This fic is being written by two people Rikkuxstarr & Wisdomk6906.

RikkuxStarr: Hey everyone! I'm sorry it's been a long time. We're busy college students! I promise we WILL finish this story. I'm also slowly working on Zutto again, so there should be a new chapter of that coming up soon as well. Well...I should probably be working on that now...Sayonara!

Wisdomk6906: Hello! Happy Holidays people who maybe possibly still read this fic. I finally wrote my part and RikkuxStarr wrote hers so we are posting, finally! Sorry, but starting college and being some states away from each other made it a bit harder to work on this story, but hopefully were back in the zone.

Author's Notes: This chapter hopefully is not a disappointment. Things may look down for our characters, but Kirge fan don't give up hope! Were just going to keep you on your toes for a bit! All the characters are a bit confused in this chapter. What does it mean? Does it mean anything? Just wait and see...

Disclaimer: We do not own Chrono Cross in anyway shape or form and please accept that! Jeeze!

Chapter 6: Sinful Thoughts


Glenn

I stopped, my muscles suddenly tensed and I could not move. It was nothing physical, although it felt like it. It was all in my head with Kid's lips so close to mine. I felt trapped. My eyes were so focused in on her's I found I could no longer blink. Otherwise she might disappear and for some reason I didn't want that as I caught a wintery scent

Look at her, why does she look so different... she looks... it almost makes me want to- wait!

My eyes slammed shut at the image that played in my head and I turned my head away from hers keeping my eyes down. I didn't want to look at her again, in case those foreign thoughts returned. Then I slowly got up.

"Sorry about that Kid." There was no response, but I felt her eyes on me. She was probably wondering what had just happen.

I wonder, did Kid catch the same vibes I did? Or is she just wondering what is with me? What I felt was some kind of urge, or attraction just for a second.

I finally could not stand it and I allowed my tiered eyes to look at her and relax. Her face showed puzzlement.

I wonder what she's thinking. Oh great this is awkward. I can't believe I almost did that. What about Orlha? I'm an idiot!

"No, no don't worry bout it, mate." Came her response at last. I reached down offering a hand to her to help her off the ground. She took it hesitantly. As she gripped my hand another image came. This time of myself pulling Kid into my arms with her hand, right against me. I could feel myself suddenly getting nervous as I put that idea to rest.

As soon as she was off the ground I let go of Kid's hand and I backed a few steps away. I Needed room to breath, I was beginning to doubt myself.

Can I trust my brain to control my body?

"Is somthin' wrong, Glenn?" Kid questioned me.

She wasn't acting like she felt it. Maybe she did not. Oh well, I'll just act normal too.

I shook my head.

"No, just thinking about Orlha again." I lied. "I've never seen her like this before." I added as I went to the chin up bar. I jumped, grabbed it and began to pull my chin above the bar at a nice pace. Hoping the work and conversation would keep my mind occupied. Kid was watching me I noticed as she leaned against the wall. Made me pick up the pace a bit.

"Well, yea she did sound mad I heard her yellin' after all, but what could you have possibly of said to set her off like that?" Kid asked her eyes still glued to me shifting as I did. "I mean surely it's not because ya called her party 'stupid' is it?"

"No..." I said taking a breath as the image of her slamming the door returned and her guilty expression. It made me move even faster, the emotion. "I accused her of doing something, and I know that was wrong, but she must have done something bad if she got so mad. It... it was like I called her on it and she got scared and covered it by getting mad. She basically said I was trying to cause a fight. What do you think?"

What did she do? She must have done something. She had that look of shame. Did she cheat or something?

"Uh... Kid?" I said coming out of my own thoughts realizing Kid had not said anything. I stopped what I was doing and looked at her. She stopped her eyes shifting around like she had just woken up.

"Huh, what sorry." She replied. I smiled at her and dropped down from the bar.

Was Kid doing what I think she was? Well we'll see about that, time to charm.

I slowly stepped up to her with a smirk and I put my arms around her. She seemed stiff in her back as I pressed my face past hers so that my lips were to her ear.

