Chapter 7
A Date
Next day at work Sonic couldn't stop thinking about what Scourge had told him. To be his friend then make a move. I think that he's right. Maybe I should make a move, see if I can actually go somewhere with him... even if he is way, way out of my league. Sighing he had to smile when he saw Zonic come up with his morning coffee. There were a few new hickies on his neck that made Sonic raise an eyebrow. No girlfriend indeed. "Hey Zee... you don't look to good. You okay?" Taking his coffee he had to look at his brother's red shot eyes.
"Yeah... fine. I just stayed up late with Scourge. Somehow he convinced me to drink and I am regretting that." Yawning Zonic took a sip of his own coffee. He also most didn't seem to be completely there.
"He convinced you to go out drinking?" Sonic made a mental note to question how the hell the green hedgehog managed to do that. "Mister Don't-drink-until-you're-21 went out drinking before he was 21?" The older blue hedgehog grinned. "Knew it would happen one of these days. Did you have some fun too?" He asked while pointing to Zonic's neck.
With a blush Zonic had to cover his neck. "I don't really remember what happened! If something happened I don't know what it was... I'll see you later, have to get back to work." With a sigh he turned to go back to his car.
Walking up Rotor had to chuckle. "Looks like your brother had a bit of fun, huh?"
"I'd say more than that." Rotor noticed that Sonic seemed to be in a much better mood today. The not-date with Shadow may have ended in disaster but the more Sonic thought about being Shadow's friend the more excited he got. This could be his chance. What did he have to lose anyway?
With a smile Rotor had to give his friend a look. "Looks like you've been having a good time yourself. Anything I should know about?"
"It's nothing, really..." Sonic replied, a bit embarrassed. "The guy I've been crushing on is taking me out tomorrow night. It's not really a date... I don't think...but at least it's something, right?"
Having to smile at that Rotor had to give Sonic a pat on the back. "Good. That I would say is more then something. My mother always use to say, "Best way to be lovers is to be friends.""
"Geez Rote', embarrass the hell outta me, why don'tcha?" Sonic chuckled to himself. "I didn't say anything about being lovers..." Though that would be nothing short of a dream come true for Sonic.
With his own chuckle the walrus turned to head back to his station. "You said crush so you I thought that would help you. Good luck."
"Thanks." He gave Rotor a small wave as he walked off. I'm gonna need it...
All throughout the work day Sonic's thoughts kept drifting back to his brother. It must have been that twin thing again but he couldn't help but get the feeling that Zonic was hiding something from him.
It wasn't like Zonic to keep secrets so he couldn't figure out why he would. And all he could think it was, was that his brother had finally gotten a girlfriend and was just being to shy to introduce her.
Finally the time came for him to go home. He couldn't help but think about how tomorrow he would go out with Shadow. No doubt the only reason it wasn't this night was because the dark hedgehog wanted to spend some time with his little brother. Sonic couldn't help but blush at the thought of this. The perfect man was living next to him.
Next day came and work was basically the same thing as it was every time. Though there was a new employ so Monkey Khan kept coming out to make sure how she was doing.
Great. A newbie. Sonic sighed to himself. He was never fond of new people. Not because they didn't know what they were doing at first, that was a given everywhere, but because most of the time, when they were females anyway, they would always go to him for "help". Sonic just prayed that wouldn't happen today.
Thankfully she left him alone being Ken was there taking care of her. Going home at two Sonic had to sigh. Shadow would be picking him up at five again to go out and eat with him and Rouge. The blue hedgehog still didn't understand why Shadow was so determined to make this up to him. But then again he still couldn't believe that he was thought to be a friend.
This time Sonic didn't really worry about what he was wearing. Just changing into some casual clothes, he went to his computer to finish a few things he didn't get to do at work. Knuckles had texted him and said that he was staying the night at his girlfriend's house.
At least he didn't have his roommate to make fun of him when he got home. A little before five a knock came to the door. There was Shadow, ready to go. "Good evening Sonic. Are you ready to go?"
"Yup. I'm good," the blue hedgehog replied while walking out and locking his door. "So where are we going?"
"Little restaurant called The Owl. Has a nice variety and good food. I think you will enjoy it." Turning the two of them started walking down the hallway. "I hope you had a good day."
"Eh..." Sonic shrugged as the two of them got into the elevator. "Same old. Nothing really different happens where I work." Or exciting for that matter.
Nodding Shadow had to sigh. "I don't find my work much more exciting. Of course after working on there for several years I suppose it's hard not to get into a rut." Getting to the car Shadow again opened the door for Sonic.
