I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO SOOORRRYYYY! Please forgive me with Jamie Campbell Bower and Logan Lerman and Chis Hemsworth and Taylor Lautner on top?

I am so sorry for not updating. My exams were burying me and honestly my brain has fried so much from all the maths I was studying for that writing the story was such a struggle. And I have a week free to just write and write and enjoy the weather in England but I am going on Holiday but I will write whenever I have free time (which will be a lot) and i'll update whenever I have wi-fi promise!

Thanks people! Happy reading!

p.s. Disney is the best songs to listen to whenever you're stuck in a rut


Vampire… Did he just say vampire? I looked up to his eyes. Crimson eyes. I held my hands up to his face. My thumb caressed his hard face, smooth. His lips. He purred against my touch and slowly I was beginning to understand.

Then it dawned on me… I ran for the bathroom closing the door behind me. I was gasping sinking down to my knees not knowing what to do.

"Katarina... Open this door so I can explain" he said calmly.

"You killed my family Caius. Killed them! As if they were just animals! Why are you keeping me here? Why am I alive?" I screamed

Her voice broke my heart. She was anguished. I could smell the salt pouring out of her eyes. Every sniff and cough hit my undead heart even more. I leant my head on the door waiting for her to respond. The door opened and she marched out and stood in front of me.

"Can I have some time alone?" she asked. She ignored my gaze and it hurt me. I nodded and kissed the side of her forehead. She flinched and I headed out.

"You have all the time in the world Katarina." I said then closing the door.

I retreated back to my office feeling down. I sat on the window sill remembering her face. How her body moved. She was carefree. She had no problem in the world. When she told me to go away, her eyes were empty.

I walked to the bed sitting down. What the actual fuck is going on? My parents… my brother… But is he to blame? He is merely following his nature, as a vampire. That would be wrong of me to think that…that that he is doing is wrong. That is me saying that if I eat an animal it is wrong for they have families to return to.

My head hit the pillow as I remember my parents.

"Katarina!"

I heard a shout behind me. I turned around to find my face soaked with water.

"You bloody git!" I screamed at my brother and chased him a round the beach. I grabbed his legs and he landed face down on the sand.

"Ha!" I said standing up and brushing the sand of my clothes. He stuck his tongue out and tried standing up.

"You two! Food's ready" Mum shouted. I ran for it leaving my brother behind.

"Dibs on the chocolate ice cream!" he screamed.

"Yeah right" And we ran for it.

"Behave yourself you two!" Mum said smiling at our antics. A beachball hit the back of my head and looking back I saw my dad giving a sheepish grin and a shrug.

"Katarina te amo." He whispered into my ear. I smiled kissing his soft thick lips our hair shielding us from the rest of the world around us.

"Te amo Rafa" his calloused hand caressed my bare stomach and his smile caused the butterflies in my stomach to flutter frantically.

"Un dia Katarina. Viviremos en una casa cerca de playa. Teneremos un perro, ninos, un jardin para tu…" I kissed him hard pushing him into the sand.

I sat up and hunched over my knees wrapping my hands around them. I couldn't lose another person. Rafa was my life. I remember when I was told by Feli that he was missing during their trip in New York. Deep in my heart I hoped he was alive.

Maybe he just got lost or he was in the hospital with minor injuries, something. But as months past we never got a call from NYPD. I cried myself to sleep every night. I went to school and just went with the flow. I had no direction. I walked the beaches of Mallorca everyday remembering the memories I had with Rafa.

My family got me out of the state I was in. We moved to England where I had a fresh start. I got my life as a teenager back. I went out with friends and family, conversation flowed easier in the dining room table; all in all I was normal. However my heart always felt hollow. I was surviving that's what I was doing and my family was there helping me through.

That's what I need to do. Survive. I owe them as much. I need to survive.

"Brother." I looked up and found Marcus hovering me. I merely gave him a glance and stared back into the distance.

"She is asleep. I heard her steady breathing as I walked past your quarters," he said assuring me. "Her mind is trying to protect itself. It is not easy to…", hesitating, "comprehend such information" Aro added finishing brother's sentence.

"The Erinyes are here starting with my punishment" I said with bitterness.

"Brother you should not think of such things!" Aro reprimanded me. I stood up with frustration.

"And why should I not brother? Revenge. The gods are seeking revenge. I have committed the worst of crimes not only is it murder but murder within my mates family and my own. You know that is the worst crime Aro!" I hissed.

"You had to do it Caius! We would not be here right now if you did not commit such an act! We would be bones in some brothel back in Greece!"

I stood silently looking at my brother. He stood as still as I staring into my eyes.

"You were always there for me Caius. It did not matter that you were younger than I you took care of both of us. The world may perceive that I am the leader of the three of us but we know it is you Caius," Aro said.

I turned around and sat back down on the window sill.

"Now is not the time to have such thoughts don't you think?" Marcus said. I glanced at his direction and found him situated in one of the armchairs in the room. The edge of my lips twitched seeing Marcus at such a calm state in comparison to Aro and I.

"What is your plan with that beauty in your bed Caius?" he continued.

"What is there to do?" I answered.

"Let us hope Aphrodite is there to control the erinyes then…"

"Un dia Katarina. Viviremos en una casa cerca de playa. Teneremos un perro, ninos, un jardin para tu…" I kissed him hard pushing him into the sand.

"One day Katarina. We will live in a house by the beach, we will have a dog, children and a garden for you..."