JPOV

My dear Alice found me lying dazed in a pile of... everything. I had destroyed the bear out of rage and hunger, so now it's flesh was strewn across the ground with my brother's. I let out terrified, dry sobs and she held my hand through the whole thing. I did not watch as Carlisle and the others walked silently into the clearing and gathered together all of the pieces.

I did watch, however, as my love lit a match and threw it onto the pile. Everyone's emotions were drowning me as we watched as what was left of our brother and son burnt up into a purple cloud. Of all my family, I felt that Alice was the least upset. I looked down to her and she smiled at me.

"Did anyone else listen when he would day dream at home?" We all shook our heads no.

"We knew he was stressed.... we tried to give him some privacy" Esme could barely muster the words.

"I did." My Alice said, her eyes focused deeply on the flame. "He spent his day dreams with Bella. Somehow he knew... he knew he loved her... or at least he was supposed to. I suppose the thought of her drove him insane..." She trailed off and laid her head securely on my chest. I took a deep breath and considered what I would do next. Alice noticed.

"We're not mad at you, sweetie." She smiled up to me. "He was miserable here. He just wanted to be with is Bella. And although it pains us so for him to be gone... I know I'm just happy he'll finally be happy." Everyone nodded and looked at me with sorry eyes. The mood lifted almost completely.

"I... I could feel how he felt after his day dreams. After that last one at school, he was so thirsty and I don't even think he noticed. I did... I felt so thirsty that when he got in my way... well I couldn't help it. I'm so... I'm so sorry..." I looked forward and focused too on the flame. Anything but looking into their eyes.

We stood for hours and watched at the flame grew smaller and smaller until it burnt out. Slowly each couple drifted away from the ash and walked back home. I stayed the longest, and because I stayed, so did Alice. Once dawn threatened overhead I looked down to her and frowned.

"Alice?" She looked up to me.

"Yes, dear?" She sounded at peace.

"Let's go home. I... I need to lie down." She nodded.

"Yes, let's." We turned, holding hands, and walked back home.


A/N:

I must admit, I'm not as good at Jasper's point of view. I really do hate having him be the 'bad guy' in a sense, and I've used Emmett as the 'bad guy' before, but I needed his... empathyness here so... -shrugs-

Okay... if you didn't notice, the cliff from Edward's day dreams was the one in La Push. The one Bella goes cliff diving from in New Moon? Yes. I thoguht it would be interesting to throw something of the Pack's in here just because they didn't have a place in this story.

I felt like going to the meadow as Alice had suggested in chapter two had less meaning because there weren't any memories of him with Bella...

I thought I remembered in one of the books in the series that Edward was seen with like... his long, slender hands picking apart his lunch or something... I tried to picture that but then I pictured a woman's hands so that kinda bothered me... 0.o

In chapter three, Jasper did not come to help Edward with... well what was left of Bella. He probably would have fought with Edward over her blood... I can just picture -arnold schwartzenwhatthefuckishislastname voice- GIRLY MAN Jasper sitting all emo at the lunch table by himself... xD

Haha... in chapter three Alice smacked Edward... like FOUR TIMES! HAHAHAHAHA!!! -clears throat- -straightens shirt-... MOVING ON!

Chapter four... I think I made Jacob run off in one of my other stories, and I swear to god I picture the same fucking rock with the same little pond thingy that EVERYONE goes to when they run off in my stories... how odd... 0.o

-giggles- Edward was NAKED in chapter four!! xD

Okay, that's all I got. In this chapter I ALMOST made Jasper make a joke... but it didn't fit right with the whole... you know sad thing so... yeah. Anyway I was gonna say that HE was gonna say there was no dry eye as they watched the fire... but obviously ALL of their eyes would be dry because they CANT cry!! -doubles over laughing- Okay not that funny but what ever...

I totally loved those daydreams Edward had. They were my FAVORITE part of this whole story! That and the interest of killing Edward off for like the zillionth time since I started writing... I'm an Edward fan but DAMN it's fun to kill him...

Anyway... I'll be writing more soon so... yeah go read it! Put me on author alert! Go read my other stuff or something! -cough-

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