And Sonic had to blush. He wasn't used to being treated this way at all. Usually it was him that did things like that for Sally, not the other way around. He mumbled another thank you and got inside with a sigh. Feeling this awkward was starting to annoy him. He couldn't keep this up for much longer otherwise Sonic knew he'd go insane. How the heck does Scourge make it sound so easy?
Getting in himself Shadow turned on the car and started on to their destination. Classic music again playing on the radio. "Sonic, what kind of music do you enjoy? I myself like all types of music but as you could probably guess I truly enjoy classical."
Somehow that doesn't surprise me in the slightest. Shadow's words made Sonic chuckle to himself. "I like all of it, really. Some more than others. When I was in the band we mostly played rock but sometimes we liked to mix it up a little."
"You were in a band?" Turning into a parking lot Shadow parked but want to hear about this.
"In high school, yeah. I didn't tell you about that?" Funny, why did he think he did? Maybe it was so normal for him that he just thought everyone around him already knew. It was his own mistake.
"I remember you mentioning that you played music. I don't remember you saying you were in a band. Must have slipped your mind." Getting out Shadow moved again to open the door for his friend. "I'm guessing your band didn't work out as you hoped."
"No, we were doing fine..." Sonic replied as he got out. "In fact they're very successful now. I just...I wasn't feeling it anymore. So I quit."
"I see... I'm sorry to hear that." Heading inside the small restaurant. Behind the host stand was a wolf. She looked rather bored till she saw Shadow walk in.
Smiling she stood up straight. "Hey Shadow! Want the booth?" That got Shadow to return a smile.
"If you would please." Being lead to a booth they were sat down. Shadow wasn't even handed a menu but Sonic was and she walked off with a smile.
"Why didn't she give you a menu?" Sonic couldn't help but ask getting a smile from Shadow.
"Because she already knows what I want. I come here often enough and suggest items to put on the menu now and then."
"So you're a regular." That made Sonic smile before looking down onto his menu. "Are we early or is Rouge going to be late again?"
"Hm?" Looking to Sonic the dark hedgehog shook his head. "Rouge isn't going to be joining us. It will just be you and me I'm afraid. Sorry, if I knew you wanted to see her again I would have asked for her to join us then."
Desperately Sonic tried to hide the blush on his cheeks this time. If it was just the two of them then he couldn't help but think it was a sort of date...right? Oh keep it together. It's not a date. "N-no, that's okay. I don't mind."
Smiling Shadow was happy that wasn't a problem. "Well good. I thought it would be nice for just us to get out. Sorry I am not much company."
"What? Oh no, I didn't mean it like that! I was just wondering, that's all..."
"I was joking Sonic." Giving a bit of a flat look Shadow had to lean back. "So, as we were saying earlier... if you don't mind me asking of course. What made you quit your band?"
"Uh..." With how carefully Shadow was watching the other, he could tell that was a sore subject. "Well like I said... I just wasn't feeling it anymore. Sal and I kind of had a falling out too so..."
"Sal? One of your band mates?" Shadow couldn't recall Sonic using that name before so he could assume this was why. When people had a falling out it wasn't like they ever liked to bring the other up again.
"Sally, yeah. Me and her were the lead singers. I played lead guitar and she played some keyboard too."
"Oh. So you two had a falling out and you left... seems to happen in a lot of bands. I would like to hear you play some time though."
A waiter came over at that point with a smile, looking to Sonic. "Good evening sir. What can I get you to eat?"
Sonic looked back at the menu, still not decided yet. "Not sure... What do you usually get?" He asked, looking to Shadow.
"I usually get a tomato salad. Something tells me you wouldn't like that though. Please give him a moment." Getting a nod from the waiter he walked off. Turing his attention back to Sonic the dark hedgehog smiled. "Okay, what are you in the mood for?"
"Well... I would like something with meat." Sonic tried to smile but he felt a bit embarrassed that he didn't even look at the menu before this. He was just too into what they were talking about.
"Well then I would suggest their Western burger... that is if you don't mind something with a bit of a kick to it."
"Ooo. Spicy. Then I'll get that." Falling silent for a bit something crossed Sonic's mind. He knew that Shadow was a vegetarian but didn't know why. "Hey Shadow... I was just wondering. Why are you a vegetarian?"
"Hm? Oh. My father had a firm believe that people should know where their food come from so he showed me where my food came from. It just bothered me so I just stopped eating meat. Haven't been able to get over that. Maria didn't understand how it didn't bother Streaks but he's a bit more understanding I suppose."
"Ah. Slaughter houses. Did he show you as a kid or what?" Sonic had never been shown things like that and he didn't want to see them either.
"Yes, he did. I suppose you could say it scared me but each mind is different. Never really thought about it to much, I just molded into this."
