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Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto
Warning: Not many...some naked guy, some sexual content...A little bit of strong language...
A/N: Ok, here it is, at last, the next chapter! Omg, how long has it been since I updated? =O Do I still have any reader? I'm sorry, I had a major block! . But I hope you guys like this chapter, hoepefully I will update before the end of the year xD
I gave one big yawn as I stretched my stiff muscles and collapsed once again on the coach. I love the fact that I can laze around as much as I want on this mission. I stared out of the window, the sun was starting to go down, while Temari and Kankuro were having some boring talk about how it's getting harder and harder to leave the village without raising suspicions. Boring.
"How long do you plan to stay lying there, lazy ass?" Temari asked with a very angry tone, I just sighed and sat up.
"What else can we do? If any enemy approach they will surely fall for one of the traps and make a lot of noise so there is no point in getting all worked up all the time." I replied calmly, not even bothering to look at her, women sure are a drag.
As if reading my thoughts, the blonde ninja slapped me in the head and walked away, I guess she couldn't argue with my point. Kankuro just watched it all and gave a light laugh, "You guys should totally get married already. You act like an old married couple anyway." I didn't even bother to glare at him.
I decided to get out and sit under the tree to enjoy watching the clouds, and good thing I did it too, for when I opened the door I saw the secret passage appear and a silhouette quickly escape from it. "Temari, Kankuro!" I shouted as I quickly gave chase after the mysterious shadow. Did an enemy not only pass through all the traps but also managed to sneak into the secret passage? Impossible. Could it be Naruto or Gaara? Possible, but just a little. They never go out when they get together so why now? I sped up trying to catch up with the shadow and eventually I manage to make out a little orange dot, Naruto no doubt, but why? What happened that he had to go out of the hideout? Well, I could ask him as soon as I were to catch up with him, which wouldn't be too hard since he stopped in front of a random tree.
I quickly reached him and stopped next to him, but I had a feeling that I was missing something, this was Naruto after all. This was Naruto…Naruto…Naruto! I knew it was too late when it actually hit me. He turned around and gave me an apologetic grin. "Sorry for all the trouble, Shika, I'll see you back at the village." He said as he made a hand sign and in the following second he was gone, replaced by a big, white smoke. A shadow clone, as I suspected. I let a sigh escape my lips as I rushed back to the hideout.
When I reached the house, the three sand ninjas were already waiting for me and I knew the secret hideout had already been taken care of, but what worried me was the look on Temari and Kankuro face, something was wrong.
"Where's Naruto?" Gaara asked, he looked as cool as always, but I could tell he wasn't as calm and composed as he usually is. What in the world happened down there?
"He went back to the village. What's going on?" I asked even though I kinda knew the answer, there was really only one logical explanation for all this. Gaara hesitated for a while and neither of his siblings would dare to look at me, confirming my suspicions. "I'm heading back, see you later." I said and quickly turned towards the village. Naruto surely wasn't alright and, even though this whole situation was more than troublesome, I had to go check on him. After all, he is my friend.
I laid down on top of the roof of my apartment building and closed my eyes. The sun was so nice and bright today that I couldn't resist but to lay underneath it. It was a good chance for me to think and clear my mind a little as well. It's been a month and a half since it happened…Since Gaara broke up with me and my heart was broken. I remember it like it was yesterday. We had just finish having sex and were cuddling when he got up, a very serious look on his face, which would be normal to his everyday routine but with me he always had a softer expression, happier. "We can't see each other anymore," he said bluntly. To say I was shocked would be an understatement, I was perfectly petrified to have heard him correctly, so he repeated himself, to my horror. For a moment I forgot how to breathe, but he just kept on talking, saying how this was getting too dangerous and the akatsuki would eventually pick up on us and all that blah blah blah.
I tried to convince him otherwise but he wouldn't listen, he was determined, he even said how much he loved me, but that was just being far too cruel. I got dressed in a blink of an eye and fled as fast as my legs could manage, I would not give him the pleasure to see me crying as well. As I finally got out of the tunnel, I rushed towards the woods, but I noticed Shikamaru at the door of the house and knew he would follow me. I really couldn't deal with anyone at that moment, so I produced a shadow clone and managed to shake him off my trail.
