Update: I have the ending all ready to go but then I read it and promptly deleted it. I rewrote it about three times now but I think I finally have it settled. I'm going to make sure it works out where I want to take it the story and then I will upload it. Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy.
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The hallway echoed with the running footsteps of Dean who was not even bothering to hesitate between the islands of light. The light seemed to flash as Dean ran hoping he came upon some type of change. It never happened and eventually Dean knew he was going in circles when he kept seeing the part of the hallway that the doors weren't at. Those two doors that Dean went through and regretted every minute of it. He would never forget the look Sam gave him when his Dad grabbed a hold of him. The look of fear and desperation.
"Dean!" The Winchester stopped his running and turned towards the sound. It sounded like Sam but he wondered if it was the real Sam. He was hesitant to answer wondering if it was a trap or another alternate reality.
"Dean!" Dean couldn't do anything but step forward hoping the hallway would show Sam. Show him that his brother come to save him. He took another few hesitant steps and a figure started to form down the hallway.
"Sam?" He knew his voice was barely above a whisper but he could only hope that it was truly his brother. His brother that was currently opening a door from the hallway.
"Sam!" Dean yelled this time hoping his brother would close the door and not go through the light. His brother grew more focused the more Dean moved towards him and the door was open and waiting for his brother to step inside. Sam looked towards him while pausing in his act of walking through the open door. The unnatural light shown off of Sam's face even as confusion and then relief came upon it.
"Dean?" Sam asked as he let go of the door and took a hesitant step towards his brother. Dean smiled for the first time somehow knowing this was the real Sam. His Sam. The light grew in intensity and Dean went to yell out at his brother to come to him. However, the light took over half of the hallway and Dean shielded his eyes away from the intensity of it. When the light faded and he was able to open his eyes he realized that his brother was gone. Gone straight through the open door that seemed to beckon Dean onward. Dean didn't hesitate as he ran to the still open door and ran right through the blinding light. Dean slowly opened his eyes as the light faded hoping his Sam would be there waiting for him.
"You are selfish! All those people who could be saved. You would leave that behind?" His father's voice was loud and demanding and Dean knew what memory this was. A memory he would give anything to not go through again. Dean looked and saw his father standing tall and imposing in front of his brother. His real brother that wasn't eighteen years old.
"Sam?" Dean asked as he took in his surroundings realizing that they were truly alone with their father.
"Dean! Where are we? What is this place?" Sam looked fearful and confused as he tried to meet his brother in the middle of the room. His father stepped in front of him blocking them from meeting.
"Are you crazy Sam? Where are we? We are talking about you leaving your family behind! That's where we are!" His father's voice made Sam flinch away from him and take a few steps backwards. Sam's eyes got large in front of his father and Dean knew his guilt was starting to get the better of him.
"Sam. Listen. These are memories. They aren't real." His father turned on him so quick that Dean grew scared for a moment. He remembered the demon being his last father and he wondered if this was his father or not.
"Aren't real? You are with him? You're going to let him leave?"
"Dad." Dean's voice was cracked with the strain of fear.
"You have got to be kidding me. You two are gaining up on me?"
"No Dad. Sam and I..."
"What? You both want to leave? Not a chance." His father turned away from him and took the few steps to meet Sam. He grabbed the young Winchester by the shirt collar and slammed him against the wall behind him. Sam grunted from the pain and surprise but he showed no fear besides that.
"You're going to leave? Leave and drag your brother with you? How dare you! All those innocent people?"
"Dad. Please."
"What Sam? What do you want?"
"I... I want..."
"Dad!" Dean yelled forgetting for a moment that this wasn't reality and wanting to do anything to help his brother.
"Be quiet Dean! You want to go to college Sam? Want to leave us behind?"
"Dad. Let me go."
"No Sam! You would leave chasing the demon that killed your mother? You grew up with no mother because of him and you are going to let him walk away? Is that what you want?"
"NO!" Dean knew that the demon was all ready dead but these memories were sucking them in. Sucking them into believing that this was all real. That his father truly wanted Sam to answer. Wanted the truth from his youngest son. Dean was trying to keep a hold of the fact that this was just a memory. He stepped up to his father and dragged him away from his breaking brother. His father stumbled from the surprise of Dean's action but then he had his feet and all the anger he could muster. Dean grabbed Sam from off the wall and started pulling him towards the front door.
"You would betray me too Dean? Both of you care nothing about me and nothing about your mother's death! How dare you!" Dean tried to ignore his father but it seemed as if Sam was having a harder time tuning him out. Dean's pulling helped him along but Sam was still staring at his father with wide hurt eyes.
"Dean. Wait." Sam's voice almost made the Winchester stop but he still continued knowing if he could just get Sam and himself through that door they might make it out of here. Out of this memory that was taking so much out of them both.
"If you walk out that door, don't you ever come back!" Sam stumbled completely this time almost falling if it wasn't for Dean's hand on his arm. Dean knew it was the one phrase that took Sam to the edge that night and it seemed as if he was reliving those memories all over again. Dean wouldn't let Sam fall into that trap. Not as long as he was here to help him through it all. Dean reached the door and opened it up and was happy to see the shining light.
"Dean. Please." Dean wasn't sure what Sam was begging for but Dean kept pulling him through the door.
"I will never forgive you for this." His father's last words put a chill in his heart even as he walked through the doorway to enter the hallway on the other side. Sam was there behind him gasping as if he couldn't get enough oxygen. Dean looked back and the door they came through was gone. He let go of his brother and Sam bended over placing his hands on his knees.
"Dean. What. Is. Happening." Every word came between the gasps Sam's body was making and Dean helped Sam sit down under the swinging light bulb. Sam looked happy for the help as he glanced around with confusion.
"Just relax. Take deep breathes." Dean patted Sam's leg before looking around the hallway to make sure it was the same. He never thought he would be happy to see the same hallway with those damn doors. Anything to give Sam and him a reprieve from the memories.
"Dean. What is this place?" Sam wasn't gasping any longer as he looked at his big brother was questioning eyes. Dean wasn't sure what to tell his brother. How to explain the hallway and everything he has seen all ready. Every memory that he wished he could just forget.