I'm personally glad how you turned out, Shads... Sonic thought to himself with a small smile. "Maria? Is that your sister? I think you mentioned something about having a sister, right?"
Nodding Shadow's smile turned rather melancholy all of the sudden. "Yes, Maria was my sister."
"What's she like?" Sonic didn't notice Shadow's sudden change in demeanor, a little too excited to learn a little more about his crush and his family. "Is she like Streaks?"
Shadow shook his head to that. "Oh Chaos no. No, nothing like Streaks. Streaks is really the black sheep of our family. Maria was very kind. She was going to be a nurse herself so we went to nurse school together. She especially loved working with children."
"Oh really?"
"Yes." Shadow pulled out his phone and flipped through a few things before showing a picture to Sonic. "This is Maria."
And Sonic was surprised. What she was was a human, an overlander with golden hair and beautiful blue eyes. Her face made Sonic think she could be the kindest person in the world. So either her or Shadow is adopted...? But Sonic wouldn't ask something like that. "She looks wonderful."
"She was. I've never met a kinder soul and probably never will."
Something about how Shadow was talking was starting to bother Sonic. He was almost afraid to ask. "I'm sorry...but "was"?"
Ears going down at that Shadow put his phone away. "Yes... was. Her... her and my parents died about two years ago. Car accident I'm afraid. Hit and run... we still don't know who hit them."
Sonic immediately regretted asking. "I-I'm so sorry..." he said while putting a hand over Shadow's without thinking. "If I had known...I wouldn't have asked..."
With a small rather sad smile Shadow looked down at the hand before looking back up to Sonic. "No need to be sorry. You didn't know. No doubt you would have found out eventually. How about your family though. I believe you mention you had a twin brother. How in the world did your mother tell you two apart?"
The blue hedgehog still felt horrible but he welcomed the change in topics for now. He didn't want to make Shadow uncomfortable. Noticing now that his hand was over Shadow's he quickly took it away. Smooth Sonic... He shook his head. "Oh, uh, Zonic's ears are different than mine are. And his eyes are darker."
"Then you aren't completely identical... fascinating." It was then that the water returned and took Sonic's order. "I'm assuming that you both are very close."
"Uh-huh." Taking out his phone this time, Sonic showed Shadow a picture of him and his brother. "This one's kinda old but yeah, that's Zee. Great guy. Probably the smartest guy I know."
Looking at the picture Shadow couldn't help but smile. "Handsome. So he is the smartest person you know? What did he go to school for?"
Handsome...? Sonic wasn't sure if that was a compliment or not. They looked so similar so maybe... No, probably not... "Law enforcement... He's an officer right now. Youngest on the force, I think."
"Impressive. I have to say I can respect a man of the law. Don't really understand those that don't like police officers and lawyers."
Sonic's ears lowered. That certainly didn't help his thoughts. Great. So he's more interested in my brother than me. And he hasn't even met the guy yet.? He sighed. "Yeah...Zonic's always kinda talked about it... Following in our dad's footsteps or whatever..."
Nodding to that Shadow had to think. "So your father is a police officer? That is rather nice that your brother decided to join him in protecting us." Taking a sip of his drink the dark hedgehog leaned back slightly. "I myself come from a family of scientists."
"That doesn't surprise me." What was wrong? Sonic seemed to have withdrawn himself again. Was it something he said?
One ear went down to the sudden change. Maybe him being a scientist just made Sonic uncomfortable. Reaching over Shadow took one of the blue hedgehog's hand. "You know Sonic, you don't need to be nervous around me even with my job."
"Wha..?" This time Shadow did take notice of the blush on the blue hedgehog's cheeks. It made him curious. "Oh, uh...sorry..."
Giving a kind smile Shadow rubbed his hand a bit. "No need to be sorry. Just relax. Remember that I'm you're friend."
Instead of helping that just seemed to make Sonic feel worse. "Y-yeah..." Why did he suddenly feel so sick? Desperately he tried to change the subject away from himself. "Anyway...how long have you worked for the FBI?"
"About... four years now? Yes, I think that is about right." Letting go of Sonic's hand the dark hedgehog had to chuckle a bit, a little embarrassed that he was the youngest member in his department. "It's been a promising line of work."
Wishing he had enjoyed Shadow holding his hand a little more, Sonic sighed. It must be nice to know what you wanted to do with your life. He felt so lost. "I bet."
"Though sometimes I wondered if I should have joined a university. Don't get me wrong, I am happy with the choice and I am sure that the FBI is too. But at times it just feels like I am not respected and it's not because of my field or the knowledge I have but my age. The younger and more promising you are the more likely the older members will basically try to gut you."
