Chapter 7: Feelings & Attraction
Disclaimer: All FSOG characters belong to E.L James.
APOVWow…what was that? Christian just kissed me…granted it was my cheeks but the current I felt run through me as his lips touch my cheeks, I was so tempted to turn my face and let his lips land on mines. My stomach's in knots and my heart is beating a bit too fast for my liking…holy shit; I think I'm having a heart attack…from a kiss Ana…seriously! Well how do you explain it, I reply to my subconscious while rolling my eyes…oh shit, are these butterflies I feel in my stomach because I feel as though they are about to take flight any second now and take me straight to him…I think we've got our first crush, my inner goddess cheers…I sigh dreamily as I make my way back to help Ray.
"Now what has that smile on your face Annie or should I say who?" Ray says. I blush profusely and busy myself with getting everything put away for the night. Dad laughs at my attempt to not acknowledge his question.
"Do I need to have the 'Dad talk' with him" he says seriously
"Dad! OMG, I literally just met him…could you not go embarrassing me already"
He shrugs and says " that may true but I've never seen you smile like that before….yes I think I'll have the talk with him on our fishing trip" he muses to himself
"Dad!" I say and he laughs
CPOVAs I'm making my way back from Ana's, I can't help the smile that is plastered on my face. I can't believe I just did that but I don't regret it although I wanted to kiss her on the lips but even I'm not stupid enough to do that with Ray right there knowing fully well he's ex-military. He probably has a gun on him come to think of it…exactly and who do you think now has a bullet with his name on it…and although I don't have much to live for, I really don't feel like getting shot especially now that I've meet Ana.
From the moment I saw her standing there with Ray, I thought she was the most beautiful girl I've ever seen with her long brunette hair and pale skin, she was like a siren and I the lost and hopeless sailor was drawn to her. When she finally made eye contact with me; I gasp audibly thankful that Mia and Elliot were already out the SUV and steps away from me.
Even from the distance I was captivated and lost in her eyes, seems I couldn't get close to her fast enough and when I did, I saw that her eyes were the clearest of blues that I have ever seen and they were even more beautiful and captivating up close. I couldn't wait to be introduced to her; I kept anticipating how soft her skin would feel when we shake hands and when we finally did, I was jolted by a burst of electricity as soon as touch and I know she felt it too and I couldn't help but see how much it affected by saying its "Nice to meet you, Just Ana" and I couldn't help but get a semi hard on by her blush that I had to picture Elliot in a thong to not get rock hard in from our parents…especially Ray…he's got a scary as fuck aura about him that screams 'mess with me and mines…and end up dead' preferably at the bottom of the river…geez Christian get a grip will you…he's not a mob boss…the fuck you know.
All throughout dinner I had to distract my thoughts from her and was doing so fairly well I might add…yea Grey you keep telling yourself that.
Every time she laughed or giggled my heart would constrict, I swear it's the most beautiful sound I have ever heard.
I was actually thrilled when Mia asked her those questions as I was burning to know those things myself especially where she lived, and when she mentioned she wanted to attend WSU, I sent up silent prayer that she gets accepted…that's right baby come closer to me…what Grey? Baby? You just met the girl for crying out loud and to top things off you'll be off at Harvard so tough break…now leave the girl alone you know how fucked up you are…sigh.
After that "wonderful" pep talk from my inner self, I proceeded to withdraw myself mentally from the conversation, listening for key points and words to nod or smile according…that was until she moaned, yes she closed her eyes and wrapped those luscious lips around the fork…what I would give to be that fork right now…snap out of it Grey!…Lord have mercy, I got an instant hard on and nothing I did was stopping it…you've been hard from the moment you practically saw her earlier Grey…I rolled my eyes at my inner self and basically watch her a predatory stalk.
She soon notices that everyone is quiet and staring at her and she blushes and bites her lip and I nearly cum in my pants right there and then…and she hasn't even touched you yet Grey…Eager much are we…and that's where my mind has been for the rest of dinner, just imagining kissing and biting that delectable lip.
My interest in the conversation suddenly perks when Mia mentioned their girl's day; I was already formulating a plan on how to ditch dad and stay home on that specific day.
Dinner is finally over and during the farewell I heard mom complimenting Ana on her cooking…so my girl is not just smart and beautiful, she can cook too…could she be anymore perfect…then Elliot had to make a stupid ass remark about marrying him…fuck that shit, back off Lelliot, she's mine!…possessive much…shut up asshole…hey you're the one who wanted to stay in Seattle so you could go back into that bitch's dungeon and give your virginity up to her.
Shit, Elena…yea, shit Elena…what would she make of this…probably a cane to your back if she found out the stunt you just pulled back there a while ago with that kiss not to mention the thoughts running wild in your head on replay…Fuck, I need to nip this is the bud, whatever 'this' is. Besides Elena is my Domme, I cant be unfaithful to her the first chance I get plus she's helping me finally get my life together; I cant be ungrateful now…so you're going to leave Ana alone right?
What! No! I mean yes…fuck, I don't know but this has to be something to be pursued if I'm feeling this way as no amount of punishment nor pleasure from Elena has ever made me feel this alive and it was just simple touches and a brief kiss from Ana and I feel like a complete different person, I would even stretch and say I feel happy and contented and believe me these two emotions are never used to describe me.
Yes, that's what I'll do…what? I'll give Ana and I and whatever this is a try and if it fails, then it will be a summer to always remember…it will be a summer to remember whether you fail or succeed Grey. I smile at this realization knowing it absolutely true as I make my way back to the cottage.
A/N: Thanks for all the reviews and new follows and fav. Here's the latest chapter…now that we've got a peek into both AS & CG state of mind regarding their feelings, I'm going to fast forward a bit and give a bit more in sight into both of them in the next chapter and then on to the juicy bits lol .
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