I know its been a long time since I last update but I promise a next chap. in a 2 weeks okay and i'll make it longer than this one -

( and special thanks to my reviewers- hugs)

okay now to the story...

Before:

"I'll do as you say Sota" was all Sesshomaru said as he left the room. "Abi please look out for my sister and send my best wishes to InuYasha for me um can you send Kagome in know I'm ready for her now. " sure sweetie take care and good bye Sota." Abi kissed his head and left his room.

Now:

In the waiting room:

Kagome was pacing back and forth and was thinking why has everyone else gone but me… doesn't Sota want to see me? she thought sadly. Just then Abi came in " Kagome, Sota would like to see you now" Kagome just nodded and walk to his room

In the room with Sota:

"Sota..."she said in a worried voice "Hey Kagz sorry about early ..yeah I know I let my guard down and what not." Kagome looked at his brother with teary eyes. She smile sadly.

"No, it's okay Sota...I-I-I don't know what to say." Stupid he's dying why won't you not know what to say! Her mind was some where else. All of a sudden, she broke down crying. On Sota . Sota tried his best to comfort his sister, "you know Kagome" he began .. " I never thought I would see you cry… but remember this …a great, wise, strong leader once told me … never cry or let your emotion show… it's your greatest weakness and always hold your head high …nothing - turning Kagome's chin so she would be facing him- and I mean nothing could bring you down." he smile at his sister.

Kagome kept crying. She was ashamed that her brother was dying and it was HER fault he was dying, she shook her head "no Sota it was it's okay to show your emotion but …" she cried again Sota comforted her sister. "Its okay Kagome" he turn her face towards him "please smile for me please Kagome please " she smiled sadly " okay Sota only for you I'll smile " she gave him one of her best smiles she ever gave to him or to anyone.

She hugged him tightly and closely. Afraid he would go and moment. " Kagome please promise me something" what is it " "please don't be sad about what's going to happen and please be a good mate for Sess. I know you two don't get along… but please try, please…" "Sota don't beg its beneath you and you know I'll be a good mate for him I'm just testing him to see if he's worthy to gain my trust ..I sort of have a feeling. I don't trust him completely yet…that's all.." she smile at him. " Sota winked at her "alright I better not be disappointed in you " Kagome dramatically put her hand on he forehead " how could you ever say something like that" they both started laughing. Sota looked tired they both were trying to make the best of there last moments together. "I'm honored to be your sister Sota "she bowed to him" Sota was really happy to hear this.

It was a custom in the siblings always rivaling each other over things and not getting along. The oldest being stronger and wiser. But if a older sibling were to say that he or she was honor to be siblings with you, was a greatest honor to hear, because the oldest considered you as both were on the same level as equals and it was very high praise if it was a younger siblings wish to hear that from their oldest sibling. "Kagome…I'm glad you said that" "You know its true Sota you never have let me down, little brother I just wish you didn't have to go…" Kagome faced her head downward. "Kagome raise your head up you know it's beneath you" he said mockingly like she had told him earlier about the begging. Sota didn't want to see her sad. He wanted to see her happy." Kagome I .." Sota had an attack his heart was going to let any second "SOTA! SOMEONE HELP! MOM, DAD, SESSOMARU HELP! GET THE FUCKING DOCTORS IN HERE NOW!"

Kagome was distressed his brother was in pain and all she was doing was looking at him. She was lost in her mind and she couldn't hear anything. All she could just do was look at what was happening around her mother and father even Sesshoumaru came in as soon as she called them.

She could hear her father yelling at the doctors as they ran into the room. She saw the doctors checking her brother's pulse then shaking their heads. Her father hugged his dead pup and howled in pain as her mother broke down crying aside her mate and dead pup.

Somewhere in the cardinal's :

Hiten was walking through his territory when a figure popped out of nowhere.

hey i know how sad... but please review and thanks to my beta with out her this chap wouldn't be up - Later