A/N: Your eyes do not deceive you! With Love from Gwen has a new chapter after like 5678364332 years! I guess this chapter is kind of short for WLFG but I like how it came out. It gets intense at first then gets funnier so yeah! :P

Warnings: I think "Shit" is said. Twice. But that's it.

Update: This story takes way longer to write then Hurt so this should be updated once a week on Thursdays now. I'm sorry but I get writer's block on this story VERY easily. I'll try to go as fast as possible without making crap.

Next Person: Lindsay, we're going to New York City!

Answering a question: So a lot of you are asking me, "Are we going to see what Gwen said to the campers in the letters?" Honestly, I wasn't planning on it. Maybe I will, but it would probably be the last chapter. All I'm saying is we're going to see one person's letter…..

Lastly: Review!

Courtney's POV 11:48 A.M.

"Beth is the last person who still lives in Canada." I told Duncan while checking the sheet. "So she's the best bet."

"Alright, then we're going to the U.S?" He asked, stopping at the stop light.

"Yup, and a LOT of people live there." I sighed. "I hope we can get to everyone by the end of summer."

"I'm sure we can, what happened to the Courtney that refused defeat?"

"She met Gwen." I smiled. Gwen had really changed me, and I changed her. I got more laid back when I started hanging out with Gwen, when I was around Gwen, it was almost the same feeling I got around Duncan. Calm.

"She really changed you?" He asked.

"Yeah, her personality grew on me, and stuck." I still acted the same as my sixteen year old self, but more Gwen-like too. Gwen and I got in fights all the time but we always needed each other in the end. We couldn't stay mad at each other.

"I don't believe she changed you completely." He said.

"Well, no one changes completely, but maybe now that she's gone…" I looked down. "I'll go back to my old self."

"Do you want to go back to your old self?"

"I…don't know."

"You don't know? It's a pretty simple question."

"For now, I just want to stop…being sad."

Duncan dropped the topic after I said that. I have been sad before, everyone has, but this is the longest I've ever been sad. This may sound terrible but I wasn't this said when my grandmother passed away two years ago. Thinking about how I'm going to go back to school and Gwen won't be there, and she won't be at her house, or on this planet. She's just gone. I will never see her again. She won't be there on my wedding day, being my maid of honor, she won't see my first child, and I was going to make her the godmother. She won't be there for my birthdays or parties, and our kids won't ever know each other and become great friends like we always said they would.

Gwen could never meet her true love, she could never get married and have kids, or find a job that she loved, or turn old and die peacefully with her husband.

"I wish it was me." I whispered.

"What?" Duncan asked.

I looked up, and wiped my tears. "I wish it was me, instead of her!" I screamed. "Why did it have to be her?! She could have done so much! She could have changed the world." I cried. "She wanted to help people, help the environment, and she could have done it! I believed in her, she could have done it. She would have done it…."

Duncan slammed the breaks.

"Wha—"I started

"Don't ever say that." He said looking down. "Don't ever say you wish it was you." He looked up. "I know you're sad, Courtney, and angry and just depressed. But you can't blame yourself for her death. There is no reason to say things like that!" He yelled. "Gwen wouldn't want you to trade places with her." He sighed. "You go on with your life thinking it was your fault. Besides if anything, I think you kept her alive longer." He started driving again.

I was silent.

"I think you kept her alive longer."

After about two hours of silent driving we made it to Beth's house.

Duncan and I hopped out of the car and started towards Beth's front door.

Duncan rang the bell and a little girl opened the door.

"Hi there. We're friends of Beth, is she home?" I asked the little girl.

"Bethany? I'll check." The little girl replied and shut the door.

"The house is pretty big, huh?" Duncan said eyeing the house. "Didn't know Beth was living large."

"Don't steal anything!" I told him then cupped my hands over my mouth.

He laughed. "Don't worry, Princess, I wasn't planning on getting arrested."

"Sorry, force of habit." I replied, blushing.

The door clicked open and a blonde, skinny girl with glasses on opened the door. "Duncan? Courtney?"

"Hey, this girl recognizes us! So does a Beth live here?" Duncan asked her.

"Duncan! I'm Beth!" Beth screamed then laughed. "I guess it's been a while since we last saw each other, its okay I wouldn't recognize me either."

"Beth, you look…different." I managed to say, Beth got much prettier. She looked worried. "Oh! I mean good different! You look good!"

"Really good." Duncan said smirking.

I rolled my eyes.

"Aw, thanks guys! Sorry, where are my manners? Please come in!" She said cheerfully.

"Thanks." I replied bluntly. Beth is too happy. I started walking behind Beth but didn't hear footsteps behind me. I turned around to see Duncan stare at Beth in front of me. "Ugh! Duncan, let's go!" I snapped at him.

"Oh…right!" He said and ran towards me.

"Checking out Beth, huh?" I rolled my eyes.

"Why, jealous?" He replied coolly.