"Thank you Kid, I'm going to take a shower now." As I was going to pull back to finish the joke, I found my self lingering there so close to her. My smirk fading and my eyes relaxing. Finally mentally slapping myself I dragged myself away I smiled at her brightly and then walked away towards the bathroom.

Serge

After my encounter with Kid, I walked into Glenn's and Orlha's room. The room was empty. No life seemed to linger. Shadows spread throughout the walls.
Their argument must have been a big one, I mean, usually whenever they get into an 'argument', they usually sit in their room and reason out their differences.
I threw myself on their bed and let out a long sigh. I moved my back to make myself more comfortable.
Their bed isn't half bad, but Kid's and mine is better.

An hour went by and several bodies had blurred across my vision. No one seemed to notice I was there. I leaned up and looked forward. In the corner of my eye, I spotted a small frame standing in front of the mirror as she twisted her long blonde hair into a braid. She wasn't wearing the usual clothes, instead she wore a white sports bra and a mini skirt I had never seen before.

She is so beautiful. Her defined body, her flowing blond hair, everything about her is perfect. Absolutely everything is perfect, even her temper.

I shifted my bandana and rolled down my purple socks.

This would be a good opportunity to get closer to her, sneak up on her from behind and just hold her.

I slid from the bed and fell on the floor. Pretending I was some sort of ninja, I crawled on my knees. I hid behind several objects, making sure to keep out of sight. Finally I bolted it until I was at her ankles. She didn't notice me then either. As I gathered on my feet, I threw my arms around her mid-section and hoisted her up in the air.

"What happened to you wearing that towel for me?" A grin smeared across my face.

"Serge!!! What are you doing?!" Her face turned towards me, no white marks on her cheeks, violet eyes instead of blue.

"Orlha!" I threw her onto the ground and backed up. "I'm so sorry!" I bowed my head, trying to hide my apple-red cheeks.

"So this is how you treat Kid," As I looked up, I noticed the same grin on her face as I had minutes ago. Her hands were placed on her hips. She was imitating Kid by having her foot tap.

"So ya thought I was Kid, didja mate?" Orlha giggled, attempting to add an accent to her voice, but not sounding like Kid at all.

"How come you're dressed like that and your hair! It's up like hers!" I was boggled. Orlha laughed.

"Well..." Her face was concerned. Orlha's body language showed it. "You heard Glenn and I fight earlier, didn't you?" I nodded. "I was just about to go running so I put my hair up. I wanted to try something different, something not me. I want to get out of the house so I could avoid him for a while." She seemed proud of herself. I looked at her confused.

"You were going to run in that mini skirt?" I questioned thrown off.

"Well I've got great legs, why not show them off?"

Yeah you-WAIT!

"Oh well I'm going to get going!" Orlha started to run off, then turned around and winked. "See ya...mate." With a strange and awkward hop, she ran out of the room. I stood there, aimlessly staring at the direction she left. I looked down toward my gloved hands, placing my right hand over my heart. It was oddly beating incredibly fast, the same speed Kid usually makes my heart beat.

I some strange feeling when I held her in my arms. The word 'mate' made my stomach tingle. Something about her attracted me and it wasn't just that I thought she was Kid was it? Wait...

I turned back to Orlha and Glenn's room and fell on their bed again. Under the covers, my body curled up into a tiny ball. Barely any of myself was exposed, except for my cobalt hair. It was darker now, even more shadows spreading around me.

I felt like I committed some kind of sin. There was a little bit of guilt mixed in with lust. Though I have true feelings for Kid, Orlha gave me a chill. It was different. It wasn't anything special, just that the little things count more than the big ones do. I don't know what I'm dwelling on. Maybe it's just all in my mind...I can't have feelings for Orlha, she and Glenn are engaged. They love each other. I can't break them apart. It wouldn't seem right. Wait, why am I thinking about breaking Glenn and Orlha up? Get it out of your head Serge, she was running around half-naked any guy would be attracted to that, right?

I let out an even deeper sigh and closed my eyes.

Orlha

What...? What?! What the hell was that?!

