The door was locked inside and a wave of panic swept over Maura.

"Jane, open up." Maura tried again. She was on the verge of getting tears.

"Maura, just leave me alone for a while, please." It was a plea. Jane sounded defeated. She did not open the door and Maura was in no position to push Jane anymore.

"Okay." Maura hesitated for a moment then she went to her bedroom.

Inside the guestroom, Jane was sitting on the edge of the bed and sobbing quietly. She had lost the most precious thing in her life, her Maura. She could not face anyone, even her mother or brothers. She just wanted to be alone. She made a mistake, a huge mistake but it was not to be known. It did not mean anything to her, there was no feeling involved. That was just a mistake, happened out of anger and confusion.

"No, Maura! I told you already. I don't want you to go, in this condition." She pointed at Maura's big belly. "Why don't you just listen to me, once?"

"Jane, I am a big girl and I can take care of myself. Don't forget that I am a doctor too. Why don't you want me to go to New York? Is it my family that bothering you? I told you many times that it's an important event for the Isles Foundation. They invited me, Jane. How can I say 'NO'?" Maura was packing her luggage without looking at her wife.

"Ya, you are right. Of course you can't say 'NO' to your 'wealthy family event', because you are part of it." That was not really sarcasm.

Maura stopped packing, "Where did that come from, Jane?"Jane could recognize the tone, it was full of hurt.

"Where what?" Jane played dumb.

"You know what." Maura was so tired of arguing with Jane. She went to bed and sat there. Jane knew that Maura was upset by the comment that she made. She did not mean to say that. She just followed Maura and sat beside her. None of them wanted to initiate the conversation.

Few moments later, Jane spoke first, "Babe, I am sorry. I didn't mean to say that. I… You know, I can't stay alone here. I can't sleep without you next to me. And I can't concentrate on my work if I don't know exactly what you are doing there with my child inside you. What if… if anything happened to you or to the baby and I wasn't there? I will go crazy, Maura." Jane let her insecurities to show up.

Maura held Jane's scarred hands, "Jane, do you know how much I love you?" Jane nodded. "Do you know how much I love our baby?" Jane nodded again. "So trust me, I won't let anything happen to our child. Jane, I don't want to go alone but you said, you are having a case to solve and this is really important for Isles Foundation and they want me to take part in the annual event. But, Jane, I promise, this will be the last. I won't leave you alone again. It's only three days, Jane. I'll be here before you even start to miss me. We can always talk through phone. Okay?" Maura looked at Jane with more concern.

"Okay." Jane whispered to herself even though she was not okay with it at all.

"Come here." Maura took Jane in hands and kissed her deeply. "I love you, Jane."

"I love you, too." Jane pulled away from kiss and hugged her wife tightly.

It was the first day in many years that Jane had to be by herself in Boston without Maura. She was grumpy all day. No one dared to speak to her because everyone knew how the detective will be without the gorgeous ME next to her.

She had too much of caffeine that day but still she was in no mood to interact with anyone. She missed the blonde extremely. She wanted to talk to Maura; she wanted to hear that soft and sweet voice of the blonde immediately.

Jane took her phone out of her slack pocket and looked up through her contact list. When she saw the name 'Babe', a smile appeared on the corner of her lips. She pressed the call button and waited for the blonde to answer. It went to voice mail. She tried again. Still, it went to voice mail. She tossed the phone on her desk and groaned at herself.

Frost and Korsak were looking at Jane with wide eyes. They knew that Jane would be acting like a lost puppy without the honey blonde.

"Jane, why don't you go home and take rest?" Korsak suggested.

"Yeah, Jane. Go home. It's 6 o' clock anyway. Or do you want to join us in dirty robber?" Frost offered.

"Nah. It's okay. I think I should get back to home." Jane grabbed her phone and blazer and left the precinct to go home.

While she was driving, she wanted to try and see whether she could talk to the blonde or not. She dialed Maura's number and she couldn't reach her wife again.

She was getting angry. Maura said she could talk to Jane anytime. She slammed her hand on the steering wheel.

Jane pulled up in front of her house stopped the engine and got out of the car. Before entering into the house, she looked at the time. It was 6.30 and she tried to call Maura again. The line went dead.

Jane was frustrated; she wanted to know that her wife and the baby were okay. Unlocking the front door, she felt so empty inside the house and herself. Bass was in the corner of the kitchen and Jo Friday was wagging her tail at her owner.

"Hey, girl! Did you miss me?" Jane patted the dog softly. Then she went to the kitchen and grabbed some strawberries for Bass from the refrigerator. She kneeled down in front of the tortoise and placed the strawberries before him. "Do you miss your mommy, Bass? I miss her too." She sat on the floor next to him and Jo Friday climbed on her lap.

She did not know how long she was sitting there. "May be I should get few drinks." She stood up and looked for beers in the fridge and there was none. "Looks like I don't have my favorite drink here." She sighed. The clock on the wall was showing 7 o' clock and she looked at her phone expecting at least a message from the blonde. She was so disappointed. She grabbed her keys, locked the front door, got into the car and started the engine. She had no idea where she was going but she wanted to get out of there before she goes crazy.

She could not go to dirty robber because there would be so many familiar faces and she did not want to go to her ma because Ma Rizzoli would be too annoying. Frankie was on duty so she could not go to him too. Finally, she arrived at a lesbian bar. The brunette ordered a beer. After ten minutes she ordered another. During the last thirty minutes she had at least six bottles of it. It was 8 o' clock and she did not hear from her wife yet. She was so worried.

"Jane? Jane Rizzoli?" A tall, blonde woman from the bar approached Jane. Jane looked up.

"Ya. It's me. Do I know you?" Jane slurred a bit.

"Hey Jane don't you remember me? It's Abby from your high school. Oh my god. Did you forget me?" Abby looked so hurt.

"Mm no, sorry about that. It's been a long time since I met you last. I guess the last time I saw you was fifteen years ago, right?"

"I think so. How are you doing? I heard that you are one of the finest detectives in Boston." Abby sat across Jane.

"I am doing great. How are you doing? What are you doing nowadays?" Jane asked casually.

"I am doing fine, Jane. I am just helping with my family business in London. This is the 2nd visit to Boston in the last five years. You know, I kind of miss my home here. So what are you doing here?" Abby looked so excited to meet Jane in a lesbian bar.

"What do mean by what am I doing here?" Jane was confused by the question.

"Jane, this is a lesbian bar. Do you remember? One day I asked you out and you said you are not into women and you were with, what's his name, ah Casey, right? Are you still with him? You know during my last visit to Boston, I heard that Casey and you were dating again." Abby was curious. She just winked at Jane.

Jane was getting uncomfortable by these questions. "No. I am married."She sipped her seventh beer of that evening.