Jiyū sat at her desk, with papers scattered all over. She was endlessly staring out the window, thinking into space. She looked nothing as she normally did in her black gowns, she wore for Levi. No, she was in her oil stained overalls, and over sized work boots that have seen better days. Her long jet black hair, tied in a bun with pencils lost inside. It had almost been a month since she had seen Levi. Spending night after night, all dressed up, waiting for him in their room. She sighed, slamming her head on the desk filled with papers."Is he even alive?" Jiyū whispered to herself. "Is who alive?" Hanji questioned. Jiyū jumped from her set, falling to the floor. "Squad Leader Hanji, You're back." She said, sitting the chair upright. "Is there something that I can get you?" Jiyū questioned. "Actually yes, I need to see the drafts for the new weapons." " Ugh, right." Jiyū stuttered, glancing around the room, looking for the blue prints. "Right just give it to me tomorrow." Hanji smiled, walking towards the door. "Wait." Jiyū stuttered again. "Is Captain Levi back, as well?" She questioned, beginning to hesitate. "Yes he back, do you need him, because I can go get him? Here let me go get him." "No. Wait." Jiyū shouted at Hanji, but it was too late. "Fuck. What do I do? What if he comes here? I'm not even dressed, properly." Jiyū thought to herself, walking back and forth in her small office.

There was a small knock at her opened door, which made her jump slightly. She turned around to see Levi standing in the doorway, looking grotesquely at her paper cluttered office. Jiyū said nothing, just studied his motions. "Did you want something?" He questioned, stepping into the room, closing the door behind him. "No, I'm sorry. Squad Leader Hanji had misunderstood" She stuttered nervously, pausing to take a breath. He grasped her face, in her fingers, pulling her ear closer towards his lips. "Beatrice informed me that you've been going to our room every night," He spoke, emotionlessly. Jiyū spoke nothing, knowing he was just stating facts. He let go of her face, walking around her office. "Do not wear white tonight. Wear scarlet." "Scarlet?" She questioned, wondering why he did not want to stick with traditional white. He did not respond. Walking towards the door, opening it . "Do not waste my time again," He spoke, walking out of the room. "and clean up your goddamn office." He walked away, clicking his boots down the hallway. Jiyū sighed heavily, laying on the floor beneath her.

"Um, excuse me." Armin muttered, standing in the doorway. Jiyū looked up at the young blonde, standing in the hallway. "May I help you young sir?" She questioned, sitting up finally. The boy hesitated, remembering her moans behind the black door. "Ugh, I. uh." He stuttered, trying to gather the words he wanted to say. Instead, he handed her papers. She took them, glancing over them. "You're very smart, but your measurements are slightly off." "What?" Armin quickly questioned. "If I'm correct, you are trying to design a mega bomb. This amount, " She pointed to the numbers on the paper, "Is dangerous. It will kill everyone in its path. It's would be a suicide bomb." Armin sighed, feeling that he had failed. Jiyū smiled at him, placing her arm around his neck. "Don't worry about it kid, I'll fix it, but hey, you should consider join us." She laughed. Armin smiled slightly, wondering what she was to Captain Levi. "What was Levi doing to you in that room?" He questioned, feeling kinda worried for the girl. "Don't worry about it Armin." She giggled again, trying to avoid the topic. "How did you know my name?" "You've written it on your blueprints." "Oh," He muttered. Jiyū released him, taking the papers to her desk.. "You shouldn't let Levi Heichou do those things to you." He whispered, looking away from her. She walked back over towards him, looking up slightly. For a young man, who had the appearance of a ten-year old girl, he was tall. Pulling him down by the collar, she kissed him on the lips. Armin's eyes widen, feeling her soft lips on his. Jiyū parted, before he was able to get into it. He stood there speechless, which made Jiyū giggle at his confused face. "Don't worry about Armin, I know how to take care of myself." He grabbed her face, giving her a look of concern. "Please be careful." Jiyū giggled again, slapping his face with her hand. "Good afternoon Armin. Come back tomorrow and maybe I'll have fixed you measuring errors." She said, walking to the door. Armin stopped in the doorway, looking down at her with worry in his face. She grinned up at him, soon sticking out her tongue at him. "For the last time, stop-" "I know," He paused, finding the courage to say what he wanted to say next. "Say "Freedom" if you want to get out of his grasps." "Armin please-" "No, Jiyū please. I admire your work, I would love to be your under study, but I can't do that if you're injured or dead." Jiyū looked up at him questionable, "Armin, What makes you think he's trying to hurt me?" "Last time, you were.."He paused, trying to explain what he thought had happened. "You were crying… I could hear you behind the door." He paused again, looking away from her. "What you think happened didn't happen," She paused, thinking of a way to explain. "Armin, If I can design weapons of mass destruction, I can snap a man's neck within two seconds," She patted his face softly, "So don't worry. I'll be fine." Jiyū giggled one last time, pushing him out of the doorway, so she could close it.