It didn't take long for me to get home and, since it was night already, it was pretty easy to get there without being spotted, but I was rather surprised by what waited for me. Sitting in front of my door, there were five pots of ramen, each with a different flavour, and a note. I read the note, expecting it to be a love declaration or something, and I was surprised and slightly happy by its contents. The note said: 'Sorry for being so crazy lately. Let's have some ramen and hang out when you come back. Kiba! Ps: Your boyfriend is a lucky guy, I'm glad you found someone to make you happy.' With a small smile in my face, I got into my flat, I putted the ramen on top of the table, sat in my bed and let the tears roll. 'Someone who makes me happy, eh?' That was so ironic that I would laugh were I not crying and in so much pain.
The first week was hell, I was a ghost of my former self, but I tried not to show it and I guess I did a good job since most of my friends thought that all I had was a cold or something. The second week was easier, not by much though, and I didn't cry. The third week I had a small break down. I was just laying around in bed, it was late afternoon, and thinking of Gaara and our relationship, all the nice and bad moments, all the sex, all the cuddling, everything really. Suddenly, I heard a knock on the door and went to answer, but I wasn't really myself, I was feeling more like a zombie, kinda empty inside. When I opened the door I found it was Neji, he came to visit again. He started to talk, but his words wouldn't reach my ear, all I could think was how hollow I was feeling and that I needed something to fulfil me again. So, in an impulse, I grabbed and kissed him with all my might and he happily kissed me back, but I still felt empty. I decided I needed more, so I dragged him to my bed. In my haste, I forgot to close the door and, without warning, Kiba, Shino, Shikamaru and Lee showed up, right on time to catch me and Neji, shirtless, making out on my bed. Simultaneously, Kiba and Lee rushed away through the door, Shino and, to my surprise, Neji followed them almost right away. I just sat in my bed, looking at floor, still hollow. Shikamaru sat next to me, I think he could understand what I was feeling and decided not to judge, just stay by my side. He even stayed the whole night, neither of us saying a word, I think he was waiting for me to open up, but I was hollow, nothing to say.
The fourth week was the week where I think I started to move forward. I cried for the last time and decided to stop with a very bad habit I started on week one, which was that before going to bed I would make a shadow clone, turn that shadow clone into Gaara and make him hold me till I would fall asleep. Crazy isn't it? The two weeks after that were more normal, I felt more like my normal self, I started to go out again, and do missions, and eat ramen! I started to hang out with Neji again, but not too much cus he started to date Lee and Lee is very jealous of me. I also started to hang out a lot with Kiba, but we never talked about anything love related again, I think he might have out grown his crush for me.
I don't know where I am or when this is, but I do know it is night time, only because there is a huge blue moon in the sky. Even though the moon is more than a little too big and blue, I walk on like there is nothing wrong there. I also have no clue where I'm going, I just know I have to walk on. Even when I start to approach this lake I don't stop, I keep on walking, I walk in the lake, till I reach it's centre, standing on top of the water of course, I'm still a ninja. The light of the moon make the whole lake a beautiful blue, it's almost as if the lake is shining. I look around, looking for something that I don't know what it is, but I know it should be here. I can't find it, I feel myself getting desperate, but I can't move! That's when the water in the lake starts to shake slightly.
I look ahead and see that something is getting out of the water, something like…..well, something! I try to make out what it is, but the light that is reflected from the lake make it hard to see, it's almost blinding bright now. When it, whatever it is, is half way out of the water I finally understand what it is: a man. It was the most beautiful man I ever saw, maybe because I wasn't thinking right or the beautiful light of the lake that was illuminating him. He had broad shoulders, brown hair dripping wet that covered his eyes, tanned skin, defined muscles, but I couldn't see the middle, if you know what I mean, which was a bit disappointing. The man was almost out of water and he started to make his way towards me and I was surprised that I didn't flinch or try to run. Soon, he was standing in front of me, so close that I could feel the heat leaving his body and wrapping itself around mine.