"Zonic's said that a few times. But everyone's kind of intimidated by him so they don't mess with him anymore." His brother was just someone people didn't want to mess with. He could be downright scary if provoked.
"Yes well... I've been dealing with it for four years. But I suppose the people I work with would never be intimidated." Sighing Shadow leaned back a bit. "It's a little frustrating. Sure you don't have to deal with something like that at your work."
Sonic didn't answer that. When the topic switched back to him, Shadow noticed, that tended to happen. Sonic apparently didn't like talking about himself all that much. "At least it's something though. And at least you enjoy it otherwise."
Falling silent Shadow had to sigh. He couldn't help but wonder why Sonic didn't want talk about himself, or his work. While Shadow understood he didn't really enjoy what he did he didn't quiet get that he wouldn't even complain about it with him. "I suppose, but it can be a very stressful line of work. I have to annualize criminals most of the time."
"So does Zonic." It seemed like the blue hedgehog liked talking about his brother or anyone else besides himself. That was nice and all...but Shadow wanted to know more about him, not just his family. "He was actually taking care of some guy for a while. Parole officer. The guy's a complete jerk but...he's not so bad once you get to know him."
"A lot of people that lead hard lives are like that. And with the system we currently have if they are on hard times and stuck in them no matter how many times they pay for their crimes they will find themselves back where they started. It becomes a pattern that they themselves can't break... I'm sorry. I'm use to talking about such things."
"S'okay," Sonic replied with a small smile, listening very intently as Shadow went off on a tangent. "You pretty much described Scourge in a nutshell anyway."
"Scourge?" That name just caught Shadow off guard. Just by the sound of his name the dark hedgehog could tell that either this man's parents hated him since birth or he joined a gang and changed his name to sound cool. "Well part of it falls on the system they are in. Jail doesn't really work in reformation only in containment. But it doesn't seem to be much being done to fix that. No one seems to care and a lot of these people find being in is better then being out."
Sonic shrugged and took a sip of his drink. "I wouldn't know. I know Scourge said that prison sucks but that's about it. Though I think Zonic's having a positive influence on him."
"Then he is one of the lucky ones that actually has someone that cares for his plight. Do you know why he was put in jail?"
That actually made Sonic chuckle. "Public intoxication," he said while holding up two fingers. "Twice. Didn't help that he was under age either."
"I see... how pleasant. Well not as bad as I thought it wold be. I'm sure your father is pleased that your brother is trying to help such a poor soul."
Sonic's ears lowered immediately and now Shadow was suddenly regretting his words. "Dad... I don't think he knows. I mean...unless he can hear us. He got shot in the head while on the job."
"Sonic..." Was this how the blue hedgehog felt a few minutes ago? "I'm so sorry..."
"It's alright... Believe it or not he's still alive...sorta. He's in a coma. But somehow he survived it. He'll wake up one of these days...when he's ready."
Giving a smile Shadow again reached over to grab Sonic's hand. "Of course he will wake up. How could he not when he has a family waiting for him and two boys I'm sure he'd be proud of."
"Tch." Sonic looked away and huffed. He'd only be proud of Zonic, anyway. There was nothing to be proud of when it came to him as far as Sonic was concerned.
He was grateful for timing as the waiter brought their food a few moments afterwards.
As the food was placed down Shadow couldn't help but hate the timing. The look on Sonic's face like the statement he made should be grounds for a slap in the face didn't sit well with him. While he was wanting to get on better grounds with the blue hedgehog and really become friends he felt he wasn't doing a good job of it. So he just picked at his salad, now feeling slightly that this was a bad idea but was trying to figure out how he could fix it.
He wished that the Sonic who was excited when he was talking about running was back. That was the only time he could really recall seeing Sonic actually enjoy himself. Was he this way with everyone? Or just him? It just seemed like everything that Shadow asked about in his life made Sonic retreat even more into his shell. Like he didn't want to tell Shadow anything about himself. But why? Was he nervous? Embarrassed? Even when talking about things he did like, after realizing that he was acting excited, Sonic stopped himself. It was almost sad... like Sonic didn't want to be happy.
Of course if this was the case then there could be something wrong going on in Sonic's mind. Not that Shadow would tell him right out that's what he thought. If he ever met the blue hedgehog's family he would more likely tell them he thinks that Sonic might be suffering from depression and could then start to help the family get that under control. The way Sonic acted certainly seemed like a destructive depression. People like that if he recalled were prone to suicide.
Sighing at his thoughts Shadow then noticed that Sonic was staring at him. Both had been eating without a word being said but those green eyes were locked on him. Once spotted though the blue hedgehog looked away with a slight blush. Giving a small smile Shadow supposed he should prey more into the others' mind. "So... what is your favorite movie?"
