Hii, sorry it's been so long! Apologies to all and thankyouu to everyone who's stuck with me and reviewed, you guys keep me going.
This is a long one, some J&E actions, be prepared, hope you're happy with it as it's my first attempt at lemons.
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Chapter 7

Happiness

Edward

"Come on Edward, you can do it, focus," Carlisle shouted encouragingly at me for across the garden.

I'd been here now for over an hour practicing on controlling my abilities. The only one that's become active is my telekinesis and trying to control it has been hard. I'm exhausted and sweating through my shirt.

A variety of objects glittered the grass, ranging from a piece of paper, a pen, a small rock, one of Emmet's footballs and a book.

Jasper was also sitting on the floor watching me with a worried expression. "Carlisle, I think Edward's had enough look, he's exhausted!" Exclaimed Jasper clearly not happy by the look of me.

"No," I said firmly, "I need to do this."

All I'd managed to do so far was to levitate the piece of paper and barely roll the pen over. I knew it would be hard but this is impossible!

I stared at the pen again unblinking, visualising in my head what I wanted it to do. I began to sweat again by the intensity and could feel my fingertips tingling and then the pen moved, rolled over a centimeter and stopped. I dropped my gaze; let out all the air I'd been holding in and groaned. I couldn't do it.

Jasper feeling my disappointment and frustration at myself got up and lifted my chin. "It's okay Edward; this is your first day at doing this. It'll get easier in time trust me."

"I know, I just… I can't do it. Is there something wrong with me? Am I even a Warlock? I don't feel like one," I grumbled upset.

"Of course you're a Warlock, you moved them didn't you? That's something Edward. And remember, you threw me into a wall," laughed Jasper.

I blushed, "sorry about that again."

"It's okay, you were angry, I understand. Plus, you didn't really mean to do that, did you?"

I shook my head.

"Actually, that gives me an idea," Jasper mumbled to himself.

He ran over to Carlisle and whispered something to him, "we could try it," replied Carlisle shrugging. Grinning Jasper ran into the house and came back a second later with Emmet and Rose following behind, a smug grin on Emmet's face.

"Eddie can't do it, huh? Guess he's not Warlock enough," Laughed Emmet.

I blushed, embarrassed and slightly hurt by his comment.

"Awh, I'm sorry Eddie. Did I hurt your feelings? Are you gonna cry?" Emmet laughed again.

I frowned confused; Emmet's never this harsh when he jokes around. But he's not joking around, a voice in my head said; he's just speaking the truth. You can't do it Edward, you're not a Warlock, you're pathetic, you're just a wimpy kid with no family, no friends, no one.

My face burned in embarrassment and humiliation, my eyes blurred with tears that threatened to fall and I could still hear Emmet's harsh laughter and cruel digs at me from across the garden.

"Emmet," I heard Carlisle warm.

"What?" Rose answered, "He's only speaking the truth! He's pathetic, can barely move a pen for Christ's sake! He's no Warlock."

My hands balled into fists and tears streamed down my face.

"Rose!" Jasper shouted this time.

And then I heard the last of it, "Good thing his father isn't here, wouldn't want to see the disappointment on his face."

"SHUT UP!" I screamed.

Rose and Emmet lifted off the ground and went flying backwards into the woods, he hit two trees, which snapped and splinted at the force then fell with a huge crash. All the objects on the grass in front of me also lifted off the ground and went flying in every direction. Carlisle dodged out the way as a book sailed by his head and Jasper ducked as the rock nearly hit him in the face.

Panting I looked at what I'd just done then ran from the garden, tears blurring my vision as I took the stairs two at a time and ran to Jaspers room, through to his adjoining bathroom and slammed the door. I know running to someone else's room isn't the best idea but at that moment I had nowhere else to go. The Home was too far to walk from here and I didn't particularly want to be there anyway.

I curled up on the floor and let the tears flow, my body shook with sobs as what Emmet had said repeated through my head.

"Good thing his father isn't here, wouldn't want to see the disappointment on his face."

Is that true? Would my father really be disappointed in me if he saw me now?

