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Author's Note: I had to drag myself to the computer, due to the homework and after-school activities I have.

Dedicated to Green Galliet and Somewhere in time, thanks for reviewing, advice, and questions that inspired this chapter.


Knock

Knock

Knock

I open my eyes and stretch my arms out as I get up and walk into the kitchen. I sigh and get the door. It was the rest of the team all except for Icefire.

"Just wake up?" Shadow Hawk says, she takes off her hood to show a gray-pale skinned face with medium length green hair that hung over her shoulders. I never saw anyone that was like Shadow Hawk. She looked so much like Raven except for the eyes and hair. They all walk into the room. I gawk at Shadow Hawk's face.

"Are you just going to stay there and gawk for the rest morning or are you going to listen to us?" She says. I shake my head and sit down next to Shadow Hawk on the couch.

"What did Icefire put you up to this?" I ask them.

"Well, no we all decided since Kid Flash is your brother and the fact that all the guys fought over you last night."

"You guys fought over me?" I turn to Speedy and Kid Flash.

"Hey I defended you and told Speedy that you weren't a trophy." Kid Flash put up his arms.

"Well, I just couldn't resist you even when we were kids."

Speedy smiled a smile that I used to know.

"Lee" I choke out.

Flashback

I was 11 and Lee was pushing me on the swing. I had just turned 11.

"Lee can we stop, please?"

"Sure, I guess that we could you know go and get an ice cream." He stopped the swing. I looked up to his face and he smiled a famous smile.

"Okay, I would love to. The last time that I had a good ice cream was at least a month ago." I got up and we walked over to the ice cream stand.

"Two chocolate please." Lee said.

"Here you go kids, that'll be three fifty." The man handed us the ice cream.

"No problem, here you go." Lee paid for the ice cream.

"So Lex, where do you want to go after we eat this?" We sat down on a bench nearby.

"I don't know maybe we could go to the Movie Theater, the Indiana Jones movie is playing."

"Sure thing."

"Are you sure that this is okay? I mean Drake did look mad back there and I want you spending anymore money on me."

"Don't worry about it. I'm sure that Drake was only mad because I took you away from him for the day." He shrugged.

"Okay" I looked down.

"Lee, it's time to go. My dad isn't going to wait up for you and I know that you lost your cell for wreaking the car." Alex said with her ice blue eyes.

"Coming, I'll see ya Lex." With that Lee ran to the limo where the rest of the guys were.

"Where's Midnight at?" I ask them.

"Oh just talking to Icefire in Paris." Bee says.

"Well I guess that you know Lee and Drake's identity but you don't know me." Shadow Hawk's monotone voice makes me jump.

"So who are you?" I ask her.

"My name is Jade Logan. I chose the name Shadow Hawk because I can walk into and out of shadows and the hawk part is because I take the from of a hawk." She shrugs.

"So, you're from Earth?"

"I was born on Azarath, but I've lived most of my life on Earth."

"Cool! That's awesome all I've been my life is Earth, what's Azarath like?" I say.

"Well it's basically like earth just different, like it's more advanced than Earth is."

"Wow, that's cool. So Bee who are you?"

"Well, my name is Danielle Stone, my mother has the same powers as me and my little brother on the other hand was in an accident three years ago, he's now like my father." Bee looks down at the floor.

"Hey, it's okay, you had a family to grow up with, I didn't all I had was the orphanage, and my friends. It's kinda depressing when you think about. But I made through it though." I walked over to her and put my hand on her shoulder.

"Thanks, but I'm guessing that you already know Kid's story."

"Yeah, he grew up knowing that he had powers and could run fast."

"Do you know my name?" My brother asks.

"No what is it?" I shrug.

"I'm David West."

"Wow that's an interesting name."

"Yeah, my mom didn't want me to grow up like the other Kid Flash's with either, Bart or Wally. So it's great to be with the people that you grew up with and not have to worry about your family even though they are in danger, but can put up a good fight." He shrugs.

"Well that's great now that everyone knows everyone, so Shay why don't you tell her about your family?" Bee asks.

"Oh sure make me go first not that I mind. Well you see that my father is Beast Boy or the Changeling whichever way you know him. My mother is Raven of course, and I have an 11-year-old brother that literally annoys the hell out me. His name is Jasper Logan. My dad wanted a name that meant something, but was easy enough to remember. He has my father's powers and skin color, but my mother's hair color. He looks so weird, and is weird. But that doesn't matter." Shay sighs. I walk over to the kitchen and grab an energy drink out of the fridge. I didn't really care which flavor it was. I drink it and it was a berry-flavored drink.