"Huh?" Sonic was confused. What a random question. "Oh, uh... I'm not sure. We watch so many that it's kinda hard to choose." Every month at Mighty's house their group of friends liked to get together and watch a bunch of movies, old or new. The hedgehog twins had missed the last few though. Zonic at least had a valid excuse. For Sonic he just didn't feel like going.
"Same with me. I never really understood how people may have a favorite in such things as movies. As you said there are so many." Smiling maybe this could lighten the mood between them.
"Mighty, a friend of mine, likes to have some get-togethers just to watch movies. Sometimes we watch really bad ones just to make fun of them." That was probably the best part of movie night. Good movies were fun but watching a really horrible movie with a group of friends was just so entertaining that Sonic's group of friends almost preferred it. "Like The Room. Ugh. That movie's so bad but so awesome at the same time because of how horrible it is." Sonic let out a few laughs at that. Might was the best when it came to making fun of movies. It helped that he had a gigantic house with almost unlimited space.
And there he is opening up a little. Let's see how long it lasts this time. "Sounds interesting. I've never really done anything like that myself. Not really one for watching bad movies."
"I don't blame you," Sonic replied with a grin that Shadow was unfamiliar with. It was almost...cocky. "Sometimes it's painful to watch. But when you're with a group it's a lot easier and a lot more fun."
As they finished their food the waiter came, taking their plates but leaving a dessert. "Enjoy." He said as he left getting Shadow to chuckled.
"I always forget that if I came here with someone they do this. Never like to eat dessert alone." Taking one of the spoons Shadow started to eat the chocolate cake.
Is that their policy or is that a Shadow thing? Either way Sonic wasn't complaining. Everything he's had so far here had been very good. Nothing compared to his uncle's cooking but Sonic was very much spoiled in that regard. "This place isn't too bad. Might have to take Zonic here sometime."
"Tell them I recommended it to you and they might give you a discount. Of course if the people working tonight remember you were with me you don't have to worry about that."
That just got Sonic curious. "What? You that much of a regular?"
"Family friend owns the business."
"Ah. No wonder they treat you nice here." Sonic lost his grin for a more simple smile. "It's a little nicer than my uncle's place but not as homey feeling. 'Course that might just be because I'm so used to going there."
Nodding Shadow had to smile. "Your uncle likes to cook, hm? I don't remember much of my own uncle other then he wasn't a very pleasant man. Maybe my cousin is the way he is because of him but it's hard to say."
To be honest Sonic did not want to delve too much into the mind of a madman like Shadow's cousin. The further he stayed away from that and tried to forget that transformation ever happened the better. "My uncle owns his own diner. It's a great place but...well...I'm not sure on its vegetarian options..."
"Pity. I would like to go but I do have my diet." Still smiling he took the bill happily. Finishing off the dessert the dark hedgehog had to smile. "I swear this place has the best chocolate cake there is... besides my own."
Sonic was just about to get some money out when Shadow took the entire bill. He blinked. "Uh, here," he said, pulling out a few bills. "This is enough to cover me, right?"
"Oh, don't worry about it. It's my treat." Waving the money away Shadow just smiled friendly. He wanted to make a good impression on the other and buying dinner after what happened the last time they went out.
"Wh..." The smile went away in favor of another blush. Shadow paused slightly. Was it him or did Sonic do that a lot? And the way he looked at him sometimes, like before when they were eating in silence... Something was certainly on Sonic's mind that the blue hedgehog did not want to talk about. "But... Shadow, no. Don't do that."
With a chuckle Shadow watched as the check was taken. "Well it's already been done. Don't worry about it Sonic, it's my treat." It looked like the blush on his cheeks just got stronger at that. In a way it was a bit cute, he would dare to say... though not out loud.
"Th-thanks..." Sonic stuttered, unable to look Shadow in he eyes now. Goddammit Sonic, stop acting like a damn schoolgirl! The blue hedgehog was yelling at himself, feeling ashamed that he could barely speak up now. Shadow was truly a gentleman in the highest sense of the word.
Once the bill was brought back Shadow even put the tip. "Alright, I suppose we should head back home." Offering his hand to help Sonic back on his feet the dark hedgehog kept his smile. Though with the way Sonic was looking he would have loved to know what was going on in his head.
I know this wasn't a date or anything but... When Sonic noticed the hand he gingerly took it. But to me it really felt like one. He's perfect. Like more perfect than I ever thought he could be. Scourge's words echoed in Sonic's mind as the dark hedgehog led him to his car and once again opened the door for him. He had to take a chance at this otherwise he might get taken by somebody else. Even if Shadow said he wasn't looking at the moment...anything could happen. Why the heck would he even say yes though? I don't want to lose what little we already have if I ask him out...
