Chapter 7
Lauren's p.o.v
The rest of the weekend went pretty fast. Joey was at work most of the time so we didn't really see him which was good the way he was acting around Ryan was starting to wind me up.
"I can't believe your leaving in an hour " i said before hugging Ryan tightly.
"I know this weekend really has flown " he said smiling as we pulled out of our hug.
"Are you sure you can't stay for a little bit longer" i questioned.
"No sorry babe i really need to get back to work" he said.
"OK well promise me you will try and come back soon"i pleaded.
"Sure babe you know i hate being away from you for long" he said smiling.
I really wasn't looking forward to Ryan going home i was going to miss him but that's not the only reason no matter how much i tell Joey nothing is going to happen between us I'm scared that when Ryan's not here i might not be able to resist him.
We were in the Vic having a drink before the Taxi came to take Ryan and Lily to the airport.
"Who wants another round "i questioned everyone nodded so i went to the bar and was waiting to be served when i felt someone stand next to me.
"So lover boy goes home today" he stated.
"Yes he does and will you stop calling him that he has a name its Ryan " i said annoyed.
Its like he has this way of knowing exactly what to do to constantly annoy me.
"I can't wait to see what is going to happen when he is not around to stop it " he said smirking.
"What are you talking about "i questioned confused and annoyed at the same time.
"Between me and you obviously" he replied still smirking.
"I have already told you nothing is going to happen between us ever again" i said.
"And i have already told you it is only a matter of time " he said sighing.
"How many time it was just a kiss and one that didn't mean anything now will you just move on cause i have" i whispered.
"If it meant nothing to you why didn't you tell Ryan about it" he questioned.
"I didn't tell him cause whats the point in hurting him when it didn't mean anything " i said.
"Babe the taxi's here "Ryan shouted from the door.
"Oh OK " i said before hugging him tightly.
"I'm really going to miss you " he said pulling away.
"I'm going to miss you two " i said before kissing him passionately.
"I love you" he said before walking out to the taxi.
"I love you to" i said as i shut the door of the taxi.
Before i knew it the taxi was gone and i was just standing there thinking.
My head really is all over the place i have no idea how i feel anymore.
"Are you coming back in for another drink sweetheart " mum questioned smiling.
"No i think I'm just going to go a have a hot shower I'll see you later" i said before walking home.
I got in the shower and just let the hot water wash away all my worries away it made me feel so much better.
I was getting into my pajamas when i heard the door slam shut downstairs i finished getting dressed and went downstairs to see everybody watching a film.
I decided to get a hot chocolate before going to watch the film with them.
"You left in a hurry" Joey said from behind me.
"No i didn't i just felt quite upset after Ryan left so i decided to come back here" i said sighing.
"If you that upset why didn't you go back with him" he questioned.
"Cause my mum needs me she is sick if she wasn't i wouldn't have come back in the first place"i said.
"OK so maybe your mum is the reason you came back but she isn't the only reason you want to stay" he said.
"What do you mean" i questioned already knowing the answer.
"I mean that I'm one of the reasons you want to stay" he said.
"Yer right whatever you say I'm not in the mood for this right now" I said going to leave the room with my hot chocolate but Joey grabbed my arm and turned me around.
"Tell me you didn't feel anything when we kissed" he said while putting my hot chocolate on the table.
"No i didn't" i tried to say but he crashed our lips together.
I know i should have pushed him away but i just couldn't i just responded.I really don't know what is wrong with me i really need to snap out of it.
"Joey, Lauren are you going to come and watch this film"mum shouted from the living room.
We sprang apart as soon as we heard my mums voice i looked at him for a second before walking back into the living room.
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