He leaned forward, I closed my eyes and we kissed. Yes, kissed! I was kissing a completely naked stranger in a suspicious scenario like it was the most normal thing. I can't describe the kiss, which is weird since I am still kissing him, but I knew it was good, too good. Like, ramen good! And that is the best kind of good! I broke the kiss to catch my breath and took a step back, I could feel a smile forming in my eyes as I spoke words that I couldn't hear. I opened my eyes and saw the men smiling to me, a warm and loving smile, but I also saw who the man was: Kiba! Kiba! I kissed Kiba! I shared a reaaaaaaaaaaaaally good kiss with Kiba! Oh my god, I kissed Kiba! That fact was so shocking that I lost balance. I try to reach Kiba as I stretched a hand towards him, but it was too late, I could feel myself falling in the lake and before I knew it the water started to surround me, the light getting brighter and brighter, someone switch that damn moon off for pete's sake!
"TURN THAT DAMN MOON OFF!" I heard myself shouting as I sat up in my bed, panting hard and covered in sweat. The sunlight, which was coming from my window, hitting me straight in the face. A dream, of course, there was no way the moon could be that big…and blue! Wait, that's not what I should be focusing on! I just had a dream with Kiba! A pretty sexy dream with Kiba! KIBA! Of all the people I could dream of it had to be with the ninja who declared his feelings for me and I rejected cold, the one that have been a really good friend since I got my heart broken, the one who I wouldn't mind trying that kiss again. Wait, what? Scratch that last part, I don't like Kiba. He is sexy and I'm needy and horny, morning wood can be a bitch, so I had a sexy dream. Yeah, that's all it is.
Well, with that out of the way, I got up and stretched my still sleepy muscles and ran to the kitchen, ramen time! I open the cupboard and found a single pot of ramen and, surprising, it was one of those Kiba gave to me. Kiba….No, no time for Kiba, time for ramen! I boiled the water and poured it into the pot, closing the lid over it and putting the chopsticks on top, three minutes and I would be able to eat it, three annoying minutes. Since I have to wait for it I might as well distract myself…Let's see, I need to buy some ramen….Maybe some milk as well…. What shall I have for dinner tonight? Maybe I should go to Ichiraku, have some fresh made ramen….Maybe I should invite Kiba…Last time we went there we had so much fun, and he even paid for it!...I need to stop thinking so much of ramen…..and Kiba….What's wrong with me?
I shook my head as if trying to shake those thoughts away and focused on my ramen, it was ready by now for sure. As I started to eat, someone knocked on the door, but I didn't need to get up to open it since the visitor allowed himself in. "Excuse the intrusion" Shikamaru said as he walked in, closing the door behind him and sitting next to me.
"You don't need to be so formal every time you come here you know?" I said without taking the eyes off my meal, he just shrugged. "Shika….I think…" He snorted at that, I ignored it, I do think sometimes ok? "….I might have a crush on Kiba…" I said with a faint blush, wondering if he was gonna judge me now. After all, not only had I just broke up with Gaara (or got dumped, whatever!) but I also rejected Kiba when I was with the sand ninja.
"What do you mean? Didn't you always have a crush on him?" He said and I looked at him confused, I'm pretty sure this crush is new. "I was even so surprised when you went for Gaara and even chose him over Kiba." He said as he rested his head on top of his hand, his elbow resting on the couch's arm.
"What are you talking about?" I replied, I was getting very confused, "I never had a crush on him. I always considered him a great friend and liked hanging around with him, but lately I keep thinking about him and how we do stuff and how I would like to see him, I even had a dream with him! I…I'm confused…." I said as I stared at my feet, the empty pot of ramen resting on my hands.
"Oh, I see…you forgot…." Shikamaru said calmly, I looked at him with a puzzle expression, "Well, I don't blame you. I guess the shock and shame was too much for even you to handle, so you repressed the memories." He gave a long sigh after said that, I'm sure he was going to tell me what happened that I had forgotten but he probably thought it was a drag to do so. He told me what he remembered and included as much details as he could, by the end of the tale I was staring at him with huge wide eyes, my memories came back all at once, flooding my thoughts with that regrettable event.
