Something is bugging me - so badly. This was something that I had to deal with on my own. Why did Logan wait so long? Was there something going on with Logan's life? Did he have another girlfriend before and he had to dump them before he started to ask me out? Did the girl not want to give him up? What was I going to do? I looked around and looked at my laptop as I got an IM from Chase.

Chase_-Matthews: Hey Zoe, you look a little down in the dumps.

Zoey-Brooks: Hey Chase and its nothing really. I mean it was something happened earlier today.

Chase_-Matthews: I'm sure you can tell me - I won't Judge you at all.

Zoey-Brooks: Logan waited too long to ask me out and I wanted to know why he did and so many questions appeared in my head. Like did he have a girlfriend and she didn't want to let him go? You know?

Chase_-Matthews: That's nothing to be worried.

Zoey-Brooks: How am I suppose not worry? Is there something wrong with me?

Chase_-Matthews: No! There isn't. As Logan's roommate - He was having a really hard time on knowing when the right time would be.

Zoey-Brooks: Well, he missed his chance.

~Zoey-Brooks signed off~

I didn't want to know what else could happen during the chat - so I had to log out. There was no way that I was going to be able keep track of everything if something happened to me. Logan - why did you wait? Was there someone else? I'm pretty sure there was. As long as I've been friends with Logan he was known as a player. A lot of girls wanted him when they saw him with me. So that's what happened. Other girls took their chance to be with him when I wasn't around. I can't believe that jerk. During class - I just got up and walked ou of the class, making sure that it was because I wasn't feeling well. I wasn't. It was all because of what there could've been with Logan. Thinking about was making my stomach turn and I just had to get out of the class.

I walked around the campus not really sure if I wanted to go home or not. To the dorm or not. Something told me that I should just head to Grandma and Grandpa's house in Boston - well I haven't told Dustin yet but Grandma and Grandpa moved to Califorina to be closer to everyone else because it was only fair. It's not like that we wouldn't take a plane out to go see them. I didn't want to be here anymore - everything was just crazy. I can't take Dustin or myself out yet - I'll wait until Thanksgiving and then we can go see our grandparents. They wanted to tel us something anyways. It's not like we can't be anymore richer then we arleady are - can we? Maybe something is totally wrong but I know for a fact that I can't wait anymore for this to happen. I walked around the campus as classes were being led out. Thanksgiving was only a week away - and the school must really not like kids that much - instead of a few days like most schools it's a whole week, Monday to Monday.

"Zoey!" Dustin said running over to me.

"Hey Dustin. What's up?"

"Zoey, mom exted me - she said Grandma and Grandpa moved into this new location - and it's here in California. Did you know about that?"

Here I goes. I have to tell him now. I hope he won'thate me for not telling him. "Yes Dusti. I did know - I was going to tell you. I promise."

"Zoe, I'm not mad at you - I promise." Dustin smiled at me. "Look - when can we go see them?"

"Thanks." I smiled back at him. "I was thinking we can go see them Thanksgiving?" I asked him. "I'll just send a text to mom and dad - ask them what they want to do."

"Thanks Zoe! You're the best biggest sister." Dustin said hugging me - I couldn't let him down.

"You better get going to class, I'll see you later."

I walked towards my next class - this class had Logan in it. What was I going to do - there was no way that I was able to deal with everyone today. I took a deep breathe and looked at this outside the box. If Logan and I did date - and we broke up, we would ruin our friendship. I rather not see where this was going. I walked to class and sat in the back.


Logan-Reese: Zoey, we need to talk

Logan-Reese: Zoey please answer me

Logan-Reese: I feel bad for what happened. I want to make it up to you.

Zoey-Brooks: Logan go away. I don't want to talk to you. You ruined the chance you had. You can find someone else. We just aren't meant to be together.

Logan-Reese: Zoey - Please, I'm begging you to give me another chance.

Zoey-Brooks: Logan, no means no. You hurt me in more ways than one.

Logan-Reese: Zoey...I'm sorry. I just didn't know what would happened if I didn't let my guard down. I wanted to get you something extra speical in a way you would say yes when I asked out you.

Zoey-Brooks: Give it to some other girl Logan!

~Zoey-Brooks signed out~