Luna pov

"Well your brother is going to look for Hermione in deans forest tomorrow morning and talk to her he is kinda torn whose happiness he's gonna save since he thought you are dating Harry and he thought by talking to her he might have more options to think. I also don't know how to tell this to Harry."

Harry pov

The news hit me hard to the point I feel numb. My mind keeps on thinking why is this happening? What is her problem? Are we not friends anymore? How long does she kept in the hurt that she feels? Am I not her best friend? Why didn't she told me? I didn't notice that I was already walking to the Gryfindor common room until I heard my name was called.

"Harry!!!" exclaimed by Parvati and Lavender. "Oh guys I didn't know you're here in Hogwarts." "We just came here yesterday evening to help the restoration of Hogwarts" said by Lavender. "I see, well I'll be going upstairs I don't feel so good" "Is that so then I hope you feel better and also did you where Hermione went? Her stuff is gone upstairs" Parvati said. I froze then Parvati continued "I think she forgot this book because it was under her bed. I was going to give this to her but we can't find her. Can you pass it to her?" She said passing the book to me. I got the book and said my thanks to them then I proceeded to my bed.

I lay down and start to reminisce all the things she has done for me all the help and unconditional support she gave to me then I notice the book and thought that this might have a clue on where she might have been. As I open the book all the pages are blank and I noticed that even though it's thick it's not heavy like it should be. Maybe charms are casted in this book "Finite Incantatem" I casted and the book turned into a medium sized notebook but the pages are still blank I tried to cast Aparecium luckily it works thank god Hermione for teaching this charm and I actually remember it I said smiling then starts to frown, Hermione... I said sadly. I slapped myself and thought that as soon as I finished this notebook the sooner I can find her. When I opened the notebook it turns out it was a diary and not just any diary it's Hermione's diary. I'm not sure if I should read this or not but the feeling of knowing where she is more important so I decided to randomly open and start there

Dear diary of December 1997,

Yesterday was wonderful and disastrous. We were able to finally visit the grave Harry's parents for the first time we offered them a wreath of flowers I hope they like them then nagini happend she pretended to be bathilda bagshot it was very disturbing at the same time very tiring fighting her. It's a good thing I was able to manage us out before we were eaten. Harry is still unconscious thankfully no serious injury but i broke his wand when we landed here, I don't know how to tell him this but I hope I can fix it. I'm also contemplating if I should do the spell I found in the black library or not let me think for a moment.

I did it! I manage to cast the spell on Harry. This spell is diutius vivere I found this spell in the black library its the most complicated spell I have ever seen and very taxing, this spell last for 10 months and when the spell is activated this will take half of my magic so that when Harry dies he will be resurrected, once he was resurrected I will slowly lose my magic and die but if I was killed while the spell is activated and Harry did not die yet my magic will transfer to Harry and his memories of me will be gone.

I know Harry will never forgive me when he finds out about this thats why I took the chance while he is still unconscious and I hope that if should any of the two happens I hope he won't be upset. I don't want him to cry. I'll just cry for both of us. I don't mind if he will forgot me. My own memories are enough. Before I met him... I spent all my time to know all the knowledge that needs to know but all of those things worth less than a moment with him. He'll never know how I've had to suffer. But even if I die, I'll have no regrets. After all he is the man I love.

Authors note:

Diutius vivere is not a Harry Potter spell or charm I just made it up, that is a Latin word for live longer don't know if it's right or wrong I just search it in google. Since I'm already doing this, disclaimer I don't own Harry Potter.