Chapter 7- I Can't Believe
Disclaimer- I don't own anything- if I did I would broadcast the show in Australia.
Author's note- I am incredibly sorry the long delay, I am really sorry the incredibly short chapter this is. I have a feeling that the chapter I did want to write will end being a couple of really short ones. I am sorry I just wasn't able to write this chapter and it has been driving me mental for weeks now. I do however think that this is a very powerful chapter even if it is only 300 words.
"Really could my life get any worse," I mumble to myself as I sit back down. My dad d… and now I have to live with my mo… that person. Next I'll get a call from Sky telling me that it's over between us. Not that I would mind that much but it would really suck if it happened now. I look back up the guy that just made my life a whole lot worse and he is staring down at me with pity in his eyes. I don't need his pity I don't need anyone. I standing up quickly, I walk out the door and down the street.
I can't believe that this time yesterday that we were sitting down for dinner. I can't believe that it was just this morning that I saw him. I can't believe that it was just an hour and half before I found out, that he called and said he was on his way home. I can't believe that I'll never get to go surfing with him again. I can't believe that I'll never get to eat is brilliant cooking.
I have been walking for half hour without any sense of direction just walking, thinking about dad and thinking about what my life is going to be, the fact that I have to move to England. I don't want to, I don't want to leave here. I grew up here I have such great times with my friends, with my dad. I'm now standing on the beach looking out at the ocean knowing that soon I won't be here, I won't be able to surf with dad, skateboard with my friends, I won't see them again.
I tear slides down my cheek as I look out at the water, I can't believe he is really gone.
Once again i am sorry and feel free to yell at me. Kat
