Okay. UPDATE!!!! Be happy! Anyway, I was rereading my chapters and I utterly hate them. They don't suck SO bad, do they? I'm just to critical. Oh, well., I'm continuing aren't I? Well… This will be a good chapter, I guess. I got a little silly last chapter with Jacob I hope you don't mind. I need a little random in my life. Well, on with the story.

*I don't own Twilight, silly! If I did Jacob and Edward would have ended up together… Oh how I love my yaoi…*

Jasper's point of view

"Alice," I whispered, knowing she was to deep in thought to hear me. "Alice," I said a bit louder.

"Huh?" She asked, looking up startled.

"I was wondering," I started, my voice low and worried. It was obvious that she hated me. I, of course, could change her emotions so that she loved me, but I feel I deserve the hate. "I wanted to know why you care about what happens to me."

She looked deep into my eyes and sighed. "Jasper, I can't help that I care about you. I'm so mad at you, but for some crazy reason I love you,," she explained, sounding a little sickened with herself but also sincere.

"Alice, Edward isn't going to let me in the house. You know he hates me. They'll never forgive me." I, of course, wasn't going home for a while. I'm being sent away to a shrink for a month.

"Just finish backing, Jasper. I'll handle Edward when I get home." She told me, and turned away. Alice wasn't to keen on looking at me at the moment. She tensed up a little when she saw my face. Which, in fact, killed me.

Jacob's point of view

"Bella?" I called, trying to figure out where she was.

"Yes?" she answered.

"You okay?" I asked her when she came around the corner.

"Yeah, why?" she asked, as if it weren't completely obvious.

"I was just wondering because you've been quiet all day. I'm kind of worried. I mean, I know it's been a few weeks sense it all happened, but…"

"Four," she whispered, cutting me off. "It's been four weeks since the rape." she said in a monotone voice. It hurt her to talk about it, I could tell. "Jasper comes back in nine days, you know?" she whispered to me.

"Yeah, Bella. I know." I said, rubbing her arm awkwardly.

"I'm scared," she told me, so quiet that if I was all human I wouldn't have heard her.

"I would be too. But I'm just, still angry at him."

"He's sorry about what he did, Jacob! He was stupid and, evil, and jealous." Bella yelled, defending the demon, like always.

"Why are you sticking up for him?" I yelled back at her.

"Jasper's helped us through so many hard times! It was my fault! I shouldn't have showed off"

"Bella!" I yelled at her. "THIS WAS NOT YOUR FAULT!" I screamed, pushing her down on the couch. She screamed out, and curled into the fetal position. I knew I couldn't have hurt her. One, she's a vampire and two, she landed on a couch.

"Please, don't!" she cried out. "Stay away!"

"Bella? What's wrong?" I asked her, but she just continued to scream.

"What's going on in here?" Edward yelled, running in to the living room.

"I don't know! She said it was her fault she got raped and I told her it wasn't and she started screaming." I explained.

"Bella, sweetie? Are you okay?" Edward asked her calmly.

"Please, don't! Stop!" she yelled even louder.

"She's having a flash back," Edward turned at said to me. "She done this a few times before. You have to leave her alone. Bella, I'm going to help you." Edward said, and then pushing me into the kitchen.

"What did you do to her?"

"I just pushed her down on the couch because she was making me mad." I told him. "It's not like I did it hard or anything.

"You can't do that, Jacob." He spit out between his teeth. "She's in a delicate condition. Anything can trigger a flashback, which is why I don't want him to come home."

"You think she'll have a flash back?"

"Oh, I don't just think, I know. It's going to be an intense one, too. I'm worried about her, Jacob." he said, looking much like he did the day I found out Bella was pregnant.

"You'll get her through this, Edward." I told him. It actually hurt me a little to see him this condition.

"She hasn't let me touch her a weeks. It worries me. And the nights have been extremely long."

"Well, that sucks," I told him, trying to ignore how awkward the conversation has turned out to be.

"I shouldn't complain, this is about Bella. I care to much about her to see her like this. It simply kills me."

"Edward?" Bella cried from the living room.

"Coming!" Edward yelled and ran into the room as fast as possible.

Bella's point of view

I could feel Edward and Jacob trying to help me, but I couldn't help but scream. All I could see was Jasper. I hated these flash backs. I knew they upset Edward too. That just made everything ten times worse. I was still screaming against my will, still feeling a body on top of me, when Edward and Jacob left the room. I couldn't hear what they were saying.

I came out of my trance, and immediately called out to Edward. He, being the amazing husband he was, came running.

"I'm sorry, Edward," I told him and reached out to grab his hand.

"Sorry for what, love?" he asked, giving me a confused look.

"For freaking out like that," I explained.

"It wasn't your fault. It was… his."

"Who's? Jakes? No… he didn't do…"

"No, Jaspers…" Edward said, with so much disgust in his voice I could barely tell it was him.

"Edward, please! Please, just… Forgive and forget." I begged, hoping for once that he would listen.

"I can't Bella! Not when I see you act like that! It scares me so much." he told me.

"Edward, please," I told him, looking at him with wide, begging eyes. "I need you to be strong for me."

"Okay," he sighed.

Alice's point of view

"Hey," I said to Jacob, walking down the steps.

"Hello," he said to me, sounding extremely upset.

"What happened?" I asked him, knowing it had to be about Bella.

"She had a flash back."

"Oh, I see. I… I just can't think about this right now!" I yelled, sounding a bit harsh. This was, in fact, Bella's problem.

"Are you alright?" Jacob ask, walking toward me.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just. I'm fine," I told him, trying to cover up the pain in my voice.

"Alice, what's wrong?" Jacob asked me, all the silliness in him face gone. It was a strange sight to see Jacob act serious. It reminded me of Jasper.

"It's just. I know this is Bella's problem, but the man I love broke my heart and no one sympathizes with me. I mean, I know I sound pathetic, but I'm all alone in my room every night having to think about how the man I love raped my best friend," I blurted out, not able to control myself.

"I understand.," he told me, patting me on the back. "It must be hard for you. I mean, I never thought about how bad it might be for you. I didn't even consider you. I suppose everyone was to caught up with Bella."

I laughed a little. "Thanks, that makes me feel better," I said to him sarcastically.

"I know. Alice, you are important, though. We're just not used to you being so quiet! Normally when you've got a problem, you speak up!" He said to me, giving me a little smile.

I laughed again. "Well, I just didn't want to sound so pathetic that I steal attention from a girl who just got raped."

"Well, Alice. Bella doesn't need anymore attention. She's got Edward." Jacob said.

"Well, that does make sense." I told him and moved closer to him subconsciously. He moved closer too. I don't know how it happened… But somehow our lips touched and we kissed.

OMJ!!!! I did not just do that! Well, I got news for you. YES I DID! I know, it's crazy. Well.. You know how much I love ending in cliff hangers and I think this is an amazing place to end. Keeps you wanting more. Anyway… As you know, I'm a review whore, so please… REVIEW! I beg of you! Actually… I just want to have more reviews then my friend! Then I can rub it in her face! MWAHAHAHA! She has 27 right now. I have 30 something. By the way… Thanks for that! :D I love you all sooo much! *Gives cake* That's how much I love you!

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