The drive home was rather silent, Shadow humming the tune on the radio a bit. Clearly he was giving Sonic some space. If the blue hedgehog wanted to talk then he would. If not then they would have had a lovely evening still. But Shadow did wish the other would open up more. Pulling into his parking space he got out and again opened the door for Sonic.
Walking to their apartments they were still both quiet, still Shadow didn't mind to much. Getting home he turned to Sonic with a smile. "This was lovely. We should find time to do it again, if we can. Good night Sonic."
It looked like the blue hedgehog was still deep in thought. He clearly heard Shadow but refused to say anything. "Sonic?"
For a moment Sonic didn't answer but then he looked up, meeting Shadow's eyes. Without thinking he gave Shadow a quick peck on the cheek, immediately realizing what he did in the middle of it and pulled away, blushing furiously. He couldn't believe he just did that. What was he thinking? "Y-yeah, um, thanks. It was fun," he replied, trying to play it cool. Now it was time to retreat.
The kiss got Shadow to blush. Quickly before Sonic could retreat to his home the dark hedgehog grabbed his hand. "Wait... we need to talk." Gesturing to his apartment Shadow gave Sonic a look to say that he would not take no for an answer.
He noticed Sonic stiffen the moment their hands touched. The blue hedgehog was clearly nervous. Darn it... And here I was thinking something could actually go right for a change. Sonic knew he was asking too much of that. No getting out of this now. Without another word he followed Shadow back into his apartment, dreading what was coming next.
Closing the door Shadow was about to move to the couch when he noticed that Sonic did not follow. He just stood awkwardly near the door. Turning and crossing his arms the dark hedgehog looked to him. "Why did you kiss me just now?"
Tried to, anyway. That wasn't really a kiss. The blue hedgehog sighed. "Why...do people normally kiss other people?"
"Don't give me that." Shadow huffed, hating when people answered a question with a question. Going over to Sonic he gave him a stern look. "Give me a straight answer. Why did you kiss me?"
Sonic sighed, not liking where this was going. This wasn't how he wanted to admit his feelings. At least it wasn't how he pictured it was going to be. "Well...because I like you," he said, figuring it was pointless to beat around the bush anymore. "A lot."
With a sigh Shadow backed off. "I see. Then how long have you been feeling this? Since you found out that it wasn't a dream and I helped save you?"
"Uh...no..." He just had to ask that, didn't he? The last thing Sonic wanted to reveal was that he had been pretty much stalking the dark hedgehog for the past year or so. "Since... since we talked the first time. The time you don't remember."
A small blush actually formed on Shadow's cheeks at that. He opened his mouth to make a comment but quickly closed it again. Really it was very flattering that the blue hedgehog had a crush on him for so long. Clearing his throat a bit and pushing his glasses up Shadow had to ask something about that. "Then how come you've never approached me after that?"
"Well...when I tried again you didn't say anything. And I've been too nervous to say anything again ever since."
"So you're shy?" For some reason Shadow could buy that with how Sonic usually acted around him. "Okay, so then why not open up to me? Every time I try to find out something new about you, you brush it off or change the subject from you to someone else in your life. If you like me, why not tell me about you?"
Sonic fell silent again. He was ashamed. But the way Shadow was staring at him made him eventually open up. "Because... because I didn't think it was important. I mean... I didn't want to try because I'm way out of your league anyway..."
Shaking his head slightly at that Shadow had to move over to the blue hedgehog. "I don't understand the idea of leagues. Never thought that one person was above another when it came to the sense of trying to find a mate. There are simply people that work together and those that don't."
"Then what would you call it? I have nothing going for me while you already have your life's work figured out. I'm stuck in a dead-end job while you work for the freaking FBI. You're way smarter than I could ever hope to be and...Shadow, you're just so perfect. I'm...not."
"I'm far from perfect Sonic. And you are not the first person to get stuck with uncertainties in your life not knowing what to do. So you are in a rut, that's no reason to think I am better then you."
"You're as perfect as perfect can be...at least to me." Sonic looked down and tried to hide his blush in his shirt. "But I'm sure you could do so much better... That's why I didn't say anything."
Shaking his head slightly at that, Shadow reached out and took Sonic's hand. "There you go again like I'm better then you. I'm not better then you Sonic. Different, yes very much so but not better. And I'm very flattered that you find me attractive even to be shy about it and even call me perfect. But really I am like you."
Green eyes closed. Sonic could barely stand his embarrassment now. "Y-you're nothing like me...and that's why I like you."
