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Chapter Seven: Meeting Aurora Blake

I stared emptily ahead, I was back in my room at Polis. Bellamy moved my room while he got people to clean up the two bodies that had bled out on the floor. I sat on a chair and overlooked the city, I watched a few thieves expertly grab peoples belongings.

"Hey"

His voice made me stiffen, I made no move to look at him instead I looked at the sun set, the orange glow was beautiful my small delicate fingers yearned to draw every aspect of he light orange and fighting the right colour. I wanted to scream at him until my lungs burned in pain. I remain quiet and the drawing of the city was now on the floor.

"Clarke, please talk to me"

He almost sounds desperate but I remind myself that he threaten my people. My mother, Jasper, Monty. I wasn't in the mood to talk, even in solitary confinement was when I went days without speaking, I didn't remember the sound of my voice. The first month I cried myself to sleep and yet it still wasn't enough.

Bellamy is moving closer and I tighten my mouth and stared ahead, he pulls a chair and sits beside me and no words are exchanged. I look at stare at Bellamy, I noticed that his hair is messier, he has heavy bags under his eyes, his eyes look dull and unfocused.

"You haven't been eating, Clarke please eat" he doesn't demand me like he usually does, he is nothing more but exhausted. Turning and staring at the food I was suppose to eat laid there untouched.

"I'm not hungry" my throat is raspy from not speaking and he instantly notices his brows furrow in concern.

"We need to talk" he stated.

"I want a divorce" was my rebuttal, he was stunned into a threatened silence.

"You're my mate, you're my future" he spoke.

"Doesn't feel like it"

He knows he's ashamed I can feel his self hatred towards himself, he offers his hand for me to stand up but I don't have the strength to stand, my body has been lacking nutrition and I didn't want Bellamy to find out.

"I'm willing to give this a chance if you are" he holds my hand, it almost comforts me and I remember he threatened my home, he treated me as if was dirt stuck to his shoe.

"Clean slate?" I spoke with my head down, he wanted this.

"Clarke please look at me" his stunning brown eyes had little specks of green on the edge of his iris.

It was completely beautiful.

"Will I ever love you?" the words are sudden and not thought out well but he considers the question.

"What we will have will be better than love, our souls will be intertwined" he spoke almost as if he wanted to admire me.

"I want you to meet my mother" he said, the topic had been changed but I didn't question his statement.

I nod but make no move to get up, he stands up and offers his arm for me. I slowly get up and gasp in pain I hunched over Bellamy moved towards me, he shows concern but I don't meet his gaze.

The door is suddenly opened, Octavia enters as she chats idly with a women that resembles Bellamy and Octavia, she has dark brown hair but she has light brown almost hazel eyes that were stunning.

"Clarke" her voice is clipped, almost demanding but she doesn't push through her words.

"Aurora" I dully replied, she nods towards Octavia.

"Leave us" she orders her children. What shocks me most is the main fact that they listened, Bellamy is an Alpha and yet he would never bow to me but his mother was no problem.

"I see my son has thrown you into submission" she looks almost disappointed, the moment I catch it, its gone.

"My son is a complicated man, I promised myself when the time would come I would help" Aurora started.

"You see, we Blake's were are the bottom of the ranking, we struggled for out next meal and I'm not proud of what I've done but it put food on the table."

"Clarke you seem like a strong level headed women but your time will come to fulfil the needs of the grounder kingdom" Aurora was very hesitant.

"If this about me producing a heir, I cannot" I spoke up.

"This is your duty!"

"Aurora, I physically cannot" I spoke quietly.

"Before I came down to earth, I was given a shot that destroys any child conceived" I explained.

"Can you ever carry a child?" she looked almost worried.

"No" I lied.

"You better figure something out, Clarke" Aurora spoke carefully.

I knew all I had to do was take the antidote; but that was something I wouldn't reveal it to anyone.

"That's why I need bellman to cut this marriage between us" I told aurora but she laughed.

"You're bound to Bellamy for life, you're very lucky he is patient with you most men take their women without consent" Aurora almost warned and something sad twinkled in her eyes.

"I want to be unbound" I insisted to her, Aurora bit her lip.

"Every mate has the right to reject their destiny; Bellamy swore to anyone if someone told you this they would be executed". Aurora bit her lip nervously.

"But I wish you could reconsider, my son is a good man; he will treat you right Clarke" she almost was pleading with me.

"I'm sorry aurora but I cannot be with Bellamy" I said getting up and leaving the room.