"Edward?" Asked Jasper, knocking on the door. "I'm sorry about Emmet and Rose, they didn't mean those things, they was just trying to get under your skin."

I sniffed, wiped my eyes of the tears, stood and slowly opened the door. "It's okay Jasper, you don't have to lie, I know what they said was true." I said sadly with my head down.

Jasper touched my face, bringing it up so he could look into my eyes, "they're not true Edward, the things they said. It's my fault they said them anyway," admitted Jasper frowning. "I got this stupid idea that if Emmet got you a little mad then maybe your power would come out like last time, but Rose opened her big mouth and took it too far and hurt your feelings."

My brows deepened in confusion and hurt crossed my features again, "you told them to say those things to me? About my father?" I whispered appalled.

Jasper eyes widened, "no, no, no! Of course I didn't tell them to say those things! I just told Emmet to joke around with you, get you a little pissed. I didn't expect Rose to say those things; she went too far. She knows what she said was wrong, I'm really sorry for suggesting such a stupid thing. I should have known Rose would join in and take things too far; Rose is just jealous and upset at the moment, she doesn't trust you."

Jasper brushed his thumbs under my eyes, picking up what's left of my tears, then hugging me to his chest. Being a few inches taller than me, my head only coming to just under his, so I pressed my face into his neck and snuggled closer.

"Your important to me you know, Edward. I'd never do anything to hurt you on purpose. I may do some stupid things but I'd never hurt you intentionally."

I nodded into his neck and gripped the back of his shirt not wanting to leave his embrace. He said I was important to him.

We stood embracing for a few more minutes when there was a knock at the door. Jasper released me and turned to face the door and letting out a quiet, "come in."

The door opened and Emmet popped his head in, "I'm really sorry Edward, you know I didn't mean what I said and Rose is sorry too, even if she won't come and apologies too you, she knows what she said was hurtful and mean. I didn't mean to hurt you, I was just joking around is all. I'm really sorry, man, forgive me?" He asked with pleading eyes.

I nodded, not trusting my voice. I know I must look a mess with a blotchy face and blood shot eyes.

"Thanks Eddie," Emmet beamed returning to his annoying nickname for me once all was forgiven, he came in and squeezed me into a hug. "I'll catch you later, maybe we can play a little xbox before you leave?"

I smiled and nodded, "yeah, maybe."

Emmet left us alone then and Jasper turns to me, "how about a shower? I think you could need one."

I look down at my sweaty clothes and grimace, "yeah, thanks."

"There's a clean towel already in there, you can use that and you can borrow one of my shirts and sweats," Says Jasper smiling.

"Jasper," Carlisle calls from his office.

"I'll be right back," he says leaving the room.

Walking into his adjoining bathroom, I lock the door and peel off my sweaty clothes. Turning the shower on I let it warm up a little before jumping in, grabbing Jasper's shampoo and shower gel I scrub myself clean and smile and the thought that I'll come out smelling like Jasper.

Rinsing off all the soap I hop out and grab the towel drying off my body. I pull on my boxers from before and head back into Jaspers room towel drying my hair.

I hear a gasp and I enter the room and look up to find Jasper wide eyed and staring, at me. I blush and move the towel to cover my chest.

Jasper steps toward me and pushes the towel out of my grasp, his cold, marble fingers trail over my damp chest making goose bumps raise over my skin.

"Beautiful," he murmurs.

I can't help but gasp at the feeling of his fingers caressing my skin, his fingers move and gently graze my nipples causing them to harder at the touch, I let out a soft moan as Jasper brushes over my nipples again.

My fingers grasp his shoulders that quickly work their way into his honey coloured hair, gripping for dear life.

Jasper's lips brush against my chest, trailing them up my neck and to my jaw where he stops and peppers my skin with kisses. I gasp and moan at the sensation, gripping onto Jasper's hair harder.

He trails his nose across my jaw and to where I want his lips the most, he kisses the corner before hovering over my gasping lips, I can feel his breath as it puffs and brushes over my mouth.

"Can I kiss you here, Edward?" he breathes.

"Yes, God Yes," I plead.

His lips crash against mine, it's not soft or gentle but rough and passionate and completely amazing. His cold lips mould against my warm ones as we both gasp for breath. His tongue gently flicks against my bottom lip asking for entrance and I willingly comply, my mouth opens inviting him in, as his tongue touches mine we moan together at the feeling and gone is the gentleness again as our tongues fight, trying to taste one another as much as we can.

His hands are around my waist, gripping and pulling me tighter against him even after my body's moulded to his. My hands are in his hair pulling at the strands trying to bury myself within him.

We're consumed with each other and in that moment nothing else existed.

Jasper gasps, moving himself away from me, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that," Jasper says, gently touching his lips with his fingers.

"N… no, don't be sorry, I liked it… I like you," I admitted blushing and looking at the ground.

I feel Jasper's hands on my face again, lifting my eyes to meet his, "you mean that?" He asks, hope shinning in his eyes.

"Yes."

"I like you too Edward, so much," he whispers against my lips before peppering my lips with little, loving pecks.

"You don't know how long I've waited for this. Since the first day I saw you, I couldn't keep my eyes off you," he whispers resting his forehead against mine.

"Really?" I beam, amazed at how this man could be interested in me.

"Really," he laughs. "Now how about we get some clothes on you before I attack you again?"

I look down and blush; I'd completely forgotten that I was only wearing boxers. He grabs a shirt and some sweats from his draws and chucks them at me, "here, where these, I'll put your ones in the wash."

"Thank you, really," I smile pulling the sweats on.

"It's okay, I'll be right back." Jasper picks up my dirty clothes left in a flash and returns a few seconds later, sat next to me on his settee and relaxes. "You must be exhausted after today, I can take you home if you'd like."

"I am a little, but I don't want to leave yet, I want to spend time with you."

He smiles and pulls me closer to him on the settee, "that's fine by me," he replied as I rest my head on his chest.

"So… um… w-what are we?" I ask nervously. I mean we've kissed and we both admitted we like each other so where do we go from here? Are we a couple now, or what?

"You mean, are we boyfriends?" Jasper asks grinning.

Nodding, he pulls me tighter against him, "yes, if that's what you want."

"It is," I said smiling.

"Mmm," Jasper grinned kissing me on the lips again, "what about at school? Can I call you my boyfriend there?"

I froze for a second, if they new I'd be tormented, the laughing stock of the whole school, but then, that's what I was anyway so who cares if I'm gay? I'm going to be the happiest guy walking around with Jasper holding my hand, so who cares what they think or say?

"Yes" I reply. 'If that's what you want, then yes."

"You're amazing you know that, beautiful, smart, loving and just, amazing," said whispers stroking my cheek.

He kisses my lips softly, brushing them against mine while tenderly stroking my cheek. I wrap my arms around his neck, my fingers entwining into his hair. I gasp at how amazing it feels, kissing Jasper, him holding me so delicately. He presses his lips harder against mine, deepening the kiss, his tongue slides out sweeping against my lips, begging for entrance that I willingly give. His tongue touches mine and we both moan; the kiss deepens further as we grip at each other, trying to get closer. I gasped as he lifts me up and places me on his lap, I moan as our erections touch through our clothing. His hands slid down my back, over my hips where they land on my ass, Jasper grips tightly, squeezing as he pushes our hard cocks closer, I gasp and groan at the sensations running through my body, it feels amazing, he feels amazing pressed up against me. I don't care that we're going to fast, everything just feels so good; I don't want it to end.

"You drive me crazy, you know that," Jasper groans into my mouth. "You feel so good."

Jaspers kisses soon slow down, though continuing to give me loving pecks on the lips. I'm grateful, even at how amazing that felt, I don't want to rush things with Jasper. His hands remain on my ass, though he's stopped brushing out erections together. Resting our heads against one another we catch our breath.

"We really need to slow down," laughed Jasper.

I giggled nodding.

"Watch a film and cuddle with me?" asked Jasper getting up.

"Sure," we ruffle through his film collection, finally deciding on one together and snuggle into his settee, lying on our sides with Jaspers chest pressed against my back, his arms circle around me and I sigh in happiness.


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