Ears going down at that Shadow didn't really know what to say. In a way it confirmed his theory that Sonic was depressed though. His heart though sank at that idea that this person before him, this wonderful person felt so down about himself. Hesitantly Shadow put his forehead on Sonic's, eyes closed as well. What could I possibly do to make your life better? How can I help you? It was then he realized a very simple solution that could make both of them very happy. Carefully Shadow placed a very small kiss on Sonic's lips. Pulling away slightly he held on to the others' hands, smiling at him. And he couldn't help a small chuckle at the look on Sonic's face.
There was a mix of emotions on Sonic's face. Shock, excitement, nervousness, just to name a few. "Wh-what...?" The blue hedgehog could barely speak. D-did I dream that?
"You are rather attractive, you know." Getting a little closer again, only pulling away because he wanted to see how Sonic would react Shadow put his arms around the other, smiling still though a little more to try and show his intentions. "And what time we have spent together I have enjoyed, though I do wish you were more open with me and less nervous. So I think that we should see where this could lead."
Oh god. I'm dreaming. This has to be a dream, right? Because if he didn't know any better he could have sworn that Shadow said he would go out with him...and called him attractive.
Not hearing anything from the other Shadow had to pull away again to try and get a read off of him. Seeing Sonic's face again he couldn't help but chuckle. "You turn any redder and I will mistake you for someone else."
"Oh shut up..." Sonic had to mumbled, acting like how he would around his roommate. Who is probably who I look like right now." That's very funny, by the way..."
Blinking Shadow didn't know how to take the sudden change in Sonic's mood. Maybe he over step a bit in teasing him. But he decided to just smile, hoping that Sonic wasn't too offended. "What don't you find very funny?"
"What you said before. You don't...have to force yourself just to make me happy."
Frowning slightly at that Shadow's ears went back and he gave Sonic a stern look again. "Sonic, I'm insulted you would think I would joke about something like that. Could it cross your mind that maybe I enjoy your company and want to see if we can build something on that? Or am I still too perfect and you'll never be able to move from that trying to destroy a relationship with me?"
Blink. "Wh-what?" Sonic was shocked. Do I really come off like that? Shamefully he hung his head. "I'm sorry... I just...I never thought... Y-you're really serious?"
Crossing his arms Shadow huffed a bit at that. "Why wouldn't I be on something like this? If I wasn't I wouldn't have said anything and just sent you home."
"Shadow..." The way Sonic was talking made Shadow pause and look back at him. The blue hedgehog was holding himself but...there was a huge grin on his face. "Th-thank you! You have no idea how much that means to me...! I...I'll try not to make you regret it..."
Sighing Shadow went over and hugged the other. The way he looked just made his heart melt. "You really shouldn't put yourself down Sonic... and really I wish you would talk to me. So please be open with me. Especially being we will be seeing each other."
"S-sure..." Sonic swore he was on fire. He hadn't felt this much happiness in years. It felt like he was flying. If this is a dream then I refuse to wake up. Please don't let me wake up! And eagerly he hugged Shadow back, familiarizing himself with the dark hedgehog's scent. Even that was perfect.
"Good." With a sigh Shadow had to pull away again. Smiling at the rather shy green eyes he felt that he needed to try and make him know that he was being serious as well as sincere. "Well... would you like to go home or stay here tonight? I wouldn't mind if you would rather stay here then go back home."
"Really?" Now Sonic knew what it was really like to be on high...at least a little. Not even running got him this excited. "Because I'd love to stay here... with you..."
Giving another smile Shadow pulled away completely. "I'll make us some tea then." It was still rather early, only eight so it would be nice to lay back and relax. Have some tea, maybe watch something on tea and enjoy the company of a new friend and potential lover.
He was so excited though that Sonic was having a hard time getting to relax. Shadow gestured for Sonic to sit on the couch and soon the blue hedgehog was lost in thought again. Part him him thought he should text Zonic but another part of him said it would be better to tell him this in person. If this still isn't a dream tomorrow then I should head over to see him...
It didn't take too long for Shadow to return with two cups of tea. Handing one to Sonic he sat down before turning on the TV. It was on the science channel and they were going on about something in space. Smiling the dark hedgehog leaned back. He had to smile larger when he actually felt Sonic's hand grab his, and happily he grabbed it back.
Sonic's mind was far away from the television however. He felt so overwhelmed, but in a good way. He wasn't sure what happened or how it happened but he did know that he was extremely grateful for whatever did happen. Now he just had to make Shadow not regret his decision.
When Shadow looked over to his new boyfriend a few moments later, he was surprised to see that Sonic had fallen asleep. Overwhelmed and exhausted, Sonic had all but passed out.
With a sigh and a smile Shadow picked Sonic up and carried him to his bedroom. Laying him down he smiled and put the blanket over him. When the program was over he would brush his teeth before joining the blue hedgehog in rest.
When he came back, ready for some sleep as well, he noticed that Sonic looked different from before. Instead of peaceful in his sleep he looked worried and almost terrified. Was he having a bad dream?
He couldn't see where he was going, or what was behind him. But he did know that he was being chased. He could feel its breath in his neck, ready to rip and tear at his flesh.
"S-someone help!" He cried, desperately trying to get away from whatever was hunting him. Even if he couldn't see it, Sonic somehow felt that whatever it was seemed familiar. Like it was trying to consume him entirely. Not just his flesh.
He then saw a light. Running to it he could hear a woman trying to call to him. As he got closer he could almost make out her figure reaching out for him. He was about to grab the hand when he felt something grab his legs and start to pull him back, into the darkness he was in before.
Waking up Sonic could feel a hand on his shoulder. "Did you have a bad dream?" Getting a little closer to him Shadow put an arm around him to comfort him. His other hand took Sonic's hand that was closest to him.
Sonic was more than spooked at this point. He shivered and clung to the closest thing to him, which happened to be Shadow. "Y-yeah..." was the startled answer. "It was...really weird..."
Rubbing his shoulder a bit Shadow rocked a bit to settle his new boyfriend. "It's okay. Only a dream. Would talking about it make you feel better?"
"I..." Sonic was about to say that he didn't need to talk about it but Shadow's words from earlier rang in his mind. How miffed the dark hedgehog was that Sonic refused to talk about himself. If it really meant that much to him...then Sonic supposed it was time he started opening up at least a little. "I'm not sure. Something was chasing me, I think... It was going to kill me. I couldn't see it but I could hear it breathing and feeling it trying to rip at me. I kept running and running and then there was this light... Someone was in it, reaching for me. A girl, I think. But I couldn't get to her in time...and that's all I remember." Sonic looked to Shadow. He was good at knowing how the brain worked right? "Does that...mean anything?"
"Well dreams are complicated but usually trying to tell someone something about themselves. What it could mean could really be a number of things from you trying to get away from your insecurities and fearing you won't win to just a dream of you running away from a monster." Brushing some of his quills Shadow sighed. "Either way I am here for you so there isn't anything to worry about."
Strange, then why did the thing chasing him and even the silhouette of the girl seem so familiar to Sonic? He hadn't even seen them yet that feeling of familiarity was still there. Sonic shook his head. It was probably nothing. Just a nightmare, nothing more. "Thanks..." the blue hedgehog mumbled shyly, just realizing that he was in Shadow's bed. "Sorry I fell asleep back there."
Chuckling a bit the dark hedgehog felt he could get use to this timid hedgehog. "There's no need to apologize. You were tired so you fell asleep. I'm sure you are still tired so let's both get some sleep. I know I have to work in the morning so," Getting under the covers with the blue hedgehog Shadow gave him a peck on the forehead and laid down. "Good night. I'll see you in the morning."
Oh man... Sonic thought as he happily closed his eyes and scooted a little closer to Shadow. I have got to be in heaven or something. This is a dream come true! He couldn't wait to tell Zonic about it tomorrow.
He had to hold his breath when Shadow actually wrapped his arms around him. Nuzzling the top of his head a bit the dark hedgehog fell asleep quickly. Sonic just lay there in bliss for a while, listening to Shadow's heart beat and the calm breathing of the one in bed with him.
The sun wasn't even up when the loud alarm clock started going off. Groaning Sonic's ears twitched, not recognizing the sound of the clock. Blinking slightly he felt a shift and had to blush when he remembered that he actually spent the night with Shadow. Stretching a bit the dark hedgehog looked back to his bed mate and smiled. "Good morning."
"Morning..." Sonic replied breathlessly, suddenly deciding that he didn't mind being woken up like that if this was the sight in front of him every morning. It was six and he didn't have to be into work until eight, so he had some time to run home and shower before getting ready.
But that didn't mean he wanted to. He wished Shadow would hold him some more.
Leaning down Shadow nuzzled the side of Sonic's head a bit. "I have to get ready to go to work. Being you aren't quite up I'll leave a key for you to lock up before you leave. Sleep in as long as you like. I'll call you when I'm off, okay?"
"Sure...I have to get up and get ready for work too." Declining the offer for the key, Sonic sat up himself, suddenly feeling cold. "Thanks for letting me stay over."
With a smile Shadow moved to his closet to get some work clothes out. "Alright. I do hope you have a good day Sonic. I'll see you later today."
He was lucky Knuckles wasn't there last night to question him. Sonic didn't think he was ready to tell his roommate yet but he had to let Zonic know at least. If he wasn't busy today anyway.
