A/N: So sorry I didn't get to post this last week. It was a busy busy Thanksgiving for me. I hope you enjoy yours. This is the busiest month for everyone. I wanted to ask... Who wants to do another fanfic of my fanfics? I did one of those for my birthday a couple of years ago and I had so much fun with it. I love reading them, and I actually couldn't decide on a winner so the three people that actually did something were both winners in my book. If You do a fic based on one of my fics, let me know and I will link them on here I promise. Especially if I totally like it. (which believe me I probably would.) Anywho. This chapter is a little on the Cade relationship in this story. Why Jade is really so freaked out by what her father said and why Cat pulled back what did she see. Check it out!
A Walk in the Dark: Jade POV
I really loved it when Beck's mom hugged me. I liked it too much. I don't even know how to explain except that, just like Beck, His mother is smoking hot. Just like Cat She has boobs and other parts that I was familiar with; and like me she likes those parts on girls too. I don't know if it is the fact that she is a lesbian that makes me feel so attracted to her. Or the way she looked at me, if it were the way a mother would look at his son's girlfriend or if it were just a girl that she felt was attractive.
I for one know you can't find everyone attractive. I am not naive to think that just because I may be gay I am not going to find every woman I come across attractive. But Tori Vega is super hot, I kind of want her to think of me that way too. Am I nuts?
Cat, is at least my age. I'm seriously screwed. I sighed and tugged on Beck's arm just a little, and leaned against him as I walked with him. He was talking to me about some inane thing. He play's lots of sports at school and he was telling me something about his last game of whatever. I didn't mind though I wasn't listening. My thoughts were again on Cat and what we had done Last Saturday night.
We had been hanging out in her room doing what we always do. Looking through books and stuff and laughing at the stupid things that had happened that week at school. She had been texting all night with someone. She was a little weird but I didn't want to bring it up. Because I am Jade West and I am much cooler than that. I used to get so jealous when my friends made other friends. But never as badly as I was about Cat. I really needed to stop so I developed this persona of, I'm cool with whatever you want to do because I'm not Jealous. especially when I started feeling possessive of her.
She groaned and slid the phone across the floor toward her nightstand, and I plugged it for her as she said. "I need a Make out session. God I need a boyfriend."
I chuckled at her because I knew what was coming. My affectionate friend would start to play with me, tickle me and kiss me a little for practice. I had been itching to do so ever since I had set foot in her bedroom. She got up and locked her bedroom door, that was different. She straddled my lap, as she is so tiny and put her hand around my neck. My breath hitched I always got excited when she was near me like that. "Let's practice some more."
"I think you're good already." I said in a half-hearted protest.
"Well I think you need a little work." She said to me.
I gasped in mock surprise. "I do not."
"Prove it." she said and scooted her body closer to me as her lips met mine. it was nice and sweet kiss our mouths closed. We had just recently begun to change how we did things and I initiated. I licked her lower lip and she opened her mouth deepening the kiss. My entire body electrified as she whimpered into my mouth. Her sweet tongue exploring my mouth and my tongue exploring hers.
My hands moved from my sides to the small of her back and she scooted her butt closer to me putting quite a bit of pressure between her sex and my abdomen. She moved her hands from around my neck slowly touching and she cupped my breasts which had grown generous since we started this. I gasped and disengaged our kiss. she started to kiss my neck and I moaned. "Do you want me to stop?" she whispered.
"No." I answered. So she continued to touch me. she took off my shirt. Then she took off hers. She pulled off my bra, and I watched as she peeled her's off. Then we shifted and she pushed me on to my back looking at my breasts. I watched her fascination with them. then she leaned forward and took it into her mouth and I screamed. She covered my mouth.
"Everything alright in there?" Cat's mom asked.
"I just pinched Jade, We're good now though." Cat lied easily. She smiled at me and whispered. "Did that feel really good?"
I nodded. She smiled and leaned forward and continued to do it. I let her until I couldn't take anymore. "Your turn." I said. I took one of her precious little breasts in my mouth.
