January
~Time and time
You've thought through it all
How we loved and loved
And how we fought each other,
Pushing one another to be somebody else~
~...~
Dear Diary,
I love Jacob.
-SS
~And time and time
I wrestled my thoughts
Uncertain if the end was right or wrong,
And whether we should be together
Or with somebody else~
~...~
Dear Diary,
We haven't talked to Bella yet, but I'm going to get Charlie to do it at breakfast soon. She's too sad. She needs sun, and she needs mom. Mom can cheer her up. Also... Jacob kissed me today. I feel like a middle school girl with her first boyfriend, but I love him. I know I do. It was a great kiss too. I need to tell him, and I need to do it soon... but how? I can't lose him.
-SS
