Dear Readers, Fans, Haters and Satan's,

I know I haven't updated in a bit but I have a very good reason. My internet on my laptop was down and I had to work for days to try and repair it. I did but it's very, very slow. In fact it is soooo slow that it makes a snail look like a cheetah plus I have a lot of activities in the day, volleyball, horseback riding club, beach and a bunch of my friends are obsessing to get me to places. Summer is very busy!!! This chapter is dedicated to TwilightFreak-VampireChick because she is one of the most enthusiastic readers that have ever read this story. So to her, here you go….

Xoxo Jane.

Chapter Seven: Fix You

"I can't remember much… it all appears to be a blur. I do though remember meeting Victoria, Josh and Laurent in the forest. I don't remember how I got there or where I was going but I felt really hurt because of something but I just don't know what. They told me that they would teach me a new way of life and I felt compelled to listen to them. The taste of human blood was amazing and I lived like that for weeks until we were hunting and I came upon a scent unparallel to anything else I have ever smelled in my life, you. I wanted to kill you but for some reason I stopped and I couldn't. I can't remember why though… I just couldn't kill you and you knew who I was even though all I knew was your name. Then I got so frustrated and I attacked you. As much as I tried to brutally kill you every time I aimed for you my movements slowed and got softer as if by instinct." He sighed. "The smell of your blood right now is so amazingly delicious… but I can't hurt you… I just can't." He whispered.

I smiled slightly, glad that he was unable to, knowing that we were destined for each other and that he still cared, deep down he had an instinct to protect me and be with me but he just couldn't remember. "What do you know about the Cullen's?" I asked.

"Uh… nothing… I don't recall ever seeing them in my life."

That was a slight problem. He needed to remember. He had to especially since her grew up with them. "Carlisle was the one who made you a vampire in the early twentieth century. You were dying of Spanish Influenza. Your mother was already dead and Carlisle was said to do the same to you as what had happened to him and he did. He saved your life."

Edward stood next to me listening as I told him the stories, refreshing his mind. "Jasper and Alice came together. Jasper used to be in a war in the south and Alice found out last year when I was attacked by James, when you saved me, that she was in an asylum and it was always dark. Esme jumped off a cliff wanting to die because her baby was dead. Carlisle found her in the hospital and saved her, biting her. Rosalie was your first sister, found by Carlisle after being tortured by her fiancé that she never married and then Emmett came along as well… Don't you remember any of this?" I asked.

He shook his head mournfully. I was desperate. "Please Edward! You have to! Don't you remember what we had together? Forever and Always? Isn't that what you told me? One of the thousand promises you broke! After saving me from James promising to stay. Then after saving me from Jasper you leave with the promise that it would be as if you never existed! Well it wasn't like that! I was torn and broken for MONTHS then my hero came along and also your well known enemy Jacob! He swept me off my feet but it was never the same! You were the one who I wanted and I missed you as if you had taken my heart wherever you were! Then you come back… breaking yet another promise! DOES ANY OF THIS RING A BELL?!" I screamed.

"Do not yell at me!" He snapped. "And no I don't remember any of it!"

I took a deep calming breath. In… out… in… out… "You have to remember," I whispered.

He shook his head, "I'm sorry but I don't."

I turned and ran back toward the Cullen house ignoring the burning pain in my ankle. Alice's arms caught me first. I began sobbing miserably in her arms. "He doesn't remember," I bawled.

"Sh, sh, sh…" She murmured. "It'll come back to him."

I stood there in her cool steel arms until darkness took over…

***

I woke up and sat up, looking around Edward's room. I was once more on the large gold bed. I reached down and took out my I-pod and player. Flipping through the songs I turned on Forever and Always by Taylor Swift.

