm being myself..."
"Well _ that's good to know..cause i really like u..and even though i'm leavin in 3 days...i wanna stay in touch with u..i mean i really really really like u...not just the way u look..i looove ur personality..i've never met a girl like u _...there's something about u that i really like..and Caitlin never had that..no1 ever had that..."
"why thank u" i smiled to him "_ u have a beautiful smile..do u know that?"
"thank u..u too"
and we continued talking about random stuff..i felt a relief by telling him that..i really wanted him to know how i feel about him...
we were in the McDonald's 'till 9:30pm then we went to the beach...we were just sitting there..talking... I never thought that i'll go on a date with Justin Bieber...ofc i was dreaming about that but who's not...
it was 10:45 and Justin drove me home...he walked me to the door...we were just staring at eachothers eyes...i got lost in them...
"Tonight was amazing..thank u Justin"
"no,thank u" we giggled...
this time i started leaning in...we were only a few inches apart when i held his face and he held my waist...ans that's when our lipsed touched..it was just a small inocent kiss..nothing too much..his lips were so soft on mines..i never wanted this to end...i wanted to freeze the moment..i moved away and i out my arms around his neck...
"so u kiss on a second date?"
"no...i kiss when i'm sure i really like someone" and i let him go..i gave him one more quick kiss on the lips..said goodnight and went to my house...
I ran upstairs...called Lauren and told her everything..she was screaming and saying congarts...
I went on my facebook and sent Josh a message..
'Josh...listen..u know ur my best friend..and i don't wanna loose u..but we have to talk...tomorrow 11am at the beach..'
I went on twitter,on Justins profile..he already tweeted 'Had a great time tonight..i'm still in California having a great time witha special person =)'
I'm 100% sure girls are freaking out right now..but i didn't care..i tweeted 'Had a blast with my special person tonight..thank u ;)'
I washed my makeup..went to bed and...realised i kissed JUSTIN BIEBER tonight...i was really tired so i fell asleep...