It happened when I was in the ninja school, I had this crush on Kiba, not that I knew it was a crush or what a crush was, I just had this tender and warm feeling towards him, I was such an innocent kid. I didn't even imagine it was wrong to have those feelings for a guy. Well, not wrong, just frowned upon. Anyway, the following day was valentine's day, the day to give chocolate to those you like, even though tradition mainly dictated that girls should be the ones to give the chocolate, but to hell with tradition. I got one of my favourite pot of ramen, for ramen is so much better than chocolate, and went happily to school, so happy I was almost humming and skipping, and by almost I mean I was humming and skipping. When recess came I almost jumped out of my sit and ran towards him, and by almost I mean I had to wait for the crowd of girls to get off him - which is surprising since I guessed all the girls would go for Sasuke.- When I saw a chance I took it, walked up to him and gave him the ramen with the biggest grin I could manage. I could feel the whole class stare and me, what the hell did I do wrong now?
Kiba took the ramen and smirked at me, "What a loser, why are you giving this to me? Don't you know that girls are the one supposed do the giving? And it's supposed to be chocolate, not this shitty ramen! I hate this stuff!" He said bitterly as he dropped the ramen on the floor and stepped on it, over and over. "Even if it was chocolate, why would I accept a gift from you, the biggest loser of the village?" he said as he walked past me, finishing off with a loud laugh followed by the laugh of all those who were staring at us. I ran home, crying my eyes out, why was it so wrong to give him a gift? Were my feelings so different from those of a girl? I just liked him and wanted to show, why is that so wrong? I cried through the whole day and skipped school for a whole week. I think when I came back all the feeling were gone, the memories were buried deep in the back of my brain, somewhere I wouldn't find and it wouldn't hurt me, ever again, till now that is.
"GAAAH!" I screamed as I stood up, jumping of the couch really. Shikamaru just gave me a bored look.
"Remember it now?" He said as if expecting this behaviour from me.
"OMG, HOW COULD I FORGET THIS?" I said loudly, almost shouting, as I paced around the place, "THIS ISN'T JUST A CRUSH, THIS IS LOVE! THAT'S NOT GOOD!WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME? WHEN I TOLD YOU ABOUT GAARA, WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME ABOUT THIS? WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME ABOUT THIS? OMG, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? I'M IN LOVE WITH KIBA, AND I REJECTED KIBA, AND NOW I'M IN LOVE WITH KIBA! IN LOVE! WITH KIBA!" I kept on talking and rambling as I paced around the whole room, I think this would be called a panic attack, but Shika just sat there watching me, "SAY SOMETHING!" I shouted as I grabbed his shoulders and shook him back and forth.
He gave a sigh and slapped my hands away, "What a drag…. What do you want to do about it?" He asked me and I was surprised by the question, what did I want to do about it?
I sat on the couch once again, my blond hair covering my eyes as I looked down at the floor, "I guess…I want to be with him…I want to tell him…It's just so weird…A month ago I was with Gaara, I loved Gaara, and now I'm in love with Kiba….." I felt horrible, how fickle can I get? My heart was broken not too long ago and now I'm in love with someone else? Just like that? Granted that it was an old love that had been forgotten, but nonetheless.
"Calm down, how troublesome. There is no point panicking. But there is something that you should know." I looked at Shika and he avoided my gaze, was he going to declare his feelings for me too? No, I could feel it would be something worse. "Kiba and Shino are dating…."
Next: Naruto remember of his love for kiba, what will he do? Kiba hear something frustating, Shino is worried, Shikamaru have a unexpected visitor, and yaoi fan girls decide to join the drama.
A/N: Omg, did I overwrite ramen or what? xD But it's no secret that naruto worship his ramen, and i can totally picture him giving ramen instead of chocolate on valentine's! Anyway, I hope you liked this chapter, comments and reviews are always nice, and just to be clear, Naruto didn't fall in love out of the blue, he was in love with kiba when he was a kid, even though he didn't know since he couldn't ask anyone what that feeling was, but he got badly rejected and repressed the memories and his feelings. So, I have a lot planned for the following chapters so be patient with me even if i take a while to update xD
Oh, btw, I was looking back a bit and noticed that not only the title but the story itself is a bit radom right? So,i dunno if anyone wondered about that but, here's what happened: This was supposed to be a one shot, pwp! Kiba go take care of naruto, naruto looks sexy, something akward happens, they kiss, they blush, they fuck. It just happpened that I thought it would be more interesting if they were interrupted and so the story started to take plot, thus the randomness...but i'm trying to put it in tracks now ok?xD It will be way more focused on Kiba and naruto, no more neji xD or gaara xD well, maybe a bit but only as backgound for drama purposes
