That next morning I was dragging my ass out of bed and wishing that I didn't stay up that long thinking about everything that had happened that evening.

I swear school just gets in the way and I can't wait until it is out of the way and I don't have to deal with is anymore. Well until I head over to the college. But at least than I can plan out my classes and I don't have to be getting up butt crack of dawn to get to my classes.

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"Lesbian approaches." As if my day couldn't get any better I have to hear her annoying ass voice in the morning. I stopped and I looked directly at her. As I walked towards her she looked as if she was going to be ready for me but I knew that Madison was always a wimp when it came to fighting. She wouldn't be able to stand to fight against me and she knew it.

"I know you Madison and I know that I could kick your ass if I wanted too but I'm not going to stoop to your level. If you have a problem with me being a lesbian than deal with it because I'm not going to have all your bullshit when I come into school. Do you hear me?"

Madison stood there with Chery who always got on my nerves but I never really said anything about her because Madison was my bestfriend.

Was being the main word there.

"What ever Ashley just stay away from me."

"Are you afraid your going to catch something?" I smiled at her because I thought that it was funny how rediculous she was acting about this all.

"No." She tried to sound confident in her answer. She wasn't really good at it.

"Right. What ever gets you through the day Madison." Chery stood there not saying a word and it was good that she wasn't because I would of told her where to go. I will not put up with her shit. Madison I could handle because I was use to her being the way that she is where as in Chery she was nothing to me.

I walked away from the both of them and made it over to my locker before I had to get to class.

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"Miss Davies your wanted in the office." Mrs. Taylor told me as I was sitting in the back of class just trying to get through the day.

Hmm I wonder what they wanted me for. I grabbed my things and I made my way over to the office.

Once I made it into the office I stood there looking at the ladies in the office sitting at their desks on the computers.

Do they do anything else other than sitting at the computer?

Doubt it.

"Excuse me." I spoke up because no one was paying any attention to me as I stood there waiting for them.

One of the ladies looked up and walked over to me.

"They said that I had to come up here."

"Yes Miss Davies your dad is in the office with the principal."

Did she just say my dad? As in the parent who didn't do anything when I came out and instead let everything happen to me when mom kicked me out of the house.

What was he doing here?

"Do you know what's it about?" Just as she was going to respond to me the door to Mr. Palmers Office opened up and my dad came walking out with him following right behind him.

Dad looked right at me and I stood there not really knowing if I should say something or just ignore him like he did with me.

"Miss Davies your father has some important information for you. You two can use my office to talk." Oh great I have to be in a room with dad.

I walked around the counter and I made my way into the office and my dad followed right after me. I turned around and looked right at him with my arms crossed.

"How are you doing?" Now he gives a damn about me.

"Fine."

I wasn't going to act like I cared what he had to say to me because I was hurting that he had did everything that happened to me.

"What have you been doing?"

"What do you want to tell me dad? Because I need to get back to class." Dad placed his hands in his pants and I knew that there was something on his mind. It had to be something big because I doubt he would be here if it wasn't.

"I miss having you at the house. Your mother has been going livid with you not around and she had went off when she saw you at the library with some girl. She wouldn't shut up about it but all I wanted was to see my little girl again. I knew that I had to come and see you so I talked with the Mr. Palmer and told him that I needed to have a important conversation with me."

"Why did you let her kick me out of the house dad?" One of the main questions that I've wanted to ask him ever since this all happened.

"You know your mother has her own way and I just went along with it."

"I'm your kid dad! If you didn't approve of it than you should of stepped up and said something about it. Instead you stood there and let her do all of this. You let it happen, so you can live with it."

I left that office fast and I didn't look back at him when he called my name. I wasn't going to hear his crap when it was his fault for letting her kick me out of the house. If he gave a damn than he would of told her no and let me stay right where I was.

I found myself in the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror and I was hurting so bad. Why couldn't he just stay away from me? I was doing so good with not having to deal with seeing the people who threw me out of my house.

I'm not going to let him get to me. I'm not going to fall apart.

The tears came and I felt like such a failure. I came out to be with a girl who is getting married and it makes me wonder if I should of just kept everything to myself so I didn't have to go through all of this shit. Everything would be good right now. I wouldn't be going through all of this pain for someone who didn't even see me the way that I saw her.

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I sat in the cafe trying to get my mind off of today and kept myself busy with the costomers there.

"I have a date tonight Ashley. So if you hear something don't coming running into the room."

Eww he was so sick.

"Don't worry I'll be sure to stay in my little cave for the night." I went back to cleaning the counters.

"Are you doing ok?"

"Yeah. I'm fine." I didn't look at him and went back to cleaning.

Aiden didn't say anything else after that. Instead we stayed quiet for the rest of the night and I was ok with that. I didn't really want to talk about anything right now.

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"Hey Ash." Spencer greeted me as soon as I walked through the front door of the bookstore. I gave her a smile and for that second I felt ok about my day. She made me feel better in some way when I see her. I'm just glad she wasn't here with her fiance. That would of set me off that's for sure.

I looked towards Erica as she sat there behind the counter and I said hi.

"How long has she been here?"

"The last hour. She asked about you when she walked through the door. I told her that you wouldn't be getting here until after nine."

"Dang. Ok."

I walked over to Spencer and I sat down on the chair. It felt good to just sit. The day just took everything out of me. I looked up at Spencer and she smiled so big at me.

Now I knew why I came out and why I was falling for her. She was so great and I wanted her to how she made me feel but that wasn't going to happen. Not now, and maybe not ever.

(A/N: Hey you guys I'm running errans today so please forgive me if there are errors im rushing to get this out today for you guys...thanks again for the reviews they are all great...and for the drama in Ashleys life...things always change so give it time. So do what you do the best...leave the love :)