This chapter made me sad... but I wrote using Boys Like Girls - Thunder and Great Escape, so if you play them while reading this, it might help you. :3
Thanks Cant Be Saved, You are my favourite.
I don't own anything I use but my own ideas, and I will get Steve to hunt you down if you even think of robbing without asking.
Taylor's POV,
I collapsed on the bed, I had a single room, but I was joining onto Alex and Zack and Rian. Across the hall were Vinny, Jack and Matt.
"Squirrel!" Alex called from his room, man; this is going to get old quickly…
"What Gaskank?" I called back, shifting through my clothes for something nice for dinner.
"Can I borrow you're shower? Rian's stole mine" He muttered, wiping away fake tears as he walked into my room,
"Sure" I said, pointing at the door, "Don't use all the hot water"
"'kay," He said, walking to the door.
I sighed, shaking my head, that boy…
I was still searching for the right clothes when I remembered I left a pile of my clothes in the bathroom after my shower, I wanted to have one tomorrow morning too.
I didn't want Alex searching through my underwear, so I quickly opened the door slightly; Alex was still in the shower, hidden behind the curtain, singing along shamelessly.
Okay… I tiptoed into the bathroom… my clothes were just in front of me; I grabbed them and started to run out. The water came off, I moved faster, but tripped on some water and slammed my head into the basin.
"Taylor?" I heard someone call, and then I slipped away into blackness.
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"Hey, c'mon wake up" Alex murmured into my ear, then I felt a coldness and really wet which spread to my bones, someone chucked water on me.
"Hey!" I shouted, sitting up too fast, my head started spinning.
"Shh" Alex said, pushing me back down, my head hit the pillow.
"My head hurts" I muttered, holding my head,
"Yeah, you slipped while sneaking a look" Alex winked at me, only the humour didn't show in his eyes, or soften his face's lines.
"I wasn't!" I protested, "I wanted my clothes!"
"Sureee"
I death glared at Alex, he chuckled and moved me so my head lay in his lap, he cradled my head.
"It hurts" I moaned, burying my face in his hands,
"I know, I know" He said, softly, kissing my forehead.
I felt his phone vibrate in his pocket, Alex sighed and took it out, he shook his head and put it down,
"Who's that?" I asked, leaning on my elbows to lift myself up so he could answer,
"Just Ava" he murmured, pushing me back down, "Rest Taylor"
"Buut, don't you want to call her back?"
"No"
I sighed, resting my head on his hands, he started playing with my hair, I felt myself drifting off, then Alex leaned down, I guess he meant to kiss my forehead, but I moved and he ended up kissing my lips.
This woke me up instantly; I moved up, we didn't break apart until seconds later.
We both were gasping, looking into his eyes, then he cupped my face and started to kiss me, I twisted my hands in his hair, he wrapped him arms around my waist, pulling me closer to his body.
He slipped his hands into the back of my top, his hands were cold and they made me shiver but soon my own body warmth made them hot.
Within moments Alex slipped me out of my top and he'd managed to unbutton my jeans, I started to unbutton his top with shaking hands, it's not as easy as it sounds, kissing someone as you tried to undress them.
I somehow managed, as Alex moved us off the bed so he could strip my skinny jeans. Once again, it's IMPOSSIBLE to take off skinny jeans sexily…
"Are you sure" Alex whispered into my ear, I nodded, afraid to break the spell.
We feel back onto the bed.
I woke up with the sun on my bed; Alex was tracing patterns on the naked skin.
I snuggled into his chest.
"Good morning" Alex murmured, I sighed, and I knew this would end,
"Hey" I smiled, sifting onto my elbow's so I could see his face, and it looked blank… and pretty much emotionless. I froze; he obviously felt the difference in my body and moved his hand so it was no longer touching me.
"I'd better leave" Alex muttered, climbing out of the bed, he sighed then bent down to grab his clothes.
Then he left.
I was still frozen, from the moment he left, and then I collapsed, sobbing into my pillow.
I knew! I knew it, Alex was a man-whore, but I gave him me… everything.
Time passed, but I made no move in doing anything, Jack called in seeing if I was hungry but I ignored him. I couldn't see anyone, I felt so stupid and like a giant failure, and I thought Alex liked me, he made the signs, whenever we spoke he would say things that made me think… how did we go from best friends to nothing more than a one-night stand deeply regretted by one party, and the other who wanted to forget it, but was to scared to lose the last memory.
"TAYLORKINS!" Jack screamed, jumping on my bed.
"What?" I asked, keeping my voice low so it couldn't crack,
"We're all going to see the venue, as our sexy Merch Bitch, you must come" He smiled,
"Okay…" I sighed, grabbing a dressing gown and wrapping it around my body before getting out of bed.
"See you in ten" Jack smiled, leaving so I could change.
I sighed, I knew this moment would come, I dug through my clothes, putting on whatever I could get my hands on, brushing my hair and cleaning my teeth, I paused to put some eyeliner on and slipping my lip ring in before leaving.
I walked down to the lobby were everyone was waiting, I saw Alex first who stood staring at me, I blushed deeply before hiding behind Zack making it look like I wanted to chat to Matt.
This day is going to be long…