"Oh my god…" she whispered and jerked her hips toward me. "holy shit… My god can you touch me please?"
I looked at her. "Where?"
"Don't you masturbate?" she asked me.
I turned red, "Of course I do."
"Do that. you don't have to touch it, just over my jeans." Cat said. I looked at her crotch and I put my hands between her legs and touched the heat there. "Oh my god…" she said and her hips bucked again.
I leaned forward and took her breast in my mouth again. " Over my underwear I can't… Please." she panted.
I pulled back and by instincts alone did I bring my thigh between her legs and dropped my hips on her. She brought her leg up between mine and we kissed. Our Jean clad hips bucking into each other our breasts pressed against one another and our tongues dancing together. There was a white hot flash behind my eyelids as my senses over loaded with pleasure...
"Jade are you cold?" Beck asked snapping me out of my thoughts.
"huh?" I asked not really present in the moment.
"You're shivering." he said
"A little," I said and notice the church up ahead.
Beck wrapped his arm around me. "Is that better?" he asked.
I nodded with a smile. We stopped walking once we got in front of the church. I looked down at my shoes a little guilty that I had been thinking about someone else while we were supposed to be on a date. I looked up at Beck and he was staring at me. His eyes changed I don't exactly know what it was but when his met mine they softened some how. "I'm sorry I bor-"
I had interrupted his apology with a kiss of my own. I reveled in how different his kisses were from Cat. They were still very soft lips but his arms. The way it moved around me and enfolded me. I felt so warm and protected. Maybe being with Cat was a phase. When the kiss was over I smiled at him. I could be straight. I could forget Cat.
I took his hand and walked with him toward the stairs. I pulled him to sit next to me while I searched my bag for a pen. I found a sharpie and wrote my cell number on the inside of his forearm. "Call me tomorrow okay?" I asked just as Cat, Jeri, and Ben walk toward them.
"I thought you were making this guy up Jade." Jeri joked.
"Shut up," Jade said standing up. "Beck, this is my sister Jerica and my best friend Cat."
Cat giggled and swayed her shoulders back and forth. "Hi,"
"Cat… where's Robbie." I asked feeling a little hurt at this gesture with was mine… Cat was mine end of story.
"I'm not gonna take your boyfriend Jade, but you are right he is really cute."
"Let's get back into the church." I said and I pulled them inside. "Bye Beck." I stated
The minute we are inside those two idiots begin to squeal and coo at me. I don't care about stupid Beck. They try to engage me in their stupid boy crazy ways. I went to the sanctuary and listened to the end of Choir practice. I stopped listening to their chatter I was done I needed to get over Cat.
I was still seething when I got home. Cat is not gay. She may like some gay things but she had a boyfriend and she wanted mine. I smiled as I thought about Beck because of that hug I received from his mother. It was warm and inviting. I was going to hell…
I couldn't believe I was sitting in my bed thinking sexual thoughts about my boyfriend's mother. My phone chimed. I looked at it I needed to snap out of it. I'll just apologize to her when I text her back. But it wasn't Cat. It was from a number I just didn't know. It said.
Cat is cute, but I'm more into a hot chick.
Of course it was beck. I smiled and saved him to contacts. Then I texted him back.
Me: I can't sleep.
Beck: neither can I
Me: Keep me company?
Beck: Yeah, okay.
Beck and I texted all night until finally we both fell asleep around 2 am.
End Note: That Cade relationship though. hot and heavy there before it ended. I know it was short, I know many people would love for me to give them longer chapters... but would you like me to bring you good short chapters often, or long meandering chapters with ages in between? Hmmmm I thought so. if you need longer try maybe waiting a couple of weeks. Who am I kidding I need you to read NOW I need your reviews I need you to tickle type in that box billow and scratch my review itch. Then I want you to click that button. Remember I post this story every Thursday. Come back next week. and if you like it Follow! Till next time, Much Love!- S.K.
