After about the fifth month of this crazy routine of mine, I, myself had finally had enough.

I decided that I REALLY had to do something about it.

The getting no sleep at night was having a serious impact on me. As I was always tired, I was always strained and on edge. I was finding it more and more difficult as each week passed by, to control my inner wolf during school.

Jimi's stupid comments were getting to me; as were the K's. I even nearly wolfed out and Shannon and Tom a few times. I had drifted so much from Shannon and Tom. We barely even spoke any more. I barely spoke to anyone any more, I had distanced myself from everyone.

Each school day would be the same. I would sit quietly in the corner of each classroom by myself and see the school day through. But I'd finally had enough.

I began to think of ways that I could help myself. I knew that I first of all needed to sort out my sleeping pattern as it was virtually non-existent and impacting my life the most. To deal with this, I began to go out into the woods each night and run for as long as it took until I was physically and mentally tired. This worked for the first few weeks but gradually began to wear off. I tried to get close to Shannon and Tom. I knew, that I needed to stop moping about, and stop my continuous complaining about Rhydian leaving.

My sleeping pattern was still not being the best, despite my best efforts to try to make myself sleep. I still had my reoccurring dream but despite this, I began to get my life back on track for the first time since his departure from Stoneybridge. I had my best friends back and I was starting to be myself again after nearly six months. I was beginning to adjust to life again; my life without Rhydian.

Until...