"Once upon a time I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
We caught onto something
(We did, so strongly)
I hold into the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
(Best thing that ever happened to me)

"Were you just kidding cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened? Please tell me
(You would but you FORGOT)
Cause a second it was perfect and now you're halfway out the door

"And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all
(The pain you inflicted is nothing compared to what you did to me)
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
(Not as long as I thought it would be)

"Oh oh

"And it rains in your bedroom
And everything is wrong
(It is, we are supposed to be and now…)
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

"Was I out of line? (Did I do something?)
Did I see something way to honest?
(I found the truth and told you everything. Let you in.)
Did you run and hide like a scared little boy
(Run away from me after Jake?)
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute now I'm not so sure
(The red? Did that have to happen? Couldn't you have prevented it?)

"So here's to everything coming down to nothing (Nothing, zip, zero)
Here's to silence, it cuts me to the core
(Honestly, if you could tell me something good it would be great)
Where is this going?
(Path unknown)
Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymore
(Not who I thought you were)

"And I stare at the phone he still hasn't called
And you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always

"It rains in your bedroom and everything is wrong
And it rains when you're here and it rain when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
Didn't mean it baby
I don't think so

"Oh hoh

"Oh back up baby back up
Did you forget everything?
(Though I don't want it to be true… yes you did!)
Back up baby back up
Did you forget everything?

"You see it rains in your bedroom and everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
Oh I stare at the phone he still hasn't called
And you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always

"Cause it rains when you're better and everything is wrong
It rains when in your bedroom and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
Didn't mean it baby
(No you didn't. Another lie)
You said forever and always."
I sighed as the song ended, letting my frustrations seep into the words. It wasn't fair! I hated them! Bitterly hated them for turning Edward into this… thing! Damn them to the deepest pits of hell!

Someone knocked on my door. I groaned… "Come in!"

Edward walked in, not breathing, and sat down next to me. "You have a very beautiful singing voice," he murmured.

I smiled at his shyness around me. He used to be more bold with me. "Thanks," I said.

"Listen, I really am trying to remember and make up for whatever mistakes I made. When I do remember I promise you that I will make up for it because according to you I did something horrible which I am sorry for."

I pondered about it for a bit then said, "I will only accept your apology when you actually remember what you did."

"Can you sing me a song?" He asked shyly after a moment of silence.

I blushed immediately and he loudly sucked in air. "It doesn't make it easier that you blush like that."

"Sorry," I said. "It's just that you never asked something like that of me and I have never really sung in front of many people except for the one time I ranted at you and then in front of the pack."

"Please," He said looking into my eyes, smoldering me the way that I loved. My heart picked up the pace and I nodded.

I flipped through the songs.

"When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

"And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

"Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

"And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

"Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

"Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

"Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

"Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you."
He smiled when I finished.

"That was…" He struggled to find the right words, "Beautiful, like woven silver and gold with the gentlest touch."

I never compared it to something like that before.

"Can you explain one thing to me about the past? Tell me one thing."

"There was that time you saved me from a van before it had the chance to hit me. I remember you telling me later that at the time before you saved all you were thinking was, 'Not her'." I whispered recalling the memory. "Then all your mood swings." I laughed without humor. "Telling me you weren't a good friend and how you were the bad guy." I was flying through the memories in my head now. They were being thrown at me almost. "Then…" I whispered, "There was the first time you kissed me." Agony layered my tone, making it thick.

He edged closer to me wiping the tears that were falling off my cheeks. Electrical current raced though my body at his touch. I nearly flinched away from his touch. He seemed to notice and picked me up gently, cradling me in his chest. I fit there so perfectly. I wanted to stay there forever, until he figured it out.

I don't know how long we stayed like that but I know that if world war three broke out we wouldn't notice. Suddenly Alice came bursting in. "Oh my god! Tanya, Kate and Irene just dropped in for a visit."

I looked up at Edward's face and I saw the intuition flicker in his eyes. He remembered them. He put me down and together we walked down the stairs. When we got down the strawberry blonde turned to him. "Edward!" She squealed.

I froze as I saw the look on his face. It was the look he had when he used to look at me… the look of falling… in love.