"No!" I scoffed and walked ahead of him.

We reached the kitchen, and it was beautiful. It was all white and possibly the cleanest kitchen I have ever seen in my entire life.

"You both can take a seat at the table. Do you want anything to drink?" Beth asked.

Duncan and I took seats across from each other. "I'll have water, thanks." I told Beth.

"Root-beer." Duncan said.

Beth nodded at us and handed Duncan a can of root-beer and handed me a water bottle, then took the seat next to me. "It's great to see you both, but what are you doing here?"

"We're actually here to deliver some bad news." I told Beth and looked down.

"What happened?" Beth asked worryingly.

"Gwen recently passed away." Duncan told her.

"That's terrible!" Beth gasped.

No shit Sherlock, I thought.

"We're here because Gwen wanted to give you something." Duncan continued.

"Really? Why me?" Beth asked.

"She wanted us to give something to everyone on Total Drama, not just you." I said sassily, while pulling out the letter, and sliding it to her across the table.

"A letter from her?" Beth questioned.

I rolled my eyes. Again, no shit Sherlock. I thought.

"Yeah." I replied.

"I think I'll read this in private." Beth said while put the letter in her bag. "But I do have a question, why did Gwen want you two to deliver the letters?"

I explained how Gwen and I were best friends after the show and Duncan practically begged me to come.

"Do you have a place to stay?" Beth asked.

"Duncan's car." I sighed.

"It's a five star joint." Duncan winked.

Beth giggled. Oh please. I thought.

"You two can stay here! We have guest rooms upstairs, I'm sure my parents wouldn't mind." Beth exclaimed.

"Really? That would be great, right Princess?" Duncan asked me smugly. He knew I didn't like her.

"Yeah….great." I fake smiled.

"Aw, I can't believe you two are still dating!" Beth stated.

"Wha-" I started.

"We're not dating." Duncan said blandly.

"Oh, my bad." Beth said. Just then the door clicked open. "That must be my dad, I'll ask him if you both can stay here!" She said running off to her father.

"Everyone thinks we're dating." I sighed.

"It's not that bad." Duncan smiled.

Before I could reply to that, Beth came running back, "My dad said yes! Come up stairs, I'll show you your rooms!"

"Oh man! I have work soon." Beth said after showing us around the house. "Sorry guys, my summer hob awaits. But feel free to make yourself at home or go to the local places while I'm gone."

"Alright." Duncan said grabbing his keys.

"See you guys later!" Beth said waving and walking out the door.

"So where to, Princess?" Duncan asked me raising an eyebrow.

"Alright! Look! A carnival!" Duncan screamed and did a sharp turn.

After driving around looking at Beth's town, we finally found something worth doing.

Duncan parked the car and we both got out.

"What's first?" I asked.

"Matterhorn!" He yelled, took my hand and ran to the ride. He was such a little kid.

After the Matterhorn, we decided to play some games.

"Knock the bottles over and win a prize!" The man shouted. "You there," He pointed at Duncan. "I bet you your girlfriend would like a prize! Or do you think you can't do it?"

"We're not—" I started but Duncan was already half his way over there. I chased after him.

"How much?" He asked.

"Five bucks for three balls." The man answered.

Duncan pulled out a five dollar bill. "Watch this!" He told me.

Duncan threw his first ball. Miss. Duncan threw his second ball. Hit one. Duncan threw his last ball. Miss.

"Oh, I'm watching." I giggled.

"Shut up. It's totally rigged. " He mumbled.

I put down a five. "I'll try." I said proudly.

"Give it your best shot, Miss." The man said handing me the balls.

"Thank you." I said. I threw my first ball. Hit two. Threw my second ball. Miss. Threw my third ball. Hit all. "Well, well. Look at that, Duncan."

Duncan crossed his arms and turned away.

"Aw, don't be like that," I giggled. "Which one do you want?"

He turned back. "I'll take the pink elephant."

"That one, sir." I pointed to the medium sized elephant.

"There you are Miss. Have a good day." He said and handed me the prize.

"Here is your pink elephant." I giggled and handed it to Duncan.

He took it. "Courtney, guess what?"

"Hm?" We both started walking again, it was getting pretty dark.

He handed me the elephant. "Surprise! I got this for you!"

I laughed. "Thanks. It means a lot."

"Ladies and gentlemen the fireworks display will be starting in five minutes." The speaker said.

"Oh fireworks!" I said. "Let's go!" I grabbed Duncan's hand and ran to the grass.

Duncan and I sat in the grass and waited for the fireworks to start.

"You seemed pretty excited about the fireworks." He said.

"Yeah, I love fireworks." I replied.

After I said that, Duncan just stared at me, smiling. I looked over. "Heh, what?" I asked.

Then he did something I thought he would never do again.

Duncan kissed me.

He pulled away. "Heh….sorry." He half-chuckled and turned back to the fireworks that had just started.

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