"So Lee what happened last night?" I ask him and he shoots straight up.
"Nothing that you need to know about."

"I'll show her." Shay tells him. Then an image flashed into my mind and I heard voices.

"I think that I might want to ask Lex out. Since she doesn't seem to like you that much every much." Lee's voice called out.

"You don't know that and stop talking you'll wake her up." Drake hissed.

"What's with the sudden concern? Bro?" Icefire's voice was concerned.

"Nothing. I guess that Lex is right. We've all changed. Even me, it's all so different now." Drake sighed.

"Well, she's true. Everyone has their own problems, but we have to overcome them. Now both of you overcome your problem now!" Icefire left the room.

"I guess that she's right, but what is our problem?" Speedy asked.

"You idoits, it's your feelings." Shay smacked both of their heads.

"Well what is our true feelings? What's the future O'great Shay?" Lee said.

"Easy, Lee likes Lex as a friend, and Drake loves her. Now if you excuse me, I'm going to go and mediate. So keep it down!" Then it stopped and I saw the room again. I couldn't believe it, Love? I might like Drake, but love was another story.
"Lex, so what are you going to do?" My brother asks me.

"I need some time to clear my head." I walk towards the door and see Lee and Bee following me. I turn around and hiss at them,

"ALONE! Just give me some to think ALONE! If you don't mind." I turn around and walk out the door. I was pissed off, you would be too, if you just got up and found out that you might love someone, and when you try to go and clear your head and someone was following you out the door and you had to shout at them. I take a deep breath and clear my mind, and the anger goes away. I walk over to the dock of the lake and sit down. I just stare at the water and think about all of the things that have happened.

Every little memory of Drake in my head was went over with a knife, I just couldn't come up with anything that could explain the way I felt, or the way that he felt. Damn I tell myself, but then remember what Lee had said to Shay.

"Well what is our true feelings? What's the future O'great Shay?" Lee's words popped in my head.

Shay could see the future meaning that something will happen to Drake's and my friendship.

"I heard what happened, you ok?" Then Icefire's voice surrounds me. I turn around to face her.

"I don't know anymore. Everything's so different, now everyone's changed. I wonder how I've changed since I came here." I look down and sigh. I couldn't believe what I was saying. Icefire sat down next to me.

"I understand what you're going through completely, Lex. I really do."

"How?" I ask her.

"When I was chosen for the team, I didn't know who was going to be the leader, let alone that I was going to be the leader. So the first day of a leader. There was only Midnight and I to defend the city. The next night, the city had been captured. I was arguing with my brother whether or not to call my dad who was on Tameran helping my mom against the war with the rest of the titans. I felt like giving up, like I wasn't fit enough to do this, to be a leader. I just didn't know what to do, then I remembered Lee. I called him that night and had to beg him to join. We managed to take back half the city that night without the public even knowing, but during the fight, we teamed up with Bee, Kid Flash, and Shadow Hawk. Shadow Hawk had gotten Bee and Kid Flash to team up before they even knew why. So that's how we all became a team."

"So what you're saying is that right now I may seem confused, but in the end it'll pass over and it will have been for the good?" I guess after processing all of the information in my head.
"Yep, but you're lucky. You have a group of people to talk to. You should go and get ready, we're leaving soon to go back to Jump" Icefire tells me.

"Will do boss, thanks for the talk." I hug her and then go back inside to the house. I don't see anyone, so I go into my room and change into my uniform that was set on the bed. I walk out and see everyone by the ship.
"Lex get over here we have something to give you!" Bee shouts as I run over to catch up with them.

"What is it?" I ask them, somewhat out of breath.

"Here" Icefire tosses me something and I catch it. I open my hand to see a communicator. It was black with a green T on it. I look up to Midnight.

"Your welcome" He says as he gets onto the ship. I try to jump onto there like last time, but it didn't work out the same. Midnight notices and offers his hand, and I take it as he pulls me up onto the ship. As I get onto the ship's walls, I trip over a bag and land on top of Drake in a very awkward way.


Sorry I had to stop it there, but I had to go through a lot to get this chapter right. I lost the first draft, then a week later I make a second draft. Then I find this draft, so I had revise it and now it turned into this chapter. YAY!

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