Summery: Akako. Hidan's Younger sister left Rain for Kohana after her brother left. She misses him dearly. She also uses a scythe as her brother does. Only her had two blades. Its Red and Black. She is also immortal but doesn't tell anyone. She is only 15 . Way Younegr then her brother. She looks juss like him too. Will she be able to find love..? Stay There…? Find Her Brother..? Read To Find Out :D

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto D: But I do own Akako! D: I also don't own MCR'S Famous Last Words D:. (its in for the background she isn't singing it!)

A.N- I have had great ideas for this! Thank you earthlover for reviewing and giving me ur ideas. They helped a lot. Thank You!!! I would also like to says orry fro my late update. Sigh I've gotten lazy! Ha Ha anyway here you go! And don't hate me for this chappie!!!! I might end this is a SasoDei idk maybe I might make it a tragedy orw/e anyway enjoy.. lemmi sit and be confused.

Please Jashin Sama – Chapter 6

Akako's P.O.V.

Its been a month since Sasori's return. Its gotten a little weirder I have got to admit. Deidra has been around Sasori a lot. Its starting to bother me a lot. I try not to worry about it but I can't help but worry. What if he cheats one me? Would he? maybe I don't know since Sasori was his first love. I am just the second love. I am confused. I gotta go wake Deidara up now. Him and Sasori share a room now. I walked over to his door as I dragged my feet down the hall. She heard talking well more like gay noises in the room. She bit her lip. No ot now why please no jashin sama. I opened the door with fear. I saw Deidara Next to Sasori making out. They looked like they where having a good time too.
"I HATE YOU!" I yelled as they stopped and looked at me. Deidara looked at me with such sorrow eyes.
"Akako I Un" I heard him say I picked up his clay bird sitting on the table and threw it at them hoping he blows to bits. Deidara stopped the blow before it happened. I walked out of the base crying. She was cheated on. Who knows how long it has been going on for? I couldn't take it maybe I wasn't really his love. Maybe I was being sued till he returned. I hate myself right now for believing in him! I had only my scythe and katana with me but I will run away. I don't care I fi never see my family again. Hidan he will find me eventually. I ran and ran till I got to a new village I never heard of. I looked at the sign./ I toke my cloak off and put it around me waist. I hated this. Grr! The sign said:

Welcome to the village of Thunder!

I walked through the village and found a restaurant. I walked in paying for some raman. I sat down and put my head down. Its almost sundown since the walk to here took so long. I looked at the bowl as it was placed in front of me. I turned the chop sticks in my food. By now Hidan is having a flip attack. Sigh… Why was this so hard? All I wanted was him but he went and cheated. It reminded me of a song. I let it ring through my mind.


Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I ate the soup little by little. It was getting cold. Aw well. What happened. Deidara sued to love me so much but his heart. It must have changed when he returned. There was nothing I could have done to make him love me again. He loved Sasori still. I was juss being used. Mmm. Its hard for me to understand why I still am not a whole yet. The love and life I want is so demanding. But I am too weak too speak.

As I thought my thoughts to the song lyrics I felt someone sit beside me. He was pretty hawt. He had Black hair that went to his shoulders. He had beautiful grey eyes. So mysterious too. I ate more of my soup as I saw him order the same kind I ordered. I looked at him he looked at me.

"I'm Javan." He said. I blushed a bit and shook his hand he offered me. I replayed.

"I am Akako." I said smiling he looked at me as he ate some of his soup.
"You look like u juss arrived. You got somewhere to stay?" Javan asked me . I looked down and shook me head no. He laughed.
"You can stay with me then." Javan told me I nodded as he gave me his address saying he will tidy the place up for me. I nodded. I watched him leave as I recalled more song lyrics in my mind.

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I thought about how I am not afraid to not be with him. I didn't care if I am cursed to not fall in love. But what about Javan? An dif Deidara did come back I would forgive hym. But Deidara had to understand. My eyes are looking to a brighter day. My heart is outta there I am gonna move on and find someone else. But yet I feel weak. I did it wrong. I left the criminals. And I am still stuck on the black side. I am having a hard time understanding this love.

I put my bowl on the thing and walked out of the shop. I looked at the little card in my hadn. I read the numbers on the houses looking for his. I found it and knocked don it. I heard foot steps. I saw the door open.

"I'm glad you could make it." Javan said letting me inside. I slipped my sandals off.
"Me too but can I take a bath though?" I asked cause I was dirty. He laughed and pointed out where it was. I nodded walking in that direction. I entered the room he said it was mine. It was a light pink painted with cherry blossoms. It was amazing. I put the cloak on the bed folded. I also put my scythe and katana leaning on the wall. I put my 2 headbands hanging on the wall. I put my clothes also in the closet hanging. I gotta be neat ha. I walked in the bathroom. It was huge I picked up a towel and hung it next to the bath. I turned the bathwater on. It was warm as I entered it. I laid back thinking of those song lyrics again.

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I always wanted to love the perfect guy who was the good guy but I feel for the bad guy. I remember Deidara sleeping next to me. I had words I wanted to say. I was awake and not afraid. He was asleep. I couldn't take it he was there and I didn't tell him how I felt about Sasori and look wat happened… I had words I would never speak and I was unafraid so why didn't I say it then?

I looked at the wall as I got out of the tub and got dressed. I sighed as I laid down on the bed. I had the rest of the song going through my head.

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to be dead without love. I am not afraid to be alone. I'm not afraid. Never will be. I feel asleep shortly and Javan would probably understand so I slept as long as I wanted till morning.

Whoa long. Anyway what you think? I did it kinda different this time. Did you like it? Wonder how the Brother will take it? Will new love bloom? REVIEW :D