The song started mellow. It kicked up a beat every few seconds and Hichigo couldn't help but tap his fingers to the beat. His eyes were closed and his usual grin was no where to be found as of yet. He bobbed his head to the song, its melody ringing in his head.

You let me violate you

His grin came into fruition as the lyrics began. He always listened to this song after Akiru leaves his world. This song fit so well for her it scared him. It told of his feelings for her in a nutshell.

You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you

She let him do all of these things, and with a smile too. He enjoyed having her around as a playmate. She was fun, for more than fighting.


(Help me...)
I broke apart my insides
(Help me...)
I've got no soul to sell
(Help me...)
The only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself,

This song depicted the only feelings he kept inside, and it foretold what he wanted with Akiru.

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God

He grinned as he bobbed his head to the song. He wanted to fuck her like an animal, that was true. And she did bring him closer to whatever god there might be out there. When he felt her from the inside, he lost all known being of this plane.

You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything

She can damn well have his everything.

(Help me...)
You tear down my reason
(Help me...)
It's your sex I can smell
(Help me...)
You make me perfect
Help me become somebody else

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God

His grin widened as his eyes remained closed and he imagined the smell of her sex. It was delicious and drove him to nothing short of ecstasy.

The song moved on to a musical tyranny and he shook his head back and forth to the beat with a grin. He tapped his foot and spent the lap in lyrics imagining his last visit with Akiru. The taste still lingered in his mouth and his back throbbed at the memory of her nails digging into his albino skin.

He licked his lips and growled as he became much to aroused for his liking. He looked down at the duration of the song and tried to focus on that.

When he was horny and alone, bad things happened, and even though he liked to cause bad things, this was one which he did not like happening to his body.

His grin lowered and he tapped his foot again to the beat as it increased in volume. The music was weird in his opinion, the humans did have some sick way of showing their off-set emotions, but he wasn't complaining. It was good music.

The beat sped up and he tapped his index finger along with the speed. His head followed with the bass within the beat and he grinned yet again as the song continued.

The song soon came to a slow halt and faded off into whatever depths of insanity it had come from. Hichigo stood up and began to search for another song to listen to. He cursed the slight limp and went to walk it off.

As he walked, a thought hit him.

"My existence isn't flawed...I'm fuckin' AWESOME!!" His laughter filled the world as he listened to the next song.