Leaning against the door, she listened for his footsteps to walk away. Which eventually happened, "I wonder why he is so set on Levi hurting me?" She questioned to herself, watching the sunset in her window. Jiyū sighed heavily, looking around her cluttered office, "Might as well." She whispered to herself, using her body weight to push herself of the door.

Jiyū finally finished organizing her office, taping important paper to the windows. She looked out the window, noticing that it was beyond late, and that Levi would've been waiting for her already. "Shit" She screamed running out her office and down the hall. Jiyū quickly ran back to her office, remembering to lock it.

Halfway down the street she got stopped by Beatrice's carriage. "Where the hell were you?" Jiyū climbed in, "I was stuck at the office, I'm sorry." She apologized, trying to catch her breath. "Levi is already there and waiting. Tonight is a big night for you, and look what a great start you have going." Beatrice sighed, staring out the window. "Are you scared?" She questioned. Jiyū looked down, "A little. I honestly don't see what the big deal is." "He's your first, so it is a big deal. You may even fall in love with him." Jiyū looked over towards Beatrice, becoming curious towards her statement. "Is that what happened between you and Commander Erwin?" Beatrice glanced over towards Jiyū, but returned her gaze towards the window. "He is a free man, and I just a Mistress. It is my job to pleasure him in any way, no matter if it isn't me who is pleasing him." She paused, feeling the sadness scatter into the pit of her stomach. "I will always love him. Always."

The carriage soon stopped, in front of the chattery brothel. "What if someone was to interfere this evening?" Jiyū questioned, stepping out of the carriage behind Beatrice. "That is unlikely to happen, tonight you are not in the black room, nor will Captain Levi be taking orders this evening. He has you for the rest of the night and until the afternoon of tomorrow, in the silk room." "The silk room?"

Both women walked into the brothel, entering the back rooms. Two handmaids began undressing Jiyū, leading her to a small tub of water. She stepped in, continuing her conversation with Beatrice. "Isn't the silk room only meant for you and Erwin?" "Yes, but tonight in honor of your deflowering, We have rearranged the Silk room for you and Captain Levi. Also tonight you will being wearing this." Jiyū stepped out of the tub, watching other handmaids hand Beatrice, a silk dress, that looked as it was made from rose gold. She watched in awe, as they pinned her hair up, letting a few strands fall down. They slipped her in the rose gold dress, leaving Beatrice to lace it up. She felt Jiyū tremble beneath her, "Do not be afraid, he will take care of you, and if he hurts you in any way, I will cut his dick off and shove it down his throat." Jiyū laughed slightly at Beatrice's remark, "Thanks for those words of wisdom." " Hey," Beatrice turned Jiyū around, looking down at the short women, "You look like a goddess, even better than I do. He may fall over dead once he sees you." She smiled, trying to reassure her. "Lets go."

They walked up the stairs together. Out of the corner of Jiyū's eye, she saw young Armin sitting with his friends, his mouth dropped. She smiled at him before continuing up the stairs. Jealousy, creeped through his chest, but he couldn't understand why.

Standing in front of golden doors with seahorses carved into it, Jiyū' listened to her heart beat. It was beating faster than it had ever done before, "Wait," She grabbed a her dress, wanting Beatrice to stop knocking at the golden doors. "Jiyū' calm down. There is no need for one of your panic attacks." She whispered, as the doors opened slowly. Jiyū' stared at it them terrifyingly. "I can't," She stepped back, "Yes you can," Beatrice shouted, pushing Jiyū' into the room. "Freedom." She whispered softly