"Errr!" I yelled out frustrated as I ran away from the hut.

What's going on in this head of mine. Nothing is right!

I just wanted to run away from everything. All the bad thoughts were coming back. All the horrible images and the shouting was playing through my head over and over.

"I don't need to take this Glenn! Especially from you!"

"Fine then don't tell me, run away! Where you going, outside, in a corner to hide?!"

"I'm getting the hell away from you!" Then the door slammed.

Why is this happening? Why did I run away?! Why am I?!"

"What is wrong with me!?" I shouted out loud tears blurring my vision so much as I ran that I tripped and fell to my hands and knees.I stared at the ground between tears, taking in deep breaths.

"It felt good..." Was all I could choke out.

Here.

Resting my hand and arm across my abdominal. I raised up part ways, still on my knees, my head looking out to the ocean as the sun set.

"Having another man's hands on me." I finished the sentence out loud.

There it is, the truth. I can not lie to myself anymore. Not now that I have said it. I stood up my mascara running, the wind lifting up my Kid-like braid and cooling my hot skin.

"It still is not right." I said to the ocean

I don't know who I am talking to, I think I just need to talk out loud to help me think.

Suddenly an image of Serge holding me like he did played through my head and I could almost feel where his arms had been. It made me angry and brought the tears back.

"What is this!" I yelled at the ocean more tears flowing down my cheeks. "It was Serge! This is... this is ridiculous!" I turned around fast clenching my gloved fist. Closing my eyes so tight that my nose wrinkled and the rest of the unshed tears were pushed out of my eyes.

This won't happen. It does not mean anything. With the way I am feeling it could have been anybody and it still would have felt good. Serge is just Serge, he loves Kid. No matter how good his hand felt on my skin.

At that thought my eyes shot open. What was I thinking? These evil thoughts.

Orlha you are in love, your hitting a rough patch, but it does not change how you feel about Glenn. You are just angry and your letting it take over.

"Yes. Now that makes sense, but Serge and I does not." I nodded.

Now I'll just run a bit longer to be sure my thoughts are clear before I return. I hope Glenn is not there still. I'm not ready to face him yet... soon, but right now I feel to guilty and he will sense that. Just like earlier.

So instead I continued my jog and by the time I made it back the two moons were out in full force and the evil thoughts had left me at least for a while.

Kid

I stood dead in me tracks with me eyes wide. Me hands were tremblin'.

I didn't know what ta think.

The feelin's that were flowin' within me were unknown. I was confused.

What was Glenn thinkin'? Was, was he hittin' on me? But he can't!

I dropped down to me knees and brought me hands to me head. I brushed me hands through me hair a couple of times and let out a few sighs. I soon got up and slowly walked out of the exercise room. I dragged me feet across the hall ta Serge's and my room. No one was in sight. I crashed onto me bed and rolled onto me back. Me hand slowly drifted to me heart. It was beatin' exceedingly fast.

What's wrong with me? Am I fallin' for Glenn? No, no I just can't! Kid, ya love Serge. Ya can't fall for Glenn. Glenn belongs with Orlha. Orlha is yer best friend. You belong with Serge.

I let out yet another sigh. I rolled over onta my right side.

Sis...tell me what ta do. I don't know what ta think. Lucca, is it wrong to feel this way?

I opened me eyes. Once focused, I noticed a folded up piece of paper. I reached out and grasped it. I realized it was the letter I received at Lucia's lab from Lucca. Sittin' up, I unfolded it. A few phrases popped out at me.

"I'm not the slightest bit worried about you, Kid! I know no matter what happens "he" will always be looking out for you! Or perhaps he has already found you! Or perhaps he has already found you and is there by your side as you read--"

"Hey Kid," Serge was standin' over me shoulder.

"Ah! Get outta here!" I threw a pillow at him.

"Okay, sheesha." He brushed a hand through his hair and walked out the door. Once he disappeared, I started ta read again.

"Don't worry! Everything is okay! We will overcome whatever woes may occur!"

"Sis...I hope you're right..." I sighed again.


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