My darling daughter,

My darling daughter,

Today is your eighteenth birthday and I'm sorry I can't be there for you. I bet there are lots of times when you're angry with me for leaving you, but I hope my letters have helped you understand why I did what I did, why I sacrificed so much.

I hope that your father has been there for you, but we both knew that he might leave just as I did. If that is the case I know Xander has done a great job with you. I bet you've given him a hard time, especially if you're anything like me, but remember that he loves you just as much as me and your father do.

I hope you have a wonderful life, full of all the opportunities my calling never allowed. Remember it's okay to love and don't be afraid of getting hurt, it makes you stronger. The hardest thing about this world is living in it. Just remember, no vampires.

Your loving mother,

Buffy Anne Giles

Ps. Buffy isn't a very good name for a daughter.