A/N:

As said in the previous chapter I made a Alec(Dean)/Rachel vid, however the whole address didn't come up on last time I posted it. You can either grab it off my profile,I can put it up on youtube, let me know.

Alec/Dean: mmm I love when she Speecifies....

Sam: Dude shut up you've had her...

Alec/Dean: you shut up you had her too

Sam: -Blushes- yeah....

Max: -Grumbles- MEN!

And now without further ado here's the continuation of Ghosts Of Ben.

Max Laid on her couch listening to a 'Ghosts of Ben' song on the Radio, just thinking about the day she told Alec to leave TC. It hadn't gone down the way it should have. Asha being there had upset her, she was going to finally make her choice. She knew it was Alec, she'd just used her heat as a valid excuse for cheating on Logan. Things with Logan had been going sour for awhile, he was jealous of Alec, and with good reason some of the time. Alec could understand what she'd gone through at Manticoreand all. She even trusted Alec more than she ever trusted Logan. But when she saw that slut Asha with Alec she changed her mind and decided to stay with Logan, despite the fact that he'd become abusive towards her.

[Flashback 2 years ago]

Logan had seen to it that Max had very little to do with TC, he knew Alec was gone but he was still a threat to Logan. Max had hardly left Joshua's old house unless it was a TC emergency or Logan needed something, instead she was back to taking orders and being treated like shit. Max had effectively went from SuperSoldier to the maid for 'Eyes Only', he didn't have the physical strength to kick her ass or the ability to touch her without dying, but he found that using a baseball bat was effective. Max had even started to believe the things Logan had said. This particular day he'd come in from whatever it was he did when he went out, he found that like ordered she'd cleaned the house which meant that she would likely be watching tv. She hated being cooped up and he knew it. As he suspected she was watching tv but what she was watching made his blood boil. She had on and interview with 'Ghosts Of Ben' up to this point he hadn't even known that this was Alec's band that's why she was "Allowed" to listen to them, Logan himself hated the music. But when he saw her entranced watching Him on the TV Logan lost it and grabbed his baseball bat then swung it at her head, not once did her eyes leave Alec's face on the screen but she'd caught the bat mid swing and shoved it back to it hit logan in the face. Somehow seeing Alec...her Alec on the TV made her remember how strong she really was. As Alec talked about the inspiration for the song "Rusted From The Rain" she turned and looked at Logan.

"This Here...We're done"

Logan Smiked

"He won't want you Max. You're broken. Deffective. Noone wants you"

She shook her head

"You're wrong. I'm leaving and there's nothing you can do about it"

Logan frowned and watched helplessly as Max walked out of his life for good this time.

[END FLASHBACK]

She sighed softly wondering if maybe she should just come clean with Alec and tell him everything, she wasn't entirely sure he'd believe her if she did though. But one thing was for sure, she wasn't going to let him down again